Episode #30

Matthew and Justin talk about Hot Vs. Cold, "Nerds", and Personality Types

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It is. Cold outside. Super cold. Super cold. Very cold there. 31 degrees. Freezing. But in Texas. I love it. I think it's snowed in Dallas. Let's go, Dallas. Enjoy it. Two, one for nothing. Crazy. Little snow. Yeah. Happening. This is cool. This is the formal introduction, as we've had in the last couple. Couple parts. Yeah, we're. We've been running. Yeah. What do you like Better do you like running it or do you like having the. Hello? I'm kind of split. Yeah, I don't know. I need to take a poll. I like. I like it better. Doing it like a custom intro. Yes, Because Joe Rogan, this place is intro and that kind of runs. I think he. Does that in post. I don't know. Yeah, right. I don't know. What do you mean? Like, I don't know if he plays it in the studio and then they jump in after that. I feel like they like do what we do, where they just turn them on and then start recording. And then they cut it somewhere. And then they put the intro in like you do, like, show that, be cool or so. Yeah. I like when we're like, Hey, how are you doing? Episode Train to. 30. Come on, let's go. Three zero. I didn't know I was doing it, but that's awesome, right? we're. In. We're in there. Trying to leave. A great number. 30 was better. sorry. Continue. I don't know. I don't know. Was Ray Allen? Were Ray Allen? Ray Allen? I don't know. Okay. Put a pin in that. Yeah. No, I get the Internet. Yeah, I'll come back to you. But anyways, because it's so I think about it, like basketball. Like when I come into the gym, I, like, shoot some free throws. You ever get, like, right next to the rim and you, like, shoot with your left hand should the right hand. And then I kind of start going into like the more heavy body work, you know. I like doing that with you with you guys here too, because sometimes if I just try to jump into like me talking at a high level because we're running either like trip and stumble, fall. Where we go. Like the, like the warm up. The natural, like in this little jog or always. It's cold as hell outside. It's cold. I don't like the cold, man. Really. I'm a warm blooded creature. Yeah. Yeah. You don't. You don't like. Adversarial weather. Extremes on either way, like the super, super hot or the super, super cold. Yeah. Yeah, I feel you. But I don't know. I feel like I would take the heat, though. Yeah, take a hundred versus 30. Yeah. 20, whatever. With the wind chill. Go on. What it. What's the difference? I don't know. At least for me personally, I just gravitate that way. Unless you're. I think the cold is just so blistering. Sometimes you got even a cold does. Yeah, it's frigid. It cuts through your jacket. It cracks things. You. Can always express like. Fractures. It's. It's. It breaks you. I don't know. At least me. Yeah. And that was before that. He. I think he feels more like something you bear the load of. Like it's half. Heavier. Yeah. But you're like holding that up and like, you can kind of like. A little solid. Yeah, right. You can kind of like, I don't want to say, like, man up and handle it, but there's something there you can be like, All right, like, it's hot, but I'm all right. But, like, the cold is like, taking from using. Your soul over your spirit. Like screaming. You feel like my strength, my strength, the fight, the thing. It's that you're taking that whereas, like, the sun is taking your, like, hydration. Yeah. Starting to lose. Your heat exhaustion and like, hypothermia or, you know, frostbite severely and extremes on either way. But I prefer the hot I think the hot one. Ray Allen, Jersey number three. Ray Allen, Jersey number. Yeah. Come on now. They have never done. He's number. 20. Six. 20 and 34. Okay. 34. I think two zero. I thought three zero. That's okay. Okay. That's cool. I'll get back to you. But regardless, 30 episodes is also a great thing, then. Yeah. All right. Hell, yeah. We're not even a year in. Super cold day. Almost like commemorating getting to 30. Yeah, a year is 52 weeks. So every other week would have been 26 or 30. Wow. Really? Yeah. See, that's what happens when you don't. You don't look up. We just had our head down making pods. Head down, baby. Let's go, man. You keep pushing this cold. Push it, Keep pushing. Make it happen. Yeah. I want to get to 52 because what's a reasonable rate for anybody to record a podcast when they start? Like, once a week is fair? You know what I'm saying? I think once a week is a lot. I mean, not a lot, but that's a that's a fast pace. That's solid is definitely a lot, especially from an accounting perspective, because like to do 52 in one year means you like never have to miss a week or never, you know, take a break or take a holiday or something like that. You know what I'm saying? Which would be like difficult to do. So 52 is a respectable number, right? Yeah. Yeah. Joe Rogan is in like two or three podcasts a week. I guess that's why I feel like one isn't asking too much. But, you know, we're doing great. Yeah. Solid record. Yeah, solid record. yes. 30. Feel good about it. So keep pushing that. Well, about what? About that. yeah. That we are. You prefer the call the hot? No, I think I'm with you. I think I like the hot. Right? Yeah. Because it's just cutting like your hands, like, feel are going to fall. On any part of your skin that's exposed. Yeah. Also, don't talk to you like I would. This is a real thing we deal with all the time. I definitely have gloves. A pair of gloves on the portfolio. Bro, Bro. Have you seen Buffalo on Instagram? Give a shit for. Buffalo, bro. Like supposed to be playing in like 15 minutes. What is going to happen. Man? I've got a great NFL playoff game. I want to play with you later. But for right now, just talking about Buffalo as a city, you try to manage living there like. No, no, thank you. I'm good. I got into that. My whole thing, my whole mom side of the family and we're like, they like New York. I guess they they went to Florida and lived in Fort Lauderdale for like a little bit of time and then went back to New York because I like the better up there. That family up there. I'm like, Yeah, that's crazy to me because I'm kind of like, I'm pretty from Florida. Be fucking tight, you know what I'm saying? I think so because I don't like the cold. I think I much prefer Florida. Yeah, but they're going to, like, have snowplows shovel your driveway out and shoot. Come on, bro. Well, what we're. Doing, what we're talking. About, that's a crazy existence, man. Yes, bearing that load. That's crazy. Well, buffalo is like an insane amount of that. So, like, they're like. I saw a video where this guy opens up his door and he goes outside, and it's just like you can't see anything like. Like. A virgin, like a tornado, but it's snow. And it's just like the wind is blowing. Sideways and it's just like. you can't see anything. It's like. Impossible to navigate, you. Know, like God. And then you see in the stadium, they have the they're paying people $20 an hour plus, like breaks and food and like, I guess like, you know, gloves and shovels to shovel snow out of their stadium. Yeah, they're forced to play yesterday. Because it's so hard, bro, if they're down to do it. And like, at what point would the NFL have to say like, hey, man, it's like snowing too hard in Buffalo, But they're like, here. They're like, Fuck that. We're like, We won. We won home field advantage. Like, we're taking home field advantage. That's a big thing in playoffs, you know, like, yeah, we're not giving it up because it's the. Weather because the buffalo are fans of scooping out the scoop for their bills. Marvel your brother like it's hard. It's hard. So I don't know It's. Like how many volunteers they got. How do you think they got. On this. Dude? I don't know. How many they pick. The Colts ask me to do it. I would like I might do it. You know, I'm saying it's just like, fun to engage with your fan base like that, too. Like, as a fan, I'd be like, Yeah. Do you want to go feel like I did? I did part of the win, you know, like I was. I was a part of the game. Yeah. I help them out ultimately. Yeah. So like the. Waterboy, bro, for. Real. But that being said, I want. Get to bring the what I. Like the you know say. If he doesn't give a man out of your power the quarterback of the Broncos or whatever he didn't said because he deserves. It like the spirit of that you know what I'm saying that the fans like the even the fans are the most important part of the game to some degree. You know what I'm saying? Like the spirit of the the love of the sport, like the the guy that's just there to literally put water in these players mouths because he's like, loves the game that much or whatever. I think that's the thing that should be rewarded. Maybe the boy. Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Like well I'm keep the ball like we're giving balls to kids all the time, you know? So I don't know how we got talking about that. No, no love. Of the game bills Mafia. Yeah they've got such a. Snowplows living in the cold and shit. Yeah, Crazy people. Crazy people. I couldn't. I couldn't make you tough. Got to got to be. Russians are. Tough, Yeah. There's nothing forgiving about that cold. Yeah. We felt this year we tough as a boot. Yeah, my guy. I noticed it. So we're leaving church and it's pretty cold, right? It's chilly. How cold was that day? Probably like. 30. High thirties, because we weren't close to freezing. That's what I'm always watching for. Because as a kid, when I got cold, I'm like, My eyes are going to snow. I'm going to be like, No, it's like 40 degrees. I'd be like, That's pretty low. Work with me. This is like. It would have to be 32 and even 32. It doesn't like snow. Like it's tough. Like if it just it had to be like -20 for sure. But if it's at least 31 degrees, we might get some ice. You might get like that out of school because it's icy. And I was like pretty heartbroken by that as a kid because it's like the weather. If you track that thing, it's never really getting down to 32. It's super rare we get it very. Rarely in Texas. Like twice a year. Happened. Maybe that, yeah, at least some ice a couple times a year. But snow, full fledged snow. We had that in February a couple of years ago. Another first time forever. Yeah. So many things that snow, wild. Crazy snow. Twice. So that was crazy. It was awesome. We were ready for it. It's all it. It was cold times, brother. Well. Guys. You were cooking on a barbecue for warmth. What were you doing out there? You know, we got our. Our stove is gas. So, like, when the power would come on, we'd be able to turn the stove on. And then when the power would go out, if the fire was lit, it would stay lit those gas at that point. But you needed the electricity to get started. So if the flame was on and the power went out, the flame would stay on, powered by the gas, but the flame wasn't on it. We couldn't turn it back on, but we were able to have like the stovetop going. So yeah. That's crazy. Yeah, it was crazy. All the time. It was so cold. The power was rolling down on and off. That's so funny, bro. That's a sentiment I'm expressing of like, whenever and now when I'm. Look, I said, look around my circle. See a couple of cold winters are like, that line is just me saying to myself like, when I look at you guys, I remember when there's coldest winters, bro, like I was You know, staying in my friend's state in my friend's garage for a little bit during the winter. And it was like partially in the name of being dedicated and devoted to like getting this thing to, like, continue to go and like, invest more of myself into making music and making podcasts. And I was just like, fucking toughing it out like Soldier Press crazy. And then yes, yeah, the cold one is really like. Unforgiving, unforgiving, bro. I feel like when you when you get through that, the it makes you tight, you know what I'm saying? Maybe that's like our tribal nature. Yeah. Imagine back then having to deal with that shit. Living in huts, dude. Yeah, I'm watching the Vikings shows right now, watching the last kingdom with ocean. But just, just to say like, back then, I mean, they like fire pits and stuff, you know what I'm saying? There's no fucking plumbing or AC or anything, bro. Talking about cold. It's crazy bro. Had to have a fire going real Needed it. For furs and pelts. Shit, bro. It's crazy. Role. Playing. Know blankets like. Like a bear or shit. Yes. Yes. A Snuggie and shit. But they. They were getting drunk though. It is crazy to think about. Alcohol's been around for a minute. Yeah. Yes. There's like ale and wine and shit. Crazy. that's. Cold. This crazy brings people together. I Forget it, bro. Kill you if you stay outside. Yeah. Yeah. I wonder what the mass, what the mass of people would lean towards the cold. Because I don't know, I wouldn't choose to live in a cold place. I think we adapt. I think part of it is we're adapted to a hot climate. So it's especially we're like. Bora. And what's happening right now. We don't like cold plunge or anything regularly. So like I can see how I don't have a defense mechanism for that. We like sit in the sauna and like get go through heat training, you know? Yeah. I usually leave like the last 30 seconds to a minute of my shower. Like the. Cold. Yeah. It's causing it, but it's about, it's just to keep it in check. Yeah. Just to suffer a little bit. So. All right. I think it's good for you too. Yeah, I think so too. Yeah. But either way, mentally, for sure, I remember, like, Tai Lopez talking about that in one of his videos. I was listening to a long, long time ago talking about taking the last 30 seconds or whatever in your shower, however long you take, like make it too cold. I did that in Vegas. That water was cold. Really? That's it? It was cold, rather. That's it was cold going. It was freezing. Yeah. You know how to describe it. Were you into. It? Yeah. I was like. yeah, this is what this is for. Like, nice. This is what I supposed to feel like. Yeah, They do it at home too. Yeah. my boots, whatever. And we've done ice plunge before. Yeah. You know. Yeah, it does feel crazy, right? So it's like it takes your breath away to a degree in the water. Vegas we went in December. It was cold as it was cold unforgiving. Yeah. Break your spurs Want to go rebuild it. you're. Right, bro. That is part of it. It's too then, but. yeah. But it's crazy. Yeah. Shout outs, people live. Been cold places. Shut up. Buffalo guys are animals, man. He deserved to. Win. Savages. Yeah. Written for you, is what I'm saying. You got my as a fan. I'm like, you know, like I'm ruined for you guys. I can't help. Can't. You know, Pittsburgh wanted to be like. yeah, Where does. That come from? You know what I'm saying? You guys like one a fan hood out of a narrative, you know? Yeah, it's cool. The story behind the game. So it's cold outside? Yes, chilly. But the whole. Story behind the game kind of ties right now right into what I was trying to express with like, I want to, like, go through the playoff games with you and the outcomes and then I want you to give me like a metaphysical take away, just like just a quick one from each game. The physical takeaways, like, my God, I was like, Yes. Steven It was at work on Saturday and the Houston and the Browns game was going on. There we go. And then they were going they were a big they were up, you know, 38 or something, 38, 17 or something like that. Making them look bad. No. Yeah. By 20 points. And then Stephen was he's like the other Texans to do it. Well I feel like they're open their ass like, man, that's crazy. He's like, They got the Lord with them. Hell, yes, he's a star. Well, that's my dog. yeah, that's what I'm talking about. Yeah. Doug will make you believe him. Yeah. I'm into it, bro. I mean, it sucks because they knocked my team from the playoffs. I'm like. Yeah, it's just the Colts. It's just like, as an objective observer of the league, though, I'm like, I almost want to root for Houston because I do appreciate the way just shot just been shot. Now Jesus every time he dubs like a good like a good Sunday Christian. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, man, it's fucking awesome, right? Yeah. That's Ty. That's Ty. Let's talk about a revolution. Yeah. Like, yeah. I think, you know, just on a soft basis, it seems like if life's not going super well for you or you feel like you need a change or like you're trying to find something that you don't have, but like it's hard to put your finger on, it's like, I see a lot of my friends in that place and then come to church just because we're like super openly, like inviting everybody all the time. And it seems like they have, like guilt, like some kind of direction from that. Like, it's crazy to me. Like even it seems from an observer perspective that sometimes church is just like people get this spiritual need for like change or transformation and or like something has to change. So there's gotta give and then they'll go to church with us. And even if they're, you know, not necessarily like at church continuously with us, like I see them like doing their own set of things to like make that change or whatever, you know what I'm saying? So I think church might be that way for some people, just like because we're spiritual creatures, you know? Yes, it. Takes spirit to change, you know what I'm saying? It's like tough. And but then I like watching cedar shrouded and people and like church attendance going way up at church and like just over the year or two and watching more more people prominently trying to be like, yeah, man, like praying on and praying. NFL teams praying is on Instagram a lot lately, whereas like, I don't usually see stuff like that. It's kind of dope. So there's this like this in my mind. I see like a swell. Of. People, kind of like going to church again. And I'm like, It's dope. That's dope. Yeah, I think so. I think so. Right. Kanye Jesus is king. Yeah, Just thinking about that. Laying in bed, looking to Instagram. Yeah. Kirk Franklin, Chance, the rapper is out this time. Well, there's a nice push picture. He mentions a remember he mentions them in you know what's on it is he mentions Jesus now Kirk Franklin listen to Kirk Franklin at Kanye's house. I forget how he phrases it. The site. Yeah. About that. So there's something to that that's important? I think so, yeah. But it's. Cool. It's hard to put my finger on. I'm trying to break down my own thoughts. I'm like, Why do I live? Why do I like that? What? What do I like? The swirl of Jesus? Like, what's. There's something there that's. I guess because of maybe I was getting a little bit worried that things were going south for us as a culture because, like 2010 to 2020, we things are kind of trashy but not like a rude sentence. But I just felt like, you know, I mean, like. Like. SLAM Yeah. Slam culture came a lot. I feel like Cardi B busts the door wide open, but also just like you want things on paper like Instagram, girls and only fans became like a prominent thing in our culture. Whereas like that wasn't really 1980s that wasn't really going on. People were just like being people, you know what I'm saying? Like, yeah. Culture is it took a shift from that. Like one fucking James Franco Hulu series or whatever it is, I forget. 11 2260. Three There it is. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, something like that. But in that Hulu series A James Franco is fucking dope. I loved it. It was time. Maybe crowded Suicide. You know. You're. Expected to be like, a sad kind of love story like that. Yes. Crazy type was great. Movie, bro. Yeah. Back in the sixties, like. Life was just so simple, you know? So, so complex and full of crazy nuance. Well, that's the thing you can't get away from is, like. That's always there. Yeah. Yeah. I think that's how they had fucking fires and shit back then. Like people were. Story was still taking fucking place, bro. Like, you know, I'm saying. You know, I guess if. It's just engaging like life gets so engaging, you. Know, crazy types. So just explore the thought. Like sometimes I think that there's this, like, nihilistic thought that we're living in, like broad spectrum chaos. Whereas, like, it's crazy watching a story play out in the 1960s where, like, it's like, almost like a true love story, you know what I'm saying? We're like, it's not just like random a B choice, like, God, they didn't get. They got first. They didn't get didn't, didn't go on second date. They'd go on second date. It's not like chaos storm weathering, option three playing out. It's like story, like it's taking it out. Curves and like things are influences are happening around people while like thoughts are being presented to yourself and then you're expressing yourself to these people around you that you're engaging in relationships with. And it's creating like a dramatic narrative and that thing is like bigger than chaos Storm. Nothing matters. Like things happen and they don't happen. Like there's I don't know, bro. It's like, no, no, no. Like life is super engaging like you just. Like they're a serious thing. That part has been proven that even in the 1960s, there's no like Instagram. There's not like, you know, people have like bars and shit and like sock hops or whatever the fuck dance halls were back then. I don't know. Though. That was. Like. Yeah, people were still have in life, still do in life. Having a good life potentially. Existing. Now we're in this hyper technical juxtaposed with the hyper technical, logically integrated society we have now. It's crazy. We want a government shutdown. 2020. That was crazy. Interesting. shit. We wear masks. I can't go to the gym. Yeah, Really going to be. Yeah. So, bitch. People go to work. They said they did more damage to us than, like, maybe we now as, like. A people who. Maybe set us back ten years. Socially, socially. Golly golly. They think. There's truth in. The. Truth of what they said. We we lost a step somewhere in our relationships because COVID something about isolation and the way we handle traumatic events and dramatic events. We all had to handle one all at once. So we all have different stress response systems that we usually balance each other out with, but we're all like red lighting, like every household in America is like alarms going off basically. Yeah, I think so. Maybe a little bit. I'm not sure too well. When I put it like that. It's like, you know. But yeah. Yeah. Last year went down. We lost a lot of small businesses, things like that, people losing jobs, X, Y, Z. Imagine do that like of restaurants that were only five years old at that time. What percentage of those restaurants shut down? How many? A lot. Dude, got to be 70 plus. Yeah, that's fair. That's fair. I jump to 80% and I thought that was too much. So 70 plus is at least half. Yeah, for sure. At least half. Just losing your whole endeavor, bro. Like fuck that, bro. Until you know what else, bro. But they took girls from shit happens. It's all for a reason. But God knows. But I know. That's a church for. Right? And he. Said blind faith for. The man. Yeah. So that was a lot that happened at last the very top of the bring that to that. Well we. Were talking about how diagnosing the feeling the people coming to church is a good thing. And I think I kind of came back to like when you're in it and you feel that like the Holy Spirit in you and you feel like the narrative of your life is God driven and you like are just very aware of that and it's very present in front of you. You have access to all those feelings. Yeah, you see the coincidences and recognize the, the language or develop the language. And understand like you're, yeah, you're feeling like, man, God's really is like in my life. Like you. I see where I talk to, right? You're taking those moments and you are glorifying characters. You are like giving credit to him. And that relationship of like, my life isn't just this chaos. It's like it's written to some degree. It's like working with me. It's it's coming from me and through me. Like, all of that creates this. Like they make life better, first of all. And then but the more and more importantly, I think the reason why I'm excited to see it in our culture more is because when you're in that feeling and