Episode #38

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Matthew and Justin talk about Eye Contact, The Greatest Church Service Of All Time, and Corporations

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Julian goes for the strong dap when he finishes a rough set. He's like, wax that wait stands up and he's like president. Like he just gives a very. Very firm handshake. Like he just closed a fucking billion dollar deal. Closed the deals, got it done, and. That's another person. I make sure I look him in the eyes when we make that handshake, too, because he just did some real shit, you know what I'm saying? There you go. Yeah. Eye contact. Such a thing, bro. Yeah. Contact is real. As are the windows to the soul. Yeah. You going soul to soul? It's kind of. True. Like going soul to soul, bro. Really? Really. Looking at someone, it's intense. It's intense, bro. Like, Yeah, there's definitely something different about it than looking at other things or even looking at the eyes of like, an animal. Even an animal is different than human. But the eyes in general is different than looking at when you're driving or when you're at work or whatever. You look to. Computer, your phone. Yeah, it's like, look at someone's eyes. It's definitely different. Yeah, yeah. No shit. Even my dog though, like, back when I had a dog. Yeah. Let's say he's like laying by the door and then I'm sit on the couch and then I like, look at him and he's looking at me. It like startles him because, like, it's hard to let's say you're looking at like a moose. I don't know if that moose is really looking at me because it's not very like. But my dog for sure is like, oh, and then he maybe he's like, just walks up to me for a pet. Yeah. He's like, what's up? Yeah, yeah. Like it's like, Yeah. That's kind of crazy right. Like That inspires some kind of like emotion or invokes like I don't know. But that's just in dogs like with people. It's way deeper than that. Like much more intensified. Yeah I closed the deal one time. So on a really expensive bottle of wine. Yeah. And he definitely was just like, do you vouch for this one? Just. And I know. You personally telling. Me. That this wine is delicious. I never tasted the wine in my life. I got to like. Yeah, it gets a point where I was like. Gathered my hesi and I was like, oh, shit. Like, I'm going to have to go to the. Rack, right? Because. And also, I did. It in a nice bottle. it was. Yeah. Like how. Expensive? Scarecrow? Not scarecrow, tin man and methane. Because I think Scarecrow is expensive. But then Tin Man was like this lower tier offering from the same vineyard. Yeah, yeah, the Tin Man. I'm pretty sure is, like $450. And somewhere in that range for sure, right? Yeah, 4 to $500. But I told myself I was trying to sell something nice, like, oh, they were trying to hire other people to sell nice stuff. And I was like, is. This bottled delicious. And so I gotta decide. I'm like, yeah, I. Want to sell this bottle even though I've never tasted it. And then all I had to do is freaking look. Right into his. Eyes. Yes. And tell him, right? Yes, shoot a shot. And then, like. Boom, do it. He's like. All right, bring it out. And like, you know what I'm saying? Bada boom. Burping. I never tasted the wine in my life. It was more about being able to look into this guy's soul and tell him. The only thing is, I had to not lie, because think about the soul. I have to be like a psychopath to look him directly in his eyes and just fucking light. A. Candle to this pussy, bro. Here we go. Sir. This is. Going to be the best. Fucking wine you've had in the last six months. When's the last time you had a bottle that was over $1,000. This is going to taste better. Well, thank. Done, done. Deal, bro. Like I'm not that person, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. I'm going to fucking lie to this guy. Right? Of his soul. A new way to sell it. I want to sell it. What's the alternative, you say? To be honest with you, sir, I've never tasted this bottle. But from what I've been told, it is absolutely decadent. Not going to sell it. Not going anywhere near as convincing. Yeah. No, you lost me. I've never personally had this bottle. What did you do, sell it to me? Yeah. You son of a bitch. Yeah. it was much more. Than that for me, though. Yeah. So the the it was. Bigger than that because I just knew on principle that there's no way that, like, they're going to bring other people in and pay them. Money. To, like, do something that I'm sitting here, the fuck do I do if they got to pay someone else to do it? You know what I'm saying? Yeah. And so I'm like, you know, I'm a lead in my job. You telling me a lead, people shoot threes like I just got to shoot threes. It feels like I just take them to the rack and dunk a lot. Like, what's wrong with that? I'm getting layups and dunks. Layups and dunks. Easy twos. Tons of those. But no we needed three pointers. So then like with that constraint I'm like definitely selling this bottle. And I get to the point where I'm like, yeah, I don't want to lie to him. But at the same time, like, yeah, I remember my wine director telling me about this wine, telling me it was like, you know, some shit like, this is this is phenomenal. Like, it's crazy that we have it is crazy that they make it and it's not on the menu, but anybody that does it like is going to really enjoy it. And so I just think about that and instead of even just telling him, like, you know, I've heard from this guy, it's great. I'm just like, I trusted his judgment enough to like, make it my job, make it your truth. Yeah, exactly. And then I just gave him that. Yeah. And and it fucking worked, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. So, like, I feel like that's also how you'd pass a polygraph. I don't know if that's fucked up or not, but, like. It's make it truth in your reality. Yeah, exactly. And like you didn't, there was no change in my heartbeat, you know what I'm saying. And I didn't compromise any of my conscious to do that. I think you could enter a phase where you believe the lie. Are you. Yeah I don't know. Explain it like do that cold blooded lie where your heartbeat doesn't change and you're just like this one's delicious. You're going to fucking love it. Never had it in my life. But it's. The best thing you're ever going to. Have. Buy and just not not change it. I don't know how to explain it. There's no way you could do that to. But that I think that cost some of your conscience. you know, a little bit. It depends on the, I guess, like the degree and the severity of which you're doing it because there's absolute complete bullshit or, like, completely wrong information. You know, if you're talking about a certain type of bottle or a certain type of grape or certain type of something, and you're like completely miscue in the information or like giving it a wrong description about a certain type of like how a grape would act like what its normal characteristics are. It's like what Somalia is, are pretty much doing is are they have, access or they have all that information within them about what all these different grape varietals do and how they act in different places. And then, like, you could just be off completely and like, just like bullshitting, like used car salesmen. It's like, oh, it's great. It runs great. The corporate tour is a mint condition. Plenty of blinker fluid, don't you worry, with the fluid. Right. You gotta worry about. That, right? You could be doing that to someone who is uninformed about wine. Yeah, yeah. And just making it sound real sexy. So there's definitely like a spectrum of, of like the, I guess the lie or like the manipulation of the truth. Yeah. But if you're within like the vein and you have access to information from like a reputable source, you know. Yeah, that's I like a lesser not as whatever that severity would. I also think like what's the question you just asked me, you know, do I personally vouch for this wine that's so interpretable for me? I'm an artist. so my interpretation of things is super wide. Anyways, you know what I'm saying? But like. Yeah, it asked you, do you think these wines delicious? And even though you never had it, you did think it was delicious. Exactly, exactly. Yeah. That's all I needed to look him in his eyes and be like. Yes. Yes. Boom. There we go. Right. Yeah. And so I think that that there's something to that that's not evil or like, malicious, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. Manipulative. Right. Yeah. But I think that they're. Grossly trying to twist reality. Yeah. Yeah. I also found myself in that place. I think anytime you're doing the right thing and you find yourself in a place where, like, it's not like I have to. Maybe that's what I'm saying is, like, I could have, since I don't lie, I already had that constraint, like conformed there. It was like, what's the what's going on? Why don't why am I willing to vouch for this or whatever? You know what I'm saying? And it's like, because John said it was dope and and then I and then I ask myself, I was like, I trust John. And I was like, about wine. Fuck yeah. About a lot of other stuff too. But it's just like, what are we talking about? Wine. Do I trust his judgment on wine, like. On this particular bottle. Specifically? Yeah. I don't have to second guess that for a second. I only have to think about it. Just fire, you know? Yeah. So, like, Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. You're able to, like, form that as, like, truth. You had to, like, seek it. Yeah, just a little bit. What's the. Truth? Right, right. That thing is like boom. Like that's tight. But I also could see another person, myself included or anybody else. Yeah. Get into a position like that where they're like, I need to lie here. Like maybe that impulse would arise at that occasion when you're being put on the spot and you're going to have to fucking stare down. Yeah. And maybe you high above you just like, yeah, these are 100 year old grapes. Or whatever the, you know, was. And there was. A hundred year old vines. There was actually a, a storm that really changed the terroir of this region during specifically this year. And it gave it, a spike in a minerality that you're not going to find in any other bottle at all times. And where you say you like you like smooth and sweet. That's funny, because the grapes. Name like. Bro. Like, yeah, you could do that shit, bro, I guess. Yeah, but just a simple yes, sold it like that, you know what I'm saying? I just had to, like, I don't know, because. Yeah, there's another thing going on there. Yeah. Or like, they look into my eyes and he saw some of that. He saw me. Wrestle. With. Whatever fruit. Decide to not lie. Find what I'm talking about. Yes. Like that was a that was what it was for him. And I don't think everybody can look into the eyes of man and see what the fuck's going on in their spirit in that moment, but some people can. Yeah, you catch a glimpse of it for sure. and I think that's why we want people to. Yeah. I'm sure if some people's parents are like, look me in the eyes. Will you, like, just want to. Yeah. If you come a little out of my fucking face, then person. Yeah. I think that's what I wanted to be. A soul of the lost souls with me. You know. It didn't lie to be like you. Like you want to. Do. You going to do it and then. Yeah. No, I'd rather just tell the truth. Even if it's like, my fault. Yeah. It takes a lot to get there because it's easy to lie, for sure. You're right. It's easy to. It's easy to just fall into that conflict avoidance. Yeah. Yeah. Or the not bearing of the responsibility or the the faults or the whatever, whatever it is the shit. Yeah. The eyes of the window to this. That's the idea that I want to explore with you that, just it's just crazy to me, bro. Like, what is. Just eye contact. that whole, like. It's weird. Yeah. I've gone through phases where, like, you know, I used to think that, like, eye contact is a little a. No, it's too powerful. I don't know if it's you. I don't know if it's me, but happens to me all the time. So I think part of me is the thing. But just like me gathering myself to look all the way into your soul and, like, be in that moment with you and it not being kind of draining on me because it's such like a it's like fucking a lightsaber. It's just like. You're just like. You know what I'm saying? And I'm like, I don't want to do that. You know what I'm saying? I just like, what's up? There you go. All right. But I was like, keep it moving. It say, in my own world for the most part. Yeah, that's quick little. It was up right. Yeah. I don't know moving right. Maybe one thing. Conversation like a couple seconds. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Give it a beginning. Breathe a breather. Give my eyes some breathing room, dawg. That's like son to son. He's a fucking cyclops. A cyclops like. Taking out the glasses in his. Yeah, yeah. Like for seconds, like. Okay. That's cool. Dude, look on the laser beams. The fucking. It's so true. The sun. Yeah. A lot of times what I'm talking like, I just fucking, you know, tend to look away, you know what I'm saying? Like, I tend to just like to give. It a breather. Kind of find my own space and make an argument. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. I feel like that's how two guys fucking. You're. Reminds me of my roommate Luke. Luke? I fucking sat next to someone and kind of fucking, you know. Do you ever fucking talk about trucks on the lake? I don't know, like the guy sitting next to him, but he's. They're both looking out looking this lake. Yeah. Into, like a field. Of some kind. At some cattle. Okay. Yeah. Yeah, I see it with. Like, the cowboy hat on. Maybe some fucking, you know, little little piece of straw. Yeah. It's like. See, I saw it too. Yeah. And they're not looking at each other at all. And they can have like, you know, a really great conversation I think. Yeah. But there's some people, you know, the culture I'm in right now is like, you know, you got to fucking pass the check like you got a fucking what's up, brother? You know. You don't fucking standing that good. Yeah. You got to be able to take a fuck it. It's almost like Oklahoma drill for. I kind of just taking a hit. Yeah I hit, yeah. A lot of times you don't know what's happening until it's happening. And that's the part of the Oklahoma joke where you got to, like, stand up. And then you got to go make the hit, you know? And then if you ever just fucking, like, miss a handshake because there's all the gas to, it's all the fucking, you got to catch that hand. You got to catch those eyes, son. You better be fucking. You gotta make a fucking. Yes, sir. What's up? How are you doing today? Otherwise, I feel like they think that you're kind of a bitch. Definitely not. It's like. No, just in the vein of us hospitality. hospitality is definitely. I contact the warmth, the the greeting, the making feel welcome. There's something about, if. You're avoidant of eye contact or avoidant of that kind of social, that normal social cue that we have. Yeah. Amongst our human selves. Yeah. It's like, what the fuck. They can sense it. Like, is this guy so do I. Means just what's wrong with him? You better than me. I mean, I respect it. Here. Let me give you a whole thing. You know, something even a micro thought of that is not good, you know? Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's. There's something there. The window to the soul. The souls are powerful. You know. If you ask someone to do something. Right. You never look them in the eyes when you're asking them to do it for you. Like Abraham, I feel like I got to, like, address him. Like there's something about, like, there's, like a super villains, I think that are like, look at me. Why don't they look at me. Okay? Like, you got to, like, fucking like, man. Like, how are you doing today? Like. All right. You good? So it's cool, man, though, you got, there's some shooting the shit that's like, I almost feel like, obligatory because it's like, you got to, like, see the person. Otherwise they're going to be like, you know, this motherfucker doesn't even, like, look at me. He doesn't even like, you know, and I don't know if that's conscious or subconscious, but I think it's there. That's why I feel like it's important to like. I felt that yesterday I was talking to one of the chefs in the kitchen. I was going to say I was, doing the board or whatever, getting the getting the sections ready in the counts, ready for what we didn't, did not have for the evening. And I looked over and I saw them. And then I think I started to ask him, I say, we're we're 86, the snapper or whatever. And I think I get like a couple words out in that direction. Then I was like, stop, hold on. What's up bro? What's going on? Nice. How are you doing? Nice. You know, I'm saying that's. What I'm saying, bro. Yeah. That's like, I need to see you. Yeah. Because, like, I see you, we're like, we're in this thing, but yeah, there's like a more human thing going on here between our interactions. Yeah. It's like, oh, I let me address that first. Well done. But I felt it, you know what I'm saying? I felt like that that. Because we're just fucking hacking and like. We're just like we're just moving up. Fucking chop wood. Carry water, bro. Yeah. Yeah. Hold on. Let me see that. That's what I've. I've been chopping one carrot for like two days, but I'm sorry man. Link, what is next? Now shake your hand. Here you go. Yeah. Oh yeah. You're right. Because sometimes you. Get some wood. It's always. Yeah, I just you. It dawned on me because when you're saying it, I'm like, it's like new information. I'm like, yeah, that's crazy. Sometimes I say to people, I'm like, sorry, bro, let me show you your ham. It feels like we never left. Like, I feel like the yeah, I forgot that I had to. We restarted a day here. Like my synapses were still firing from yesterday. From last night. Yeah, but this is a new. This is a whole new thing. How are you doing today? Are you good? hell yeah, a bit, because also, if someone's not in a good mood, then I don't want to be fucking asking them for what chef is like. Actually, bro. Like she doesn't want it. I don't fucking know man. Yeah look you could get that. That's for sure. Now you don't have the wood. Yeah. But also like one of his chefs got one of my homies got fired, you know what I'm saying? So I was like, hey, man, can you send me some fucking this man? And he's like, actually pussy. No. No. It's like, what's up bro? He's like, dude, they just caught me. And I was like, oh, don't ask him for what? Oh no. Those look, you, they're fuck yeah. Yeah yeah. There's a the human connection. Whatever. There's something there. That's why whatever the thing that is that we're talking about like that whatever creates that, not even tension, but something that creates that, that feeling of depth or like you're looking at something significant. When we look at a human being's eyes, you know, it's like, I think that whatever we're talking about, looking at, discussing here is like the root foundation of part of our like, a justice system or like the Western culture, as Jordan Peterson would describe it, like the fact that we think that every human is like, significant or like, innocent until proven gets guilty and we hold them accountable for their own actions, and shit like that. It's like there's a part of divinity that's within you. There's something that's so transcendent about you that we have to give it respect. you know, I'm saying. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, it's fucking awesome, dude. Yeah. And, there's something there. And when you look at someone, you can feel it. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's what, So what I think is that we're kind of like, more on the introverted scale then I think that people would really know just by like interacting with us daily because we're, you know, like friendly and you're hilarious, bro. And like. I think, like, you're a solid rock conversationalist. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Like, people can emotionally be like, hey, how's Justin doing today? You know, he's like, I'm doing great. I'm going to chop it up with them really soon. Leave them on a good note, you know, like, super stable, super solid. Warm waters, warm waters, warm waters. So, like, I think people would think make them think that you must be really extroverted because you're really good at talking to people, you know what I'm saying? But, I just know you, like, we like to chill, you know what I'm saying? Would much rather, like, stay home and watch a movie because they're so busy all the time that maybe, like, go out and drink at a bar, you know what I'm saying? Like, yeah, I think more likely than not, we're like, I don't know. definitely. Speaking for myself, I'd rather like, chill on my day off at home. Then I go try to do a bunch of stuff sometimes, like, I want to knock out whatever I have to knock out, but it's just like, so task oriented, you know what I'm saying? You know, going and doing a whole bunch of stuff and interacting with a whole bunch of people is like, draining to a degree. Yes. And on my day off, I'm like, not up for that, you know what I'm saying? Good. Yeah. And because of that, sometimes at work, the social interactions like, could be just draining on my battery. And then like, I'm looking at it through that lens of just like trying to limit my social interactions, like all day long. So, like, not really trying to talk to people, you know what I'm saying? It's much easier just to go on work and like, do your job. And my opinion, you could just make it like a one player game. Yeah. There we go. Yeah, I. Used to do that a lot of work. And just like I'm just at work, these are more or less like. You know. Bats that I like are some of my teammates, some of my problems I have to deal with. But like in reality, I'm not, like very much concerned with any of their like, well-being or what they have going on. It's like that's their responsibility. I got a lot on my own play that shall make me happy, you know what I'm saying? I take care of my own reality. Yeah, ultimately. But, you know. I think people need that social peace. Like, we talked about it on the pod. I kind of helped opened up my world about that. That, like, we're social creatures, like, every every interaction is a social transaction to some degree. And, yeah man you kind of like make sure people are you gotta like I don't know what that is. Be empathetic for the divine reality or whatever the thing that you're talking about. Yeah. You got to respect that. So when you're talking to someone like you can't just be like, you know, haven't seen we, you know, haven't said anything to them. And you're like companies numbers that we got bro. Because I appreciate it comes off yesterday and I don't really understand that. It's like okay. Yeah. Can we have some hostility. Yeah. That's not going to fucking yeah. It's like every time we do the social interaction thing, it's like, up or down, you know, or it's like, I guess maybe it's up or down within kind of how the conversation goes. But then also that could be like a result of the conversation as well as like up or down. So you could have like kind of a confrontational moment, but that could results in a positive outcome, you know, saying going forward. Yeah. Or you could just have like good, chill, funny, lighthearted, warm water conversations. And that's just like up on like this positive emotion and high frequency. Yeah. So like I think there's also that going on too. And people are looking to either get like that frequency raise sometimes or. Maybe they're on a high frequency. I want to bring those like one to like share it with people. It's like whenever you're drunk, you know, you're kind of drunk. You're a little like a little tipsy, but not too many drinks, but a couple of drinks and you become real social and you're just like. What's up, man? How you doing? What do you do for work? So mean. I work for a lawyer. Yeah, right. Just like. Oh, so that's awesome. That's tight. Good to see you. Yeah, yeah, it's good to see. You share some of that was before. Yeah. You definitely know people that are definitely. Like my dog. Yeah for sure it's a real thing. I think we should be aiming to do that. Yeah. Yeah. Daily you know try to live, try to leave every interaction higher than it was when. You entered is not a lot of work but it's kind of a lot of work. Sometimes you're just like you know what I'm saying. Imagine being working five days in a row and you're under 60 and you're a little hung over and you're tired of your coworkers and they just, like, annoying as fuck to you. You're just like, you know what's going to inspire and motivate you to go into all of those social interactions all day long and be like a pleasant, nice, polite, respectful. Joyful individual. That's a lot of work, you know what I'm saying? You got to have a fucking generator in your stomach. That's like, I'm having a good day. Do you want to hop on this good day train? Chugga chugga motherfucker. We're going this way. Okay? That's what it is, dude. That's the difference is, like, I think you're, like, fasting on your emotions the other way around. Like, you're like, give me no social interaction. And I'll, like, find energy from the lack. That sounds like a fast to me, but like, in reality, like, I think I need to, I'm. Charging. A super positive emotion. I'm charging a frequency all day long, and then as the frequency gets more charged, I get more energy. And then that the frequency gets charged by mostly by competence. And then now that we're in a leadership position, the competence frequency charges up as I have these positive social interactions, because I also know that I'm generating good team morale. So if I check like every single person and they're all in relatively a good mood, that's like in my mind, that's like a super base level. Pointer towards the night's success. Because if we're all relatively happy and we're all cruising on our own frequency, that means all the people that come in and interact with us, as long as our morale is high, like we're nasty and it should just be like we handle everything really well. At least it'll be a natural uptick or upward trend, right? And overall kind of vibe around the whole, yeah, run the whole thing right. But at home and we're all humming. Like when people are upset and shit like that. And I know they're not going to be like very fun order takers, you know what I'm saying? Like, they're not going to be experience creators, social interaction. Yeah. Maestros is a difficult job, bro. Like any server that's like very, very good at creating like a transcendent restaurant experience. Like that's an appreciable thing. And it's difficult to do, especially if they're busy and, like, timing is a thing and God knows what their kitchen's like or their bar is like. Not even just across the board, you know what I'm saying? All the variables they have to dance with all night long and someone does it super well. You're like, kind of amazed. It's kind of amazing. You know, on top of all that, their balance in their life. Yeah. Their prison. The whole outside life is going on. Basically an actor to some degree. Yeah. That's crazy. Yeah. The social cues keep everybody humming. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Look him in the eye and they'd be like, what's up, I see you. How you doing? All right, let's fucking get this. Let's go. Let's get this. Bag. Big time. Yeah. It's crazy speaking about looking at things and looking right at things. So eclipse though, like that happened the other day. Dude, that show was tight. Yeah, we got it. It was cloudy. Apparently some people had had. Are we able to see it? I guess a little bit. There was a portion of time where the clouds broke, I guess, in parts of San Antonio, I guess. But I was driving to work and I felt like I caught the the full force. There was like a solid, like maybe ten minute span where it got it was definitely lighter. And then it got super dark, dark, dark, dark, dark, and then dark like fucking midnight, midnight o'clock at 130 in the afternoon. And then it got progressively lighter after that. But there was a solid ten minutes most to start here in San Antonio. Dark in the city dark. And so on. How Austin was. I saw some pictures and stuff like that. Hold on. That dark was. Tight. That dark was. Dark was lit. Felt it in my chest. It was I don't know what was. In my chest, but it was like something in my chest. I wanted a fire. I felt like I'd seen that setting with a bonfire before. Like I felt like I felt like in a bit in a past life. But fucking Burning Man do. Burning man would have been nuts at that moment. But yeah, kind of felt like a giant campfire was in front of us and we were all freaking banging bongos and wearing war paint. We're like. Oh, it's night time. like going crazy. We had a celebration on that day. Yeah, something. How do we know? What do we know? At what point did we were able to. Know when that. Would happen? Do the constellations? Well, they've been tracking constellations forever. Yeah. Maybe it was like when our ancestors got super lit on some some psilocybin or some ayahuasca. The trees would probably tell them, yeah. The. Moon might just. Tell them directly. Yeah, there's no telling. There's no telling what technology they had. There's also a lot of psilocybin mushrooms where technology, you know what I'm saying? like, there's no telling. But they did. They didn't. They knew the constellations. And knowing the constellations is the key to that was the first key to any maps, because I think they knew the constellations before. They knew that there was like a North Pole. And so that would make sense. Yeah. Insofar as it's like what you're able to see. Right. Yeah. And so eventually when the they noticed how the constellations would like come back to like when you're standing in this place and looking straight up, this is right here. But it's not like that every day. And that's how they were able to track time at first was like, okay, now the fuckin Orion's Belt is right back in front of this right here. So that means it's like happening in cycles, you know? so that was like the one of the ways to like, like, keep track of time, but then also know, like, okay, we're trying to head north up this fucking ocean right here. Like direction. Yeah. And then this thing is like, we're traveling at it this way, and it's traveling a little bit this way. So it should be going in like the right direction. And then, I don't know how far back that dates. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? There's no fucking telling, bro. Yeah, but yeah, I guess I'm just crazy thinking about our ancestors being able to prepare for that type of event and then, like, celebrating it or having some sort of bonfire celebration. Yeah. In the crazy night time during the daytime. That time. Go through. Here you go. Yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah. yeah. So it's fucking full night. I don't know what you do, bro. The Fire Nation attacked like that's what happened. It was avatar. It was cool. It was cool. Definitely felt it in my chest. Barely see any I guess I saw maybe. I think one coworker had shown me a couple pictures that she was able to take, but, I don't know. It was. It was a brief moment in time. You saw some pictures. You said, if you see anything about. It, definitely. I think everyone around us, the big thing is that it was cloudy. It was a little cloudy. You know. It's such a weird thing culturally because, like, the people were disinterested in the eclipse, were super like, it's going to be cloudy, you're not even going to see anything. And I was just like, bro, like, it's going to be getting dark for ten minutes in the middle of the day is fucking nuts. Like, it's like seeing like, okay, here's my theory too. Let's say when you take super psychedelics, right? Imagine if we didn't, real quick, go on. If we didn't have the lights turn on in the city, where it happened to see how, like, how dark it really was. You know, I'm saying that should have been crazy. But of course, all the street lights and shit were coming on, so I saw some fireworks, too. Actually. So cool. People were like, love fireworks off in the distance. Genius. Yeah. I was like, oh, so that's like those people we're celebrating. They were ready. I was like, what are you saying? So cool. when you take like, if you take, like a psychedelic, right? It kind of like, takes you away from reality for a second. And I think, like, even if all of the thoughts that you had, like, if you can't remember, like any of the thoughts that you actually had, like all those reservations and like, it's sometimes it's hard to put your finger on exactly how you felt and then but just coming back to yourself, some of the the separation that happened for a second, I think that might do something to your brain like allows chemicals to restart or. Yeah. Yeah, I guess I'm sort of like a soft reset. Yeah. Like a soft reset or something, or like, Now that you've seen it, you can't unsee it. Like once you've seen yourself see that reality is not real. Yeah. That what's in your subconscious now, bro. Like, so as you come back to a conscious