then like our pastor, we're talking about, you know, anybody else who wants to like come to Jesus or like come to God and like, be a part of this for real. Like it's your first time where you want to, like, dedicate your life or your spirit. Like, please do that so you can have, like, access to God because that's like he's the the way like, that's the way the truth and the way you have to like, kind of claim yourself. You have to like, say, I'm not I'm not perfect, but like, Jesus was and like, I want to be a Christian, Like, I want to He is my lord. Just be like that. Yeah. It's crazy because that one I'm watching this Vikings is like there were that was the culture back then. People pledged their loyalty to more or less a leader and they called them Lord. And so like these, more charismatic, like mission driven people had a lot of people that followed them, whether they were going into battle or going into like politics. But it's because that was like the nature of the culture that people had, like servants and slaves and like lords and like kings and then like elder men. And so yeah, and then the title was very like they call it, they would call these people Lord and they would like serve them. And that was their existence. And a lot of it's like because they believed in them, like they thought they were right. They thought they were a good leader, like I trust way in The last kingdom, for instance, is like I trust future does so like, that's my Lord. Like if he wants to go into battle, like, I'll go like they have this, like it's crazy because then it gives me more perspective on when we're talking about like the biblical times and he has these like apostles following him. It's crazy because I'm like, like it makes sense because I see another culture like. That and it and. It doesn't make sense anymore because we don't really do that anymore. Like, at all. It's like super dismissed from. Our religion way different times. Yeah. Then thousands of years ago. Right? We're not just like follow in somebody who makes the most sense to us per say, but that is like when we're thinking about Jesus and some of the context of like our relationship with Him and we're understanding his teachings in the Bible, it's like hard to understand why these people are just like following him around to some degree maybe, but we just kind of like accept it. But it makes way more sense when like that that is what was happening. Yeah. Yeah. I seen a Have you seen the show The. Chosen 92. Yeah. So I think Amazon or on Amazon giving Amazon. Prime or whatever I do that. Bill hits and I don't do anything with it all month and I'm like man what am I. Doing bitch. Yes And we watched a couple episodes of that shit and it was it was like, I don't know. Yeah, it, it helps put it in context, like, man, this is crazy. I think. I don't know if like sort of makes or puts it into or helps dramatizing and the drama and is dramatization helps you like. In sexualized. But sexualize it but yeah yeah it gives you additional additional faculties to use to organize that information. It's like watching Game of Thrones and like reading Game of Thrones, like reading a book and watching the movie. People don't like when it's not the same or you. Yeah. We'll be like helps each other or like or things that were on the air. Adds perspective. Yeah. Any added perspectives? Nice. But go ahead. I know it works. Well. Yeah. It's a it's a movie in a book. Ponyboy What is a It's. A cop of a bo guy school. With Dig deep. Kid is in there. I was looking. Yeah. Yes. The outsiders behind that movie. Great stuff. Golden Pond. Was great. But we're almost at a point where that's lost. The reference is almost lost for that. People are just going to know they're golden. Boy and not. No. You know, people are going to think that DMX said that or something like that. It's the I was in a I'm going to have a chat with Grace's friends. Somebody said something that was like, Yeah, like an Elvis Presley quote or something like an obvious one to me. And then they were like, you know, was triplex. Or something like that. And I was like, it was like where I, I knew for sure that this person was referencing this person that said the original quote, and they completely they didn't even know this person existed in the equation. And I don't an original thought from this person. And I was like. That. Was like, I should interject. But I think it would literally make me old. Like, this is the threshold right here. I just got my nose. Up on the line about that. So correct. And kids that don't know where things are coming from. Sampling all this shit, it's crazy. Yeah. Even remaking hot water songs. Everything's getting remade. You crazy remaking movies. What the hell? What? Why the one we can let go. And in another Willy. Wonka movie and you can, like, go. Something to that rose like we want. Well, we want. I want that new show. what I want. I know what I want. If it works, it works. If it's worked, maybe try to rework it multiple angles. I. Had a. Fast and Furious ten. I had a good thought about that. Okay. Because I was thinking about it because there's the same thought came into my mind while I was watching a movie. And one thing is that I watch movies with my dad and then let's say like, if I had a kid right now, I would definitely want to like, relive the experience of my dad showing me a movie with my kid. And it's really cool. So my dad's able to like, find movies that like we have never seen before and we watch it like John Wick. It's crazy that we found like a whole little niche corner of this. Like what? Like a cult classic, basically, for us to, like, enjoy and explore together and like, it would be easier just to have John Wick do it again for me if I was having a kid than necessarily me having to, like, find a new experience to share with my kid when I just want the one I had with my dad anyways. So like Fast and Furious ten is tight because it's like straight, straight core memory being passed. A core memory. You don't have to like, look for the metaphysical part of this thing and then a metaphysical part of another thing and then share that thing with your head. Like you just get the same thing over and over again. But that to be said, the broader spectrum thought is we're growing and evolving all the time. So sometimes art's nice from like I was a kid and I watch it and I'm an adult and I'm watching it like all the when you get like old, I wonder what we'll like when we're old. You know what old people like, like, I don't know. You know what I'm saying? I was saying, like, John Wick is kind of like a like another instantiation or like another model of like a archetypical type of movie. Yeah. Same here with to enjoy that across time. Yes. Like John Wick is almost, you know, I don't know. Like double seven. Yeah, exactly right. It's close. It's like the same type of movie. Right? Mission Impossible to the grave. Yeah, that kind of thing. Also like a Bruce Lee movie. It's almost like a Bruce Lee movie. So, like, I could see, like, but we have our individual taste, so, like, I'm not going to necessarily want to watch whatever the meta, like, popular movie is and like, it just won't be necessarily the same. That's I think that's one, one reason why we when we find a good movie, it's like a really we're really excited about that on the inside because we're like, this is that feeling that I like when I go to the movies and I'm like, thrilled or like, I'm really engaged or like I'm grips. Not every movie does it all the time. Yeah. And so I'm invested, I'm in this bit. But yeah, but yeah, John Wick in that, in that instance I feel like it happens in fantasy movies a lot like Lord of the Rings was like that for my mom because she read a lot of like, fantasy, like wizards and King Arthur. Like she loved King Arthur. And then when Lord of the Rings was coming out, it was like hidden like that in medieval times. Yeah, hidden. Super hidden. And then she was like, I want to share this with my son now, because, like, this got me through when I was a kid and I didn't have anybody to share this with. And then now she wants to share it with me. And that's something about art is like that. We're like, that's I think that's why we revisit things in our culture because there's something about we want to like revisit it as we grow up and mature. And like you go from Blanco to Yeah, but you want to remember some of the stuff that happened to Blanco, like as an it. Yeah, it's like mature version of the thing, you know. Yes. I think that's why it works. I think that's why it plays out or at least like it could be, you know. Something like that going on for sure. But I guess, like there there are remakes, maybe not like literal remakes, like remaking the same movie or like making a movie in, like adjacent with the original movie, like something like prior or something after or whatever. But like, they're actual remakes. And then I guess there's also like remakes in the sense of like John Wick is like double seven, but like advanced 20 or 30 years or whatever, you know? Yeah. So I guess in both ways, yeah, I guess like literally like in Lord the Rings, like if you missed like the movies when they came out there was like the The Hobbit series and all that kind of. Shit, you know? So yes, exactly. So that you'd like, share like literally with that and like, experience it with yourself as well. In everybody. Yeah. In everybody. They love that, that, that, that's like a well-done canon of that, you know what I'm saying? It's like, I know what you want. I'm going to like, like Harry Potter kind of try to do the same thing where they're trying to create like this generational crush. This is my alarm for my meeting that I'm supposed to be at right now, But I'm here with you guys. We're here to. Take in this. Life taking it we're going to it, ascending to it. okay. Go back to what we talking about. And I didn't want to lose it. I had Gunner yo regardless. Yes. Cross-generational. Trying to make Harry Potter stretch. Across generationally so that the kids like, you know, my generation, like, I feel like, you know, I was like an if you're an elementary school and like 2000 or 2008, then they probably hit you in stride. And then those people are now like 30 ish, 27 or 32 and if they can revitalize that thing that they loved when they were kid and create it in a way that we can share it with our kids and it's like cash out. Cash. Okay, everybody's. Winning. Everybody. When you get to do that with the outlets that will be called the Fantastic Beasts, whatever it's called, Fantastic Beasts and whatever, whatever else, whoever else is coming along. That was no hobbit series. The Harvesters lit. How it was Pretty Lady. There's dope because you what was did you go watch the original three when you finished The Hobbit? And so I did yeah. Right back into. Okay. Which is good. Okay. It's good for everybody. Now I'm saying you revitalize that thing, you bring it back to life. There was a better. The second go around. I was so into it, bro. Like you ever like I remember vividly because I was in this, like, little pocket. I was in this little pocket away from everything. And I was like a warm fire. In the whole freezing. Winter, dude. And I was just like, the endorphins are dropping because I'm so gripped with the story. And I know I have, like two more whole movies to watch after I watch, like, the First Lord of the Rings. So Mike was so mean. But then slowly, as you get to the second one, you're like, Guys, I want movie left. And I'm enjoying this movie so much. The fleeting nature of time. What am I going to This is hurting my soul and. Then the story's like climaxing and I need to know what happens next. And then you're watching the last episode of the series and your heart's breaking because it's about to end. I don't know how to handle that sometimes, but anyways, I remember. You still haven't seen the last episode of The Office, but you know, I've watched it twice. I was there now for sure. Okay, that's hilarious. But yeah, I don't think I've seen the original three, but I haven't seen them again. I think. I honestly don't know if I'm lying to you when I saw that, but going what? I'm trying to recall it in my head, if I've seen it, is definitely only once. Okay, I. Definitely watch the end of house. That's one for sure. I put off for years. Really? Yeah. Because it's like you don't want. It's like killing. To kill. In a fucking of, I don't. Know, one of my best friends. The idea of. Me. Ending the communication line. I guess when you rewatch things, it's, it's nice too, because you get to have their second set and you're a different person when it comes to. It's like reading a book. It's like you're a different person. When you read that book five or ten years later, it's like, this book hitting me as if for music. There's a period of time that. Has to happen between listens. Otherwise you're like, you know, you don't get that same effect. But then so yes, yes, yeah. You need to give ample time in between to give it like a fresh look, to be like a new new slate. You neither forgotten enough to take in some in the new year. Yeah. That's it. Wrote. You ever get. That like resealed feeling? You're like, I just don't. I don't quite remember. What happens in this movie. And it's like, hidden for me. Like, I know I've seen this movie, but I don't quite remember that. Yeah, I'm in that phase where that's why I was watching The Matrix. Like, I didn't quite remember that. I don't understand that shit, really. When I was a kid, like before, if I was watching that movie again, it wouldn't be. So it's like I had that resealed feeling, you know? Cracking it fresh. Even though I know. Yeah. There's, like, a period of time where art gets to do that for you. Yeah. That's kind of weird, right? I do that every. Time without any. Artifice, especially. Go on. I'm such a scary beast. That's crazy. Yeah, We were cooking up some one time, and it wasn't long ago. No dumplings in the. Little frying pan, fry pan fried, little dimples. But then, just like Catholic put them on and then, you know, you let the oil get hot. So you times like the most important ingredient. So important. That's it. Did you give me stank face. Yeah. Yeah. That's a bar duty. Support ingredient in the kitchen for sure. Date time. It's all of this. I'm such. A close. Yeah. Here's the vessel. Usually organizing times like, correctly. It's like doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo. Doo bam time. And then it tastes good or it doesn't taste good. truth, dog got married. You explain explaining all that to jazz. Now, all of that. Get in there with the guys. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Show the show. There's no not a lie told, bro. Like I feel like that's all in my. In my personal experience. I have these, like, moments where I see, like, see my own folly and I'm like, I'm so I always wanted. All right, now I'm always like, not having a good time because I'm not there yet. And I don't know if it's because, like, that's how I felt as a kid. I was kind of like, lose weight and I was like, I'll enjoy life. Well, once I've, like, grinded through this fucking thing I have to do, but I don't have it right now. And then my life is just like always felt like that since then. Where like, I'll enjoy life after I get to this thing that I really want have to work really hard for. But like, right now, it's kind of like, I just want to get to that fucking place already. Yeah, I feel you. So I'm put on weight or, you know, I found muscle. All throughout. The latter years of high school and college, for sure, in the entirety of college, you know, st there's being all that on I climb on the hustle on that grind daily. Yes. Yeah. I'm not there yet. Yeah. There's a whole lot of that. Yeah. Eventually like you get there. Was like, that in there. I did. I feel like that sometimes there's always something. Yeah. And sometimes I'm hyper aware that I should have been more like I like where I was good enough. Like I should have just been, like, more proud and happy to be where I was instead of feeling like I'm not enough, I'm not there. You can enjoy things yet. Like, I'm like, Man, you just sound youthful. Like, even my young brat. I'm like, man, like in my own head. When it back then I was like, This is not good enough for anyone over here. And now I'll go back and listen to it. I'm like, No, is great, dude, it's great. You just sound young, like, but that's fresh. Like, it's almost nice to hear someone sound young, like, or just with that tense on it. It's almost like a personable. Yes, you know what I'm saying? But it's really hard to I don't know if I ever could have people try to maybe express that to me when I was a younger kid. Definitely like something I've heard before from people. But a lot of times I'm like, Bro, like, you take a sleep when you're dad. Like, I can feel good about things when I'm when things are good, like things are good. And I'm like, there's something about young angst maybe. I'm not sure. Like I've got FOMO, I've got a fear of missing out on the life I want. So I'm like. I think I got more than I got, you know? And out there, we're not there yet. Yeah, yeah. I don't know. Maybe making sure the sacrifices just, you know, saying or. Yeah, I guess if, if you don't have it then and you have that hunger and you're like obsessed to the degree that you kind of need to be obsessed, it's like. Come on. For me personally, I think it's I don't know if everybody's like this. I think what we're talking about is like Thomas Shelby true or like that feeling of like, I have a vision and vision isn't what it looks like and I'm not okay with that. You can be okay with right now, like, truthfully, deep down, like, it's like another way to express it is like, I want more and like, you could feel bad about that, or you can apply shame to that or guilt to that or whatever. But like, I think there is something that happens to like entrepreneurs or rappers or people hustlers. I don't know the fuck you call it, but it's like I'm not where I want to be. So like there's a disconnect between like true peace or true contentment. I'm happy not going to say it, you know? Yeah. I think it's also fall in love with the grind, which is falling in love with, like, a specific. Like the body's an easy example, for sure. It's like once you get to like a certain weight or, like, look a certain way, it's like we got to go to the gym the next day. You have to. You do get that. So it's like you got to fall in love with that thing and whatever it is that you're doing. That thing sounds coarse. And rough. What does it feel like when you're in love with it? Better? You have a good course in slightly unforgiving. You have a good relationship with it. Yeah. What's that like? It's nice. Yeah. yeah. Yes. I keep putting it in. Because we say these things. I think maybe that's the kind of interview where I want to be like, because that's sort of typical, almost what you said are stereotypical. Like you got to fall in love with the grind. Like, what sounds terrible. What's the grinds Love like, Which. You're. Not saying, Like, how do you what is receiving love from the grind feel like like where's the justification for the sacrifice? Why be in that relationship at all? You know what I'm saying? Like, what's going on there? Why do we like if we can find more, dig deeper a little bit, You know what I'm saying? Yeah. It allows me to feel like the person who like, conquers the adversity or, you know, sane, who willingly participates in the suffering. Right here, brother. My way. Yeah. Yeah, it it feels my way. It feels good. Like Band of brothers, bro. If I could run and carry you. Whatever the hell yes. Carry. Right. Something like that. I had it the other day and I couldn't find you. Whatever. The corner here, I don't think it's kind of here. We. But I was selling kind of here, so that's why it's carried here. Something like that. So yeah, the signs, that Band of Brothers, that first episode, it's like a great movie. This they had it was it was great. But yeah, being the one who willingly participates in the suck, it allows the sucks it up so bad later on. There's something about the fact. Dealing with such bills. That's that. Yeah. The man with the. Shit dealing with making it happen. Why? Why was it so? Why is that doing something for. You and. I guess just the ability or I guess in my story, you know, whatever the narrative brings like unexpected situation, I handle it from a place of I know how to handle unexpected situations, you know, same, which is like it's like responding to, like, modifications. Yes. And yeah. It's like, no, I can handle this. I he knows I'm used to handle and shit don't want to do that. So that's the thing. That's the thing is that we all have that in all of our story is that we're kind of like slogging through shit we don't want to have to do. Like, that's the nature of us all. Coming to work is like to some degree we all don't, not like, it's not our ideal place. I'm not saying we don't want to be here, but it takes a mature perspective to want to be there because initially work in what I'm saying. But like, I think that's the thing we're appreciating is like when we. All. We're all together going to like not be bummed out about and we're going to like, willingly embrace the suck because of our mature perspective, even though like there's still something rooted in it that's like, You know. But once we flip the switch and we're like, what we're doing here is beating the thing that's trying to beat us. Like we're winning the the boxing match because this thing is coming for our my head top. You know. The. Entropy? Yeah, the entropy is coming at us. All at time. Right now, bro. And when we all, like, make a stand together and like, I get swallowed up by that and, like, we start, like, throwing punches and all sudden, like, we're progressing through our story rather than fading to entropy. And it's like, rich and luscious, like chocolate cake and you. Yeah, like that. That shit's. That does something for my spirit, you know what I'm saying? Like, that does. There's something really to that. yeah. Yes. And I would say. You know as well that motivational videos are cool and why we like watching people win championships and you know, the winning willingness to embrace the suck versus. So yeah right. And that's what a relationship with a grind it allows you access into the that place for like you. It helps build that stat whenever just yeah whenever anomaly happens you. Know. Well maybe helps you prepare for that. That's a really mature perspective to be preparing for an anomaly like that's a part of what is dope about, of just seeing it over the span of like where we're at now versus like the baseline questions that I'm asking that everyone asks at some point is like if your perspective matures, even just a little bit. Like I'm not saying necessarily did a whole lot to deserve a matured perspective or anything like that, but just the natural maturation of life. It lets me see that like falling in love with the grind gets better. Like at point at mile 26, it's way better than Miles two, three, four or five because like as your perspective of things changes, like your value of it changes like if you watching your people around use health starts to deteriorate. But you've been working out mostly just on whatever baseline thought you have, but then like you're really healthy and you're like, man, like, I appreciate it, like a lot now. Like I am sacrificing like a little now to have a lot later. And I didn't like necessarily the dots like that back then, but this mature perspective allows me to see it for what it is now, and I like it even more now. Like I'm going to give more to it at this point. And I think that that's a thing that happens a lot. Like you said, preparing for Anomaly is like as a kid, I'm not really doing that, you know? So as an adult, I'm not really doing that, you know? Yeah, I'm preparing for the anomaly that I get signed. On. Miracle Baby. Yeah. But like, have an insurance as a mature perspective to appreciate, You know what I'm saying? Yeah. An insurance, reliable. Reliable transportation to to want to come to work requires a mature perspective to be able to, like, really appreciate having a job sometimes, you know. And not be embittered by it. Yeah. Yeah. That's the natural occurring thing out of work. We got to work. That's like. Our our. We get to work with the soccer. Thing. No, we have to work though. Yeah, we're almost curse by that. You know what I'm saying? No matter what, you gotta do something. You express something. It's within you. Whatever that is. And there's a story where you're the main character. Doing some cool shit that requires work. You're going, Yeah, something. Because even back in, like, the caveman times, bro, like if a caveman didn't work, he'd just die. Yeah, like, build a house, fire. Kill some shelter, aids and food. Yeah, bro. Could cook that food. Like that. She was not easy role like rider. You know? So maybe that sounds good. I'm sure some caveman got nasty. Yeah, we would get nasty for sure. You know. Some years figure that they'd be really visual. You could see you could see who was in. You could see. You had a nice house. It's like that's. It's crazy actually. Yeah. Yeah. The hierarchy definitely like competence reigns supreme. You could see it. The competence you can see is a lot easier to like. Rings, ring talk. Well, you're talking like. Like, Yeah, yeah. You know. Versus abstract. Or we're much more shot of culture than like in the caveman times you couldn't help us was literally looking at it, you know. But now we're in a lot more of this weird privacy social media domain. It's crazy. Religion of money. Is it? You ever see somebody that has like a Photoshopped picture for their profile picture? It's like obviously a doctored up picture of them. Like Photoshop, a filter put on it. Yeah. At least. I mean, at least a filter. Yeah. But I've seen people like you're like, that's not you. Yeah, like, not. Like a rude way per se, but like, man, like. But that's just kind of what's going on. Like, is a social media presence more than it's like a accurate representation of. Avatar that one of those Black Mirror episodes. Yeah, right. I'm always right on the bike and never has that fucking avatar. yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. Buy like, go and shit for your. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You're riding your bike every day, earning your tickets or your points or whatever the hell it is. I mean that's all we're. Doing to some degree, right? Even in this scape like in this landscape we're doing that and. Then it's like, I'm. Very sure. Yeah. Yeah, for sure. You've had your bike represented by bike riding. Whatever the hell you doing. Yeah, it's wild. God knows. Just touch back on remaking stories like that. There's only the things represent things like stories. Get told again. You know. What I'm saying is I have to be like, literally, it's crazy to think about, like on the bicycle in that one Black Mirror episode. Like, just work is embodied by like, him having to ride the bike every single day. But like, what the movie's about is like someone navigating a culture of that, like someone trying to take a big risk to have a better life in the culture of that. That story is like you could set that story on Space Cowboy on the Moon, you know, saying you said that story in France and 1920. You could set that story in like 2070. Like that's just a story, you know. Yeah. And so, like, we're always rewriting stories. Sometimes we're literally rewriting the story like, it's crazy. Yeah. That's that's crazy. Sometimes we're doing like, Boba Fett, which is like originally Star Wars. MANDALORIAN Yeah, exactly. that she's. And that she started as like. So many Star Wars. Now, so many. Roles. Don't we like Avengers now? So that is they got a Hambro. It's a, it's a money. Bag and. They take over culture if you love them. People fucking love those movies, man. I haven't seen like any of them, to be honest. I'm not one of those people that loves them like that, right? Me neither. I'm not trying to hate on it at all. No I like it at all. Not at all. Not at all. No. No fear. They're fantastic. Yeah. But. But if you were going to watch them like a to Z, there's like 20 to 30 or something like that and I've seen like four or five in the last ten years. I don't know. I see all the Iron Man's the captain, America's doctor, Strange, the whatever the hell else, all the Avengers themselves, Guardians of the Galaxy, all that. Yeah. Yeah. The Batman, Superman and Venom. There's a lot of them out there, and. Others are not all Avengers, but the X-Men. Yeah, a whole bunch of superheroes. They're gone. Now. Yeah. The superhero. Fantastic Four. Why aren't you into it? Have you ever diagnosed that within yourself? No, I didn't ask that question. I guess I like this crazy. I don't know. I never I was like, really into superhero movies or like, comic books like that, you know, same. Like what? Like Spider-Man Superhero or Superman? Iron Man, The Hulk. Like, I've seen the movies. I've seen like the first Iron Man. I've seen the first Hulk. What else have I seen? I'm sure I've seen some. I've seen all the Spiderman I like. I like those movies, but I never really I know I never extremely got gripped, particularly by any one superhero or one story. I like Daredevil a lot. Yeah, I like that movie. When it came out. But back in the day, yeah. I remember being a kid to watch that shit. Like, I think I've ever even talked to you about it. Like it was like. You know, like how. How into superhero movies and pop culture, what you say that, you. Know, very low, right? Yeah, but I thought I was alone in that. So it's kind of cool that you're this is not like, nice. We can diagnosis together. Yeah. What about you? I like what do what do you think's going on there? I don't know. And I was just exactly what you were talking about. I was just, like, harmonizing with you. And then I was like, thinking about movies that stood out, like, ones that maybe that was, like, what movie gripped me? Which ones gripped me, grew to me. And it was Daredevil. Give me that movie was like, Good. I thought. But there's just something that what the prevalent thought in my mind that I've had since I was a kid is that like superhero movies are a little less relatable than other movies because like, I don't I can't fucking fly, bro. Like, if I, I can't even, like, imagine like, it's hard for me to even want to, like fantasy. But yeah, it's, it's pure fantasy. Like, I don't I can't solve my problems with laser eyes. Like, if I could, that'd be fucking tight. But like me committing any of myself to, like. How often I think laser, I think Yeah. Was like that little lame power you gave to me as a kid. We're doing. Like, spelling homework or something like that. I used to envision Cyclops eyes, just like. Across the fucking. Chalkboard. You write those? I think that I just needed spelling to be over. I need to get past that 30 minutes. So it's not is a because, like, that's it. That's it. You're not going to school that day entirely. There's no spelling happening that day at all. That's how useful your laser eyes was. The good thing is, I got glasses on the ground, so but I don't know. This is I think you could kill a rabbit and cook it in one shot. You could me have fried rabbit, though. That's a dog. Like a dinner's ready. Good God, you're right. You're right. This was killing people. It was just. Going to buildings. Is it? You know, cars and roads? Well, it's pure destruction. What are your other options? Right? You can have big claws. And if you just go in. Claws are lasers. I thought lasers were cool. Wolverine as the Wolverine. Regenerated some shit, right? Doesn't he like regenerate? Yeah, he. Does have, like, steel skin and he does have heavy region. Yeah, it's those fucking pastors that are sick. You're right. He gets shot and the like. Possible it out regrows the whole. That's right. I I'm not sure to what effect that goes to the lengths how many bullets you could take Cyclops damage you could do. Like but you're. Definitely not scraping your knee very often, which is. Nice to find you as a person. A little finger. Cuts you can work out. Forever. Pepper cuts Your fucking good, Doug. I could demo a building in a second. As a you know, it's pretty. Useful somewhere. You some kind of job. And there's advantages. And I've seen experts I know. I don't know this story. I'm sure they they play that out. That was like a can and I tried that in with like the first Spider-Man, X-Men and Daredevil or like the three superhero movies. When I was a kid, I didn't really get into Batman. And I think that that one was very popular. But Dark Knight, But at that point I was kind of out on fucking superheroes. I was like, Yeah, I relate more to fucking remember. Remember the Titans was, Hey, it's way more. Those are like fucking football players. I'm a football player. Like something that I can really relate to. Know what I'm saying? I can't really relate to that. Yeah, that's how I always felt as. You were saying truth in that. Right. But maybe it's something about the fantasy scape being more integrated into our society that lets us. I don't know. People like comic book superheroes since the fucking sixties. Ever since forever. That's been a thing in the culture for a long, long time. Seriously. I guess either way, any superhero movie that you watch is just going to be a reiterate. Ah, like I guess we see the superhero role played out in other movies where the good guy wins. It's like ultimately, like the archetype there, you know, like the superhero saves the day. Yeah. And like, we see that was played out or dramatized through other means with football players or with The fucking Shawshank Redemption. That's the movie that came to my head. But it's hard to relate because I don't want to go to prison. But yeah, something is more relatable there than fucking Spiderman. He doesn't even deserve to be there or he didn't do it or whatever. That's the thing. We're relating to. This. Yeah, it could happen or whatever it is. It's happening every day. You're all. Doing with shit that you didn't necessarily fucking buy in for, you know, a. Hundred percent consciously. Yeah. It's only contracts every day. Where it's powerful Word is bond. They turn in your day and then you're asleep. Here you go. It's my. Conspiracy theories talking about humans or corporations. Go on. Like attacks at the end of the year based on our income and outcome. And your birth certificate is, to some degree, your LLC. And that's when you get signed up as like a corporation. And that's why they like a count for you when you die. I was like, Well, that's kind of crazy. She told me. Standalone businesses. Yeah, yeah. I don't know. I just think that more realistically, the government works like one way. That's like the deal people. It's none of the deal business. I don't know. How much how much your life is just where you got to take word for, you know. All of it, right? I mean, it's what you see is what. You like, information you happened upon, whether it's like you read it or you see it in a movie or see it in whatever research, and then there's like what you experience that's like all your limited to, you know, yeah, the information you ingest in your experience, it's like everything else outside of that. It's like there's something taking out people's word for it to a degree. There's something real familiar. I think when you're a kid about like the, the world just kind of makes sense to you. Like life, kind of like as I'm watching TV, it's not like throwing me off, you know what I'm saying? Like, when I step out on a public, I'm not, like, startled and appalled that I see so many people. Like, I don't know. There's something just like maybe when you're a baby and you're not quite creating conscious memory, you're kind of taking it all in. And then when you start creating conscious memory, you you've already taken it in for a while. But I just feel like or this is what I'm think I'm saying is like there's something about like our generational DNA that kind of remembers doing all this shit, I think, And so even though it's not literally the same, it feels kind of the same. Absolutely. I think that's why we have this like, like when you have these, like, revelations, it sometimes just feels like you're remembering something that you knew before or Joe Rogan. Dr. Trussell talking about how psychedelics feel like that. And I was like, Those are like that. It's like, not like. Yeah, yeah. Creating a new idea, like a spark of a match. You're like, remembering something you kind of knew before. Yeah, a little more access. I think that's could be on the money. Some too. That makes sense to me. Some to that. Those are like fourth branch thoughts. I'm working on getting these out of my head, getting one more fourth branch thought out of my head more. We're talking about superheroes in comic books. There does seem to be something going on with the digestion of comic books. That's like people are, and it seems that way with like fantasy writing to the people. It's escapism at its root, I think. Fancy stuff. Yeah. It seems like you don't really see a lot of business tycoons reading comic books. Maybe you do, but aka typically in Trope, but typically in the movies and books, it's like nerds read comic books. What's up with that? Why? Why is that the natural drawn conclusion to nerds? Are nerds more likely to read comic books? What defines a. Nerd? This is I'm just exploring thoughts right now. I'm just exploring thoughts. And you know what gave that that trope of typical assignment in the in the in the movie that is representing like a high school drama, you know. Right. Right. Okay. So my theory is. At least back in the day. Right. I think nerds, quote unquote, are created by yes, maybe I'm wrong, but I'm exploring this, are created by trauma. I think that there's something going on that like is a healthy growth and like the in the children society, those people are like kind of ostracized to some degree, but it's not necessarily that they're like, there is something going on where like, I think like maybe a kid's not having a good home life and then they're not relating to life like other kids around them are relating to life. And then they're they need some kind of escapism from and the the comic books or the fantasy books are like the escapism from the ostracization of not the natural relation, not being able to relate with all the other kids with their experience versus their experience being different. Yeah. That's that's why a lot of the protagonists like role in a lot of the early comic books for sure. Right? Yeah, some horrible thing happens and they like, become like a freak or a mutant. Yeah. And then they have to. Superman's like an alien. Yeah. From this planet. Yeah. I think that that's what. All of us like. Comic books. Really? Yeah. Then he felt alienated as a child or, like, as an adolescent, Right? There's something to. I think that's what's going on there. And I think it's a trauma response because. Well, not necessarily like we all have taste and preference, right. But if you like, see someone who's like really diving into that shit, like, I just think also it's awkward. It's almost like I see these archetypical personalities playing out where people would like self deemed themselves nerds. And I feel like whatever happened, they're like how they got to that, like personality adaptation. It came from like some kind of trauma trauma response and I don't know, like, I don't know if we naturally make that association to like nerds or like people who read a ton of books or like even the people who are like trying really hard in school. Some of that's like to like, get their parents attention or to like maybe their relationship, like their siblings have a better relationship with their parents than they do, and they don't know how to cope or deal with that. That's it's kind of traumatic when you're a kid. Like everything's kind of heavy, like really affecting you a lot when you're a kid. Yeah. Yeah. However, I. Don't want you to turn Jordan Peterson, too. That's the way a lot of this is coming from. I think we're all dealing with trouble responses. All right. Yeah, right. But this era in different ways. Yeah, in different severities. Yeah. We're all dealing with that. But the game is different. Or, you know. Maybe that's, like. Teach their own. Everyone set their own mountain or whatever it is, their own narrative, their own story. We're all fighting that adversity in that. Yeah, I guess our building blocks growing up. It's crazy. The other that like. Bridging thought that like so I just like a little more context is like my dad for instance is like kind of a nerd and he didn't have a great life when he was growing up as a kid. But also, like physically, he like, you know, has glasses and is like balding and like, you know, technological guy knows everything about computers. Like you can almost like you're drawn up an image in your head of like a nerd more or less. Not like. It guy Like that's that's archetypical stereotypical. Like does that mean that like that type of person just gets born into generation after generation over and over again? Or like, is that the response to something that happens to kids creates a personality that sends them down that path, and it presents physically, too, because like, what's going on there? You know what I'm saying? I don't know. Yeah. Yeah. It's like just being honest. It sounds kind of deterministic or it's like you're going to be a certain animal. It's like, Sorry, bro, here's the fucking your zebra, the gum. I I'll to tell you. The fuck. I don't think it's like that. I think you're more control or animal you get to become. I think there like a bass, maybe a bass. I don't know. Right. But the weird role is weird, right? I don't know. It makes sense. That genetic past on a. DNA, all the animals, the LV, the whole thing. Yeah. Yeah. You detach from the pyramid and sit above it. Yeah, but. But. But but to go back to the thought before you. Before you, we completely say that there's a better route. The thing that is I see in a lot of stories, and one reason I think why with my mom like the fantasy stories a lot, like King Arthur and Lord of the Rings and stuff like that, is because it also dramatizes the social aspect of like people are cunning and like people have ambition and like, people are also loyal. And lightly. Respectful. But there are people that manipulate, like you see what true respect and true love could look like, but you also what like true snake like behavior can look like And like there's something about and it's not like people are just snakes for like sometimes it just literally looks like this person is ambitious, like he's looking out, he's trying to build his own kingdom. And I'm saying, you can do that like honorably, or you can also end up doing it dishonorably, you know? Yeah, that's it. And right. That's that's hard, right? Words are crazy, right? But like, but in reality, what's what's going on is like there's a personalities are in the group of people who are contending for power and situation so like maybe like this person is okay with his life and this person is okay with his lot, but this person is not okay with their lot. And now they all have to deal with what's happening in society of this person's peaceful. This person is like their kingdom's a little smaller, so they're still growing and developing, but they're doing it with relative rationality compared to what the domain kingdom that's peaceful and settled feels like. It's okay, everything's good. We're growing, developing type and this person's like growing, growing and developing on the surface and paying their taxes, but like in their own walls, in their own confines, they're developing like in betterment, like hatred, or like maybe even just natural ambition to want to be with a. Young ambition. Right. To be. Maybe they want to be the biggest king that there's ever been. But then that's like already happening and you can go about that honorably, dishonorably, regardless. But like, not every personality in those situations is the same. Okay, That's the context for this thought, which is like you've got, you know, like in the Last Kingdom, for instance, you've got like an honorable knight, but he's like a knight, like you wants to fight and he wants to like one war, so like a savage, but he's like an honorable knight. He's one of the powerful people. You've got the king who's like a wise king, truly a wise king. He's he doesn't get along naturally perfectly with the honorable Knight because the wise king is super Christian. And then the wise king is like or the knight's like a Viking, but he bridges the path between Christians and Vikings and is able to like, walk respectfully amongst both cultures to some degree. And the wise king like finds that trait him to be like holy or like of purpose and like respects him for that. He like, learned both languages, learn how to write both languages, like taught himself how to adapt to what was really going on. And so they're all in the ring contending for power. There's like the wife of the king. The right. She's got her own set of morals and her own compass that drives her. And then like the relationships with the people per se, there's like a priest who's like kind of a bridge between like understands that the king is like, more wise than what the people who want to move irrationally fast can, like, recognize and see and bridge that gap for them. But he also, like, has his own storyline going on. And then that's only like the set of good guys. And I'm not even through the set of good guys, right? But then you also got the set of bad guys and they all have their own rotating personality types within themselves, right? And then you get these people in the arena contending for power based on whatever the fuck is going on, whatever chaotic forces are causing drama to happen between those things, like it's going to play out differently for every situation. So like, for instance, I always want to identify and I always want to see the honorable night, just like, well, everybody's nice and have a great kingdom and serve under the wisest king who's the most fair king and watch them make great decisions together. Yeah, that's what I want to see happen, you know? Yeah, right. But like, I don't know of every personality type can identify with or wants to identify with or should identify with the honorable night as their North star. Yeah. Or whatever their. Identify and identifying character. Exactly like there's a, another character whom like isn't as physically strong and hasn't won so many awards, but he is like cunning is like a word used a lot and like this, like fantasy olden realm times and he's like able to like manipulate situations and people to like try to get a result that he wants. Ultimately, it seems like the people that are manipulators are making bad choices, but like, so it's easy to see them be bad guys and like lose and die, I guess because there's like a baseline. We're all working for good normally. So good. You just work. Yeah. Shouldn't have to manipulate truth if you're what you want, right? You should just be able to work within the confines of good. Of what's. Yeah. Of what. Truth. The the the fruit that true the fruit that truth bears. this is sweet as can be said. Well I'll so well on my stomach. Yeah. Yeah. That's what I'm saying bro. You have to manipulate to get to sweeter fruit. Right. So most of the time these cunning people are ultimately seen as, like, villainous, and then they, like. There's definitely a character like that in Game results, right? So archetypical. That's like a type of characteristic that plays out in a lot of different characters, I should say. But there's one particular character embodies that, like probably to the fullest, you know, personifies it the most. That's what it is. So take that ideas. they're playing out. They're us. Yeah, they are. That's a that's a need to. Transcend. Bro. See, that's why. I can last 2000 years, bro. The gods you pray to God. my God. Why are we right here, right now? We're the fucking guys. As who would. Okay. All of that. Right. Okay. But then, like, so because that's that's really what's ultimately motivating all these people is their own, like their their own personality playing out within themselves with the rotating thought of ideas and influences playing out through them at any given time. So like, that's why the drama that happens is different every time. Like there's multiple seasons of different shit going on that they're all having to like, contend with and deal with and they're trying to just get to like a peaceful time, but like rotating personalities and character and character flaws playing out over the course of time. It's like difficult, more or less. It's always fucking bad guys coming around trying to do their own fucking bidding. With that being said, though. Come on. What? That being said though, imagine the set of like 6 to 12 good archetypical personalities and then think about the set of whatever we would deem. It's tough to Sadhguru would say there is no good or bad, but like let's just call them bad for this instance to conceptualize a better. Murderous. Sadhguru Or they're. Bad murder. Murdering someone's bad, it's like you can't. Sadhguru is like you can't determine. It's like they did that. They are like, That happened. That's true. You apply good or bad to it. So like, maybe they were defending their sister or something like that. Yeah. Well, the truth is not for you to determine per se, it's like you're in. A spirit, though. I think there's a spirit. Talk about. It. There's the malevolence behind the act, you know? Yes. Should I ideally. By not. That thing be rampant? Yeah, I shouldn't agree with it. I don't agree with it. And so which I'm from oath and thus we. Would deem it. Bad. Yeah. So we've got to. That being said, thank you God. No, I think you said to get crossed up, said Guru, come on. Let's don't hit my Joe. I don't know. Come on. All right, so 6 to 12 good personalities, six or 12 bad personalities fighting over time. It's hard not to detest the, quote unquote, bad personalities. But ultimately, it kind of feels like that. The metaphor for that is almost like the way that every animal is different in the jungle. It's like not every type necessarily should identify with the honorable night or like, like, what am I trying to say? That a geek went through a trauma response and they're not normal and they're brats, They're nerds. Geeks. Yeah. Like, I'm, like, evolved. Yeah. I think maybe it's just like, a different personality type, like, different animal, right? Like we all. But a lot of the movies and shows are pointing towards like a kind of archetypical good guy, You know what I'm saying that we. All. Would like to embody? Like to be? Yeah, I think it's like the. Astronaut, You know what I'm. Saying? One person is the one who goes out into space or a select few, but everyone else is just working on getting them. They're like playing their part in that. I've been the quarterback, right? It's a weird thing. Dude, right? Yeah. Yeah, it is crazy. I don't know that. I don't know if defensive linemen want to play quarterback per se. Yeah. Right. Like different personality, right? Yeah, different animal. What makes that BP want to make dams? They don't like making dams. Not a dam. Maker. Let them make. I don't make dams. That's cool though, right? Yeah, that's fine. Do it. Do what you do. Yeah, I grass now. Okay. I'm into the grass. Graze which is. Okay. Ocean creature. I don't know. Probably different animals in a different kingdom and different personalities. So the thing. That was an expression domain. Sorry. That was beautiful. Little beautiful words. The thing I'm trying to root out, I think, is that, like, maybe like the reason that we have, like, drama is just because, like, we have different personality types and I'm not sure what creates different personality types. Yeah. Where does that come? Is that nature? There are different animals. Maybe the combination of these animals, like, keeps the structure going. Like having the bottom feeders and the vultures and whatever have not released, have you? But it's like, do I want a bottom feeder in our society? It's like ultimately. They are like other like bugs. I'm like, What. The fuck do you do? Killed your entire species. Mass genocide, the species of bug something. I do something to one movie. Crash. That's the claim. Apparently, bees are really important. Very super important. Are all. Bugs as important as. Bees? I don't think so. I don't think they play that. I don't think so. I think all these really. Make sense to me that the answer would be no. I think there are some bugs that are just assholes. I think the essence of the word nature. Why would you be there? I don't know. So important, right? It's all part of the story. It's all part of the scheme. The the algorithm that, you know. But I think that's just weird. Like watching John Wick, who wouldn't want to identify with John Wick, who doesn't want to be John Wick? If you're like you want to be the concierge, like that's who you identify with in that fucking movie, you know what I'm saying? Or like the business owner or like the bad guy, maybe like I'm trying. Think of all the characters you could choose to identify with. Like someone who doesn't wanna identify as neo. The Matrix. Yeah, like you're like. I like Morpheus. He's fucking like. I guess I could get that, too, You know, I'm thinking like that or something. I get that. But in the main character. Yeah, right. I don't know. Maybe there's a God. Please. I don't know. Maybe there's a nature in us because ultimately choose. But then, yeah, I guess it is a predetermined of, like, a personality type thing. Christ, like it might be the personality type that we the one we're all trying to be, You know what I'm saying? Like, that's being neo, that's being. John. Wick is being Christ like. So maybe ultimately like maybe we are supposed to be just like born and be Jesus. Like, like hopefully that's the most ideal thing. But we go through like the trauma responses of our upbringing and that creates ideals. Yeah. And a lot of ideals are like set because of stuff you went through. Exactly the same thing, the same sort of trauma response, but in a positive direction. Right? Yeah. Yeah. Fucking yeah. Yeah, brother. yeah. And that's creating like, a personality. Yes, archetypical. Because like, traumas are typical. Maybe the stuff people go through is like, to some degree. Like similar. Yeah. And for whatever reason, people turn, they go. Our brain does like a like when, like, if like your mom doesn't like love on you enough, you go, like, hard left. Like you take it outside, cut to the left and like, that's just like what happens in a lot of humans. Like, we have that same response to take a hard outside left or whatever it would be. You know what I'm saying? Like, whatever all the different types of traumas that hit kids kind of hard, the there's like a some type of stereotypical archetypical behavior pattern that follows that. Yeah, I think it's like what we're trying to identify in like statistics, like, you know, say. For sure in. Numbers and see like that. But that points to this bigger thought that I'm trying to get across are trying to explore, which is that like I don't know if personality types if were born to be different animals in the kingdom I don't know if were born. Clearly it's better if our culture has like different roles, you know what I'm saying? If somebody could be like a fire mason, someone else can be like a fucking woodworker and someone else can be a very collector and someone can have it green thumb, you know what I'm saying? But like, I just don't know how much of that is preset versus how much is that we adopt as this thing because we want to identify ourselves, you know. I think we have to identify ourselves. You know, we have to do. Something. Right. I think that's part of the thing. Well, burden with that task of having to identify ourselves as something do whatever I am expressing yourself somehow doing some like I guess. I feel you need you to you need you. To have an identity or like the world needs you to have an identity. Identity. You said. We said we need to be kind of. Hard, I think. I don't think you really like the ego. I guess like you're responsible for. You're like your avatar. Yeah. Yeah. Feed this thing. Same thing is have to work. Why? Because you're going to have to keep this thing alive. Because it's across money, this thing. This thing here. And. Yeah. And know there's like a you it's like watching your brain and like, your brain's like, controlling your body, like, you know, so, like, there's, like an awareness behind all of it. They'll hear your body and like your mind and like the spirit that's watching the mind. Watch the body. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And you're responsible for this thing at this at this base level, you know? So it's base level is like a where in the game you could see whatever you could see. We're perceiving something, we're looking at something. Whatever the thing we're looking at, we're all looking at the same thing. Yeah, literally. And life's kind of like we, we. All have like, well, your perceptions a thing like. Are these we all have a hood. Yeah. Yeah, I share that. Yeah. Wherever. Whatever it that our hood is connected to all of our heads. Yeah, you're right. Like, I look at the TV, you look at that TV, I'm looking at the TV's there. Like it's. Using my eyeballs to perceive what's going on in front of me. Yeah, well, doing that. Yeah. We're looking at the looking at life. Are you exploring that? We all experience that commonality. That makes us similar. Because I'm not sure a lot of the, the, the. Interconnected that Yeah. Nowhere is this cool we can fly now. We're talking about something else. Definitely just talking about where the personalities are like predetermined. Yeah. Or if it's, you know, nurture the nurture side of things, how you were brought. Up will have like, natural. Inclinations and like different gifts. No, there is that people have like a beautiful voice. Yeah. I think it is fucking built some shit. They make you cry. Yeah. It's like, okay. That's awesome. I think about it. I'm just like, innately good at. It's like hand-eye coordination for sure. Like, I feel like I could, like, be on the spear throwing team for the caveman, you know what I'm saying? Like, okay, just like, baseline something that I've not everybody like has great hand-eye coordination like that. You know, like it feels like a gift to some degree, which is like some kind of natural inclination. That's why I like to play sports or I like to move my body around or feel more connected to it or like, explore that thing. I don't know other people have, but I assume if you feel that thing like you would want to explore it as a kid too, which create like some kind of personality type based on those influences and the fact that's like, I don't know, you know? Yeah, yeah. Can I really want to cook this? I don't know. That is crazy, right? I see everyone has a different whenever they're drawn to. Yeah, I don't know. It's wild. Whatever interests you that can serve to a better good, because. Yeah, I'm not sure that's if it is, it is By God I like. There's a story. I guess hypothetically, the answer would be yes. And God did that for you. Specifically For you? Yeah. And you're supposed to maximize that. Live out this crazy story of the main character and the main character being the main character in your own story means that you're expressing you sort of like to like to the fullest as well as far as expression for the truest, most authentic expression. You're living it. You wouldn't have regret because you would regret not having expressed something that is inside of you. I guess you know what I'm saying? Like a full expression of you with no no left out parts. Yeah, you left it all out there. Yeah. That's good life. That's what we're trying to do, right? We're like we get in the way of that sometimes. Like, I think that's a lot of, like, people struggle is, like, they're not quite doing what they would like ideally want to do, or they don't even know how to contend with that. Question What would you ideally want to do? that's kind of tough. It takes a while to get there. Definitely. Like people in college are thinking about what I'd like to do, you know? So yeah, it's hard to change our life from going from high school to college and then having a major and something. It's like, shit. Don't even know how to evaluate the hell. It's a big decision. I value money more than time. So you at 18, I kind of made that choice. It's a big choice for such a young man down. You know. It was a young boy. Yeah. Are you going to say you're going to value your time where the money is still a big fucking choice? Means like you're choosing the. Life, you know? Yeah. Who knows? It's crazy. But I don't know if we get determined. I think there's a maximized version of that, you know? I guess it is. I guess hypothetically, I do believe that subconsciously, I'm not sure to what degree to think you should be able to like where many robes. Yeah, I'm saying such a personality beyond its natural inclinations. Yeah. Be more outgoing or more like soft handed or whatever it may be. The nature nurture that side of things. But when you're nurturing yourself, like the parts of you that you're flourishing and growing aren't always just the naturally inclined parts. Yeah. And with that, that's important, right? Right. Sure. Yeah. Be well-rounded. More broad. Yeah. The robe of many colors. That is. Yeah. Piercing. Something about the Bible. Yeah. Yeah, that's. Yeah. I don't know. Personality types are kind of a crazy thing. Right? It's kind of crazy. I think ultimately, that's what the issue is in the series or in the movie, is that these personalities get like encapsulated by these ideas and ideals and ultimately create chaos that everyone has to suffer through. Yeah, create actions, you know? Yeah. Like, To inflict pain or take control. So, yeah, like villains. Yeah. It's hard to say. You're good to all the world. Yeah, that is what. That's pretty aggressive. Everyone, certainly mine out there. Is so. Can or something. So I. Can control. Control. Yeah. That's really what it's like. We're not. Yeah. Yeah. Always lose. Yeah. That's gotten more sophisticated, more more dramatized. Little this some stories. We almost need to know it it's actually important for you know I think just seeing my mom's side expressed to me with these like books of like characters bringing the King Arthur, you know, about King Arthur because, like, shit's crazy is crazy out here. Like, people will hurt you. People will try to like you know, not steal from you always. People try to steal. Yeah. Like, watch out for that. People are going to have, like, their own ambition. They're not always going to go about it honorably. Yeah, I understand. Are you or whatever it is. Yeah. You to be aware of. Like your reputation. You can always sit there and be like, What. The fuck know? I don't know what's going on, what's happening? It's nice to have seen a movie or read a book and you're like, shit, I kind of know what's going on here, bro. Acting like that asshole. Yeah, you, man. Yeah, that's right. In that behavior. Because you would maybe think you wouldn't have to be dealing with people's bullshit. But like you do, though, the dramatization of the society aspect of the culture part. People exist and you gotta deal with that shit. Facts, bro. Fucking facts, bro. But I'm sorry. For the most part, there is something about aspiring to be Christ like or aspiring to be like the Honorable Knight. I'm not sure exactly if or not our protagonist directly correlated to a Christlike figure, but a lot of them do. Yeah. The one who's willing to sacrifice themselves for. The greater good. Right. Representing some kind of transformation. Like not so. A lot of times the protagonist is like more directly relatable to the user or like the, like the person in the audience. So they're like a flawed character, whereas Jesus is like, flawless. Like. That's why Jesus story is crazy, is like, imagine like a way better protagonist, like, who deserved what was happening a lot less than your protagonist. Yeah. Harsher punishment. Yeah. For way less. yeah. For. For. Yeah, for less. No matter what to provide. Like the ultimate good. It's like that story's. Maximize the archetype. Yeah. 100 out of a more than a one. Broke the. Scale. Broke scale. All time. That's all we ever wanted was to see a true protagonist. As it. Truly, truly good man. Great story. One time. Yeah. We live in story. The story. And that's what the Bible. Talks about multiple times. Movies or metaphors and shit echoes and foreshadowing. I should be crazy. They tell you your read your horoscope and you're like, Bro, I don't even fucking read horoscopes ever in my life. But I read this fortune cookie and it's hidden in her face. Yeah. It's crazy. That's just weird, bro. Yeah. We were watching Band of Brothers and they were watching Hell's Kitchen and then in Hell's Kitchen afterwards. Ah, there was a a chef who was guest chef and tasting for a challenge. Chef mission layoffs. Like, I'm sure like, we just heard that name, Band of Brothers. It's like one of the sergeants, lieutenants or something. One of the guys is missing so far after, like, the first day, like me here, say, man, cause that was crazy. And there was one more thing that happened, I think it was today, I guess on my right now. But yeah, and things like that. It's reliving that story, that crazy personification, therefore the similes. Sure. Are you sure it's not your brain just recognizing pattern? It's like all the numbers are flying randomly across you and you're like three. Three, three, three, three. Really, It's just chaos. It's like. Feels like It's not that right? Yeah. I feels like I'm able to choose, like, a sign, you know what I'm saying? Because he'd always brush it off as a coincidence or anomaly. This doesn't feel like it. Sometimes it's like, I think because you do it with little stuff like that. And then sometimes I'll hit you with the big one. Like where it coincided moment between your thoughts in life and like, the things that you're seeing, the things that you're thinking and like that'll happen or whatever, however you experience that, you're just thinking about something or had a 38 on the clock and you know, it just hits you is like, You. Think someone's got dumped on to the spiritual realm. Myself who's as. Opposed to as my own old. Outlook Demons. Yeah, No, no. You're right. You're right. That's the part that's I think that's the spirit is the thing that can access to God almost. I feel like that's like the Holy Spirit is like the gift of God for us to, like, have that communication process where we can, like, feel things like, things feel good. Sometimes they feel good, but they're not good, like Doritos or like. Going to church and crying in church where. You just. Know that, like that's what I'm saying. Like you how you feel in church that, okay, more talking about Jesus popping up in culture and why it's true is because when you're in church and you're feeling that thing like, you know, you want to share, you know that this would help a lot of people, you know that like your homie, that's like struggling with this and the other. It's like, Hey, man, you should go to church. Sounds like almost like bad advice or like someone's being like an asshole. It's like it's gonna help me with my divorce dog. It's like, But when you're in church and you're feeling that like Holy Spirit in your jubilation. Yeah. You're like, This would help everybody. That's not having a good time right now. It's like aligning. I'm feeling this realign. The fucking doo. Doo doo doo doo. Yeah. Step into the door to me, dog. Like we should say whatever that'd be. That's alright. We'll make it great, bro. I'll make it grand, pop it off. So that's what's cool. That's cool is because it takes this. I'm down with that, I'm down for this shit. And it takes this weird blind faith part where like, yes. That's, that's what it is. The blind faith to assign the meaning to those moments in the small. That's why I like to just throw out saying on surface level it's just like, yeah, she was dope, right? Thank God. Thank Jesus, man. Like, seriously, that's the thing. And like, you would have to have a mature perspective to like a not just like a mature person perspective, but a mature Christians perspective to, like, understand why, you know, like, everything you do is possible because of Christ. So, like, man, I like, ask Christ to help me out. And I have like literally the best days. Those days are like, realized that I had a bad day and I forgot to pray and ask Christ to, like, enter my body, to, like, flame me up to, like, dwell inside me. I didn't, like, activate that spiritual part of me. And then I didn't have such a quite successful day. And I'm like, it's like so obvious to me from my mature Christian perspective, like where the difference lies between what kind of experience I'm having and where my heart is all day long, you know? And you don't have that at first. You can't even, like, contextualize it because at first you're just like, kind of like, I don't know, accepting that this feeling that it's giving you this, like, truth that, you know, is like, more true than, like, your control over your life or your predetermined output. It's like you're kind of giving up that part of you just to the faith, part of like, what God offers you. You know. It's like trust in the outcome of the story. Yeah. Regardless of what's happening in the story. Yeah. Like one Faith. It does, bro. That part's hard to read Judas part for people across America right now. Yeah, So part of that. Right? Let's go. Let's come on the Aspen. This is where we're. Wrapping up as beautiful people. It's fucking hell upon. I want to have the He's not. Episode 30, obviously. Maybe. Obviously Stephanie Kerr is our athlete. Stefan Curry did it. Bo was gold. Of writers like Ray Allen, like trying to pull a shooter out of my. Room. That's what it. Was. Yeah, right. Something I don't. Know. Let's go talk about personality types. Right. It's weird. He's a good one. You see it play out in sports realm. And Steph Curry had dealt with some kind of similar impact in the NBA being some of the greatest shooters of all time. Best shooters of all time. What makes someone pursue that to its greatest. Depth right. On it. What the reason anybody. He was every. Killing obsessed with the. Shooter bang. Separation will get tomorrow and shoot X amount of shots before am. What's that. Number? Thousand. just like fathom that. Yeah. You're selling ten shots there. That was eight of the. Yeah. A thousand couple hours. Yeah. We should know pretty fast. His heart rates and he really high shoulder and arms people are going to get tired but the constant pursuit of that makes someone to be like Ray Allen or Steph Curry. It takes a personality type to want to do that. Yeah. I wonder how many, how many shots I guess sharpshooters or any professional athletes putting the I guess in shots can translate to any other sport whatever this where you want a metaphor to. Perhaps are important. I mean, they're going to do tomorrow. They're all doing it right now. You know, everyone who's doing that is doing it today and yesterday and tomorrow. Yeah, you're right. It's just. So it's. It's up. I think that's how we think that's tight, because we have a mature perspective of what it is to contend with life. How it is to manage time. We're going to some the cooking. It's like fucking cooking usually always making your days of your life, you know. For you always doing that for the you got to eat it. Well, sometimes it's. Delicious that God season is just. Like bam, that's it. It's amazing. It's amazing to me that we wrote a song about it. So amazing. Thing. Yeah. Yes. Music on the way. yeah. Like, way more like. Stay warm out there. Wake up, go to gym, record a podcast, go to the studio, or manifesting that that's coming. Manifest what you're doing. Bring it to this realm right now. Keep it. Keep it on the forefront of the back of your mind. Yeah. Right on the. Forefront of my subconscious. It's the first thing I'm not thinking about. Yeah, that's it. yeah. Love you guys. Keep pushing, keep. Going, keep shooting. We're. It's a career. You got to do a little extra this year. A little extra this year. Come on. Come on, baby. How are you? Let's go see on the other side of extra. Door to city to the light show, not to look where we might go. I just would jump in my eyes open.