mind that, like, can't remember what that feels like, it's like, that's not something you can unsee though. So I think that the same thing I think the same thing about like, okay, like the fucking Northern Lights, you know what I'm talking about. Yeah. Like the the ripples in the sky, like the colorful. I forget where it is. I know you're talking. About, like you've seen the sun so many times. So many times you've seen the sun. It's always the sun. And it's there day time is daytime and nighttime is nighttime. And like, those things get, like, ingrained as, like, definite. You know what I'm saying? Yes. But I think when you see the northern lights and you see light, it's like dark, but there's fucking 3D holograms in the sky, and that's just fucking nature like way. It's like the preconception that you have in there. It gets kind of like shaken on the axiom a little bit and I think that does something as like a soft reset for your fuckin whatever, your presuppositions, whatever. Yeah. Your perception of what's going on here. Yeah, yeah. If you can realize that that's not that. And maybe this wasn't this, you know what I'm saying? There's something fuckin magical in that. Yeah, there's something unexplainable about all of this shit. Yeah. Just paying more respect to that. I think that makes that makes your life. Maybe. Maybe your life could be more unexplainable. You know what I'm saying. I don't know, I'm fucking. Yeah. That's like the positive trend. Yeah. For sure. For sure. Like you know fucking. Yes bro. Yes bro. So I wanted to see the daytime in the nighttime because when do you get to see that. Like it's a bit it's like magic almost. Yeah I definitely like I, I felt something in my. Chest telling me that there's something there. So like, this is weird. I was like, I maybe I'm not sure if my heart rate rate was maybe increasing. Just like, naturally there's like kind of getting thrown into, fucking anomaly of a day or an anomaly of a moment in space time. It's just like this. It's crazy. This is. Happening. Like you're never going to see this again. Like, I felt something within myself. So it's like, yeah, it's crazy. It was a it was a real thing. Yeah. But I think there's some sort of resetting going on or some sort of, I don't know, I'm not some sort of perception change or like. Yeah. Due to like the unexplainable nature of there's like things in like the things that occur in nature. But because you could break we do break it down so easily to just as you were talking about like daytime, nighttime, like just wake up and go to sleep, go to work. You kind of like we, we try to simplify this as much as we possibly can. And then, like, there are things that reside on the outside of our simple simplification of life that we have to, like, try to incorporate somehow, and sometimes that trying to incorporate this new information like will shake your foundation too much or it'll fucking break it completely. It's like, that's what I think. That's what happens when you go on some, some of those trips. You're like, you live in your own perception, but then you're like, just taken out of your perception of what you think is going on here. And you're like, oh, what the fuck? What's going on with any of this? Then you put back into your perception and you're like, oh my gosh. You can't unsee. You can't unsee that. Yeah, you can't unpeel that. Yeah. Yeah. That's super humbling. It's very much like, whoa, I just want to chop wood and carry water. Okay. What was just a. Lot more simple than I'm making it. You know, it's. I don't know if this at the eclipse was like that for everybody, but definitely felt something in myself. Something I got wrong, although I was talking to like, okay. I don't know. Okay. I guess you call him like my mentor more or less. And I was like, you know, but he brought up the eclipse and I was like, look, it's kind of like a swell of, like almost negative energy, but not like bad negative energy, but like, then he was like, he was like, it is what you make it, right? Like. And just that thought of like any event that comes through like you, whatever it is to you is kind of what you made it to be like. Whatever the eclipse represented, it could represent anything. Your birthday could represent anything. Like you're kind of like creating the representation yourself. and then so when I'm thinking about, like, I just felt real fucking like hot black charge, that was just like I had negative energy towards like, not. I was like, I want to make, like, more hits. I want to get more yoked. I want fucking to be successful. I am fucking ready to chop down anything that's like in the way of that. Or like, what's what is it that I have to do here? I'm like, let's go, brother, let's burn some more wood on this fire. Oh wait, wait, what. I do, I got to play defense of Shaquille O'Neal. I will walk him up. Like what? You have to fucking me if I Sephiroth himself. Like what the fuck is the tactic? Like in. The Octagon? Like, what do you. That's what I put me in. If I can't take it, what's it going to take? Right. Yeah. Like, yeah, I wanted to. It felt like I was if I was in a fight camp, it was like I got solar in the ring. Did I feel like maybe the coach is like, I. He's ready, he's ready. And we needed some of that going on. He's got to fucking be like, oh. Holy water. More than anything. Like I'm in a while. When it got dark, I felt that I'm like, I don't know. What. You're okay. Yeah, I love, but it went dark. It was just like, no filter. I fucking want it all, brother. Like, where the fuck is it at? Like, I'm at the fucking point now. You know. We do a little bleed through of, like, some subconscious, you know? Yeah, that's what I'm saying. Like, maybe I made it out to be that, like, I had some. It felt like negative emotions. It felt like fucking red Jedi sword energy. You know what I'm saying? Like, Anakin, you're going to slot the kids. Though I, I don't know if it's good, you. Know, but, like, at the same time, it was just like, powerful. Yeah, yeah, for sure. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. So I don't know, you know, I don't know what the fuck. Like, maybe, you know, if I'm being super. In the air. Kind of myself, it's like, maybe I needed some of that. Maybe the eclipse. Let me have some of that out. I don't know, or maybe it's fucking not. Maybe the eclipse is a moment where your soul's going to let out its fucking dark self. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, maybe that was just my shadow self being like, I want. It all brother. Yeah, like it's a. Good person. Or whatever your sleep self is, you know, I'm saying whatever that is. Okay? Like whenever you go to sleep, like that version of you, whenever the moon is out, then like your, your daytime self is like gone and then your nighttime self is taking, taking the reins. Yeah. Kentucky conducting your dreams and shit, whatever that whatever that thing is comes out a little bit or got access. Got full access for like ten minutes, you see. with you. Yeah. Yeah. Well, you have on your, your daytime settings. I think. Override it. Whoa. It was a fucking ball. It wasn't just me in the parking lot of an ATV. Just like I'm going to take it. The dog was in the way. Yeah, yeah. Just hyper channel. Something's going on like that. Who knows? You know, I don't know, but I felt something. I don't know, y'all, but I felt. Yeah, we talked about, I think the conspiracy theory or whatever it was that like the eclipse marked like war time, like vibes, right? Yeah, I've heard that. I've heard that from a couple sources. I think like two people or I think Gabby's and also their grandma or their mom talk about that. But, you know. Maybe that's what they represent. Every time this comes. Yeah. Every time apparently this comes in. There's like a war breaks out soon thereafter. Some shit like that that's haunting. So we'll see. This is the soon thereafter we're living in. Soon thereafter haunting. Maybe the before times. Is say, Lord. Knows I don't know. My, my soul just got a sheet. Oh, it's getting me. I still think, I want to post another. They still don't want me. No, no, no. But yeah, you know, it's just it's just an eerie thought, that's all. Like I don't. Yeah. I don't really want to be fucked up. I have it. Yeah. The eclipse's the whole thing, I guess. Oh, yeah. Just, you know, if what you're saying is true, you know, the, the nighttime mode gets the daytime controls and imagine being fucking Vikings were all just fucking, like, around the campfire, like I said. And then you just look over and one of your fucking Viking friends stabs another one of your Viking friends, and you're just like. What the fuck, brother? Well, I'm on it. Oh, ain't nobody killing me right now. So you would like. 40 of the hardest people in the village also feel that same feeling. It just fucking turns into a frenzy. Christ is be bad, right? It's terrible. It's understandable. But also, you know, imagine living in a fucking Viking tyranny. Like, who knows what the fuck. That was. But that was BC times, right? Vikings or what was like 1600. Okay, so not even BC wait wait wait wait you later. Yeah. Like 100 years ago. Yeah yeah yeah. Fuck yeah. We're talking about that like five podcasts ago. Just like it was like Vikings and then Thomas Jefferson like. 100 years later. Jesus. Yeah, man. That's crazy. The who knows? Yeah, dude. It's insane. Like we're going to see what happens, what this eclipse brings with it. This storm last night, lots of crazy. And the wind was blowing. Yeah, it was a rainy. It was dope. And, bro, I was going, like, 40 miles an hour on the highway. Nobody was out. I tried to run into H-e-b. I just got fucking destroyed. Like, was like, it's an army out there. Was. I went full spray in the suit. Just like, hit it in running to the rain, bro. Yeah, I stepped on a puddle that was like up to my shin. So I. Yeah. I was like, oh. Was coming. She was away. But I come running up on the ledge. So I guess that's a rough. It's like a yellow card. Oh no. Anyways, yeah. So who knows what's wrong with it, I don't know, stormy night. Stormy night. So, yeah, the eclipse is crazy. everybody wanted to say it was cloudy. I think there's more going on there. Or maybe. Not. maybe the government put the clouds there so we could look at it in open a. One of our pineal gland like we were talking about. That's not a bad theory. Weather control. I'm almost rocking with that weather control. I've heard it enough times. I think it's real. Let me out. I think they can make clouds. Yeah, right. Something like that can't be that fucking hard. Getting hot. Yeah. If I can go out. Oh, you guys up? Scientist, What are you. Oh damn it, guys, it's that. Yeah, yeah. No. Exactly. I think it's like fucking moisture in the air, right? You just, like, can create some moisture in the air, I'm sure, like, I, I don't know, I don't know. This is like conspiracy theory for a while. Oh, yeah, I've heard that. I've heard, I've heard that there's, weather control conspiracies out there. What makes you enemies or make it flood in places and ruin crops and shit? I've heard that since Hurricane Katrina. Yeah, I've heard shit. Yeah, that's a pole. Yeah, that's. Because I was like, I remember, you know, a couple of years later, I was into conspiracy theories in it. You just like cure, you know, the they created Hurricane Katrina and destroyed that so that they could, I don't know, just, like, whatever. I'm not exactly sure what reason why. So that they could have, FEMA all through Louisiana and, it did like, a lot of damage to, like, the state and the community in New Orleans and like, they're pretty fucked now still. Yeah. Louisiana as a whole never really recovered from that. But, you know, it sounds like a really farfetched theory, but, Louisiana. I've heard about weather control. Fuckin conspiracy theory since that time. Yeah. It hasn't stopped. Since. That was Alex Jones is his name. Yeah. I've heard I think he's mentioned something like that, right? Yeah. For sure. Yeah. And he's like, maybe they want to block our pineal gland. I don't know, I don't know, brother theorizing hypothetically, Your Honor. What would you do with your pineal gland? Yours is pretty unlocked. I think. Yeah. I don't know what happens exactly. All that shit. How that how that your body chemistry, biochemistry, your brain's chemicals, the DMT that's within us, naturally. All that shit. I don't know how any of it works 100%, but I know it's there. I know it works sometimes. Yeah. I know that it gives you access to places. Or because whenever we take those super, super well, whenever you eat those, those little fungi, what the fuck happens? Like these eat those fungi. So, you know, like nothing you don't really not a whole lot changes in your second by second, minute by minute. You just, like, consume one thing, but then that internally, just like it's just fucking gears lined up or whatever and opens up whatever's in you naturally to allow you access to those places. Yeah, I think some of those places are, however you get there, those highways. Yeah. The exit is the pineal gland. Whatever the fuck. Oh, however it works, something like that is going down. It's crazy. We have access to that. We have that power or that ability, I guess. You know, I. Think if you wanted to see what it looked like in someone's real life, like, Kyrie Irving, he looks like someone that has his pineal gland pretty open, I think. So he does like he like fasted for, you know, I don't know how long I was like was wasn't in food until Ramadan during Ramadan for. And Getting bugs and like they're just going insane. And he's just like winning games and he. So it looks like. What am I trying to say? He flowing. Yeah. Like poetry in motion. There we go. Like the perfect fuckin just right on time. Right, freak. Just a half second ahead of the moment. You know, able to say, oh, perfect, perfect, perfect. Perfect game. One like to to do that, it requires something. So it's this thing I think, you know what I'm saying. It's. Yeah. Access to that. More I don't know if it's because like, if life's a generator. Life's like a simulation in the sense where things are happening like do do do. Do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do. And like to be on the right fucking do. Do do do do do. Every time of. That massive. Yeah yeah yeah. Like you would have to be like that's the thing about DMT were like oh I mean like the self producing DMT or like when you just feel like you're kind of tripping. You're like the fucking hairs on your nose. I, I think it's. That like, the same kind of feeling of like, all this is fake, but it's also like the only reality we have in, like, like tripping right. Now. The coincidence is just like the timing of things is just like, boom, boom. That thing is like an underlying, like spine, like of the body of this reality. Like it's like that. I think you can fucking, like, understand it sometimes, but it's also just built to be like a matrix that you could just live in. Like, you don't have to realize that everything is connected all the time in that, like, you know, this is a self generating experience. Like you could just live and it would just work. But the more you like have that self-driving DMT or take mushrooms or fucking like whatever internally. Or that. Room. Yeah. You can kind of see more of like the framing of like this fucking thing going on here you know. And your connection to that and your connection to yourself is kind of like the fucking battery that is all of existence, you know what I'm saying. Yeah. So like that's how I, I think the pineal gland or your ability to like I don't know just be in more rhythm is like a thing based on your frequency. Yeah. Being in the right place at the right time, doing the right thing. And then. Yeah, I think that higher frequency is part of the pineal gland. It's also like a mental state to take a mode of thinking like, do you ever just fucking. Sometimes I'm like, in my higher self, I wish my lower self was just my higher self. And then I can find my higher self, make that my regular self. Yeah, that's what I like to happen. But it's like a fucking journey to that, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. And sometimes I'm in the gym doing the fucking hard thing and I'm just like, I can do all things. Yeah, legitimately. Like, I don't know, it's just like. And then also like when I'm thinking about my problems or my issues, I just, like, stand on top of it. And then when I go to say hello to people, I'm like, oh, there. Like is true confidence. There's real power there. There's like genuine authority, self-generated authority. What do you know about what's going on here? I know the fuck's going on here. Yeah it's impressive right? You don't see that too often. What's going on? Believe me. Yeah. And like. Ask me about it. That's. It's powerful. That's what leaders need to have that shit like. Yeah. You can't buy it on a shelf either. You gotta. We gotta find it in a gym. You gotta go to Plato's school. Yeah. Doing the thing that you're supposed to be doing, man. There's a thought that populate it. Whenever you're talking. You please find it. Please fucking. Love it. It's going off the self-generated authority, doing the things you need to be doing. That like your your connection with reality is like your perception of reality. And you're, you know, like kind of powers everything. That's all anything is. It's like it's also generates. You know, the feeling that you get whenever you are doing the hard thing. Like, I could do all things like in the gym where the. Yeah. Because you're like doing the hard thing like you have, you have the evidence, you have the proof to bring to yourself later in court whenever you're in doubt, you're just like, no, like, I could do the hard thing. I got it. And, you know, like, I'm, I'm acquiring the evidence right now. So book them, Danny. Yeah. And read them and. Weave and like that, that same feeling I think is attached or that that same type of energy is also attached to a feeling I get whenever you solve, like, your daily problems or like your problems at work, whenever a situation arises and it's like, I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. And then you're like, okay, do this and say this, like this. And then. And then they're like, okay, yeah. That's it. And then they go do it. And then it works out just like, yeah, fuck yeah, that's a book. Yeah, it's a book. I'm the one who give books. And that's more evidence for later. Yes, bro. Because yeah, the authority to know that, you know. What's that? You know how to get books. Yeah. Like it's required and also like elusive. Who are you to know what's going on here? You know, like, no, I know, I know what's going on here. I've seen it just now. Like that's a whole thing. You an argument that you could lose yourself in. Yeah. Seriously, you'll have the the internal narration and the internal narrator. I think it's, Eckhart Tolle. There's some book I was reading it in the. It talks about it in the in the sense of like that internal narration is going on. It could either be like, compliment or positive, or negative. It's like the parasite or the, I forget what the positive aspect was called or the alias for. It was by the way, there's like two aspects to your internal narration and then internal narration can lead to, yeah, your doubt, like your self doubt or whatever it's going to be, or like you're thoughts that it could go poorly and that you're going to fail, or that things aren't not going to turn out how you want them to. It's like that voice is going to populate and then you can like, accept it or like there's like the the mediator, like you're like the mediator between like the two voices. And then you can like try to like fuck that. Here's some, here's some evidence. And then it could be like a support or an ally like it that, you know what I'm saying? That positive trend toward upward versus you're. Like Saul Goodman for yourself. So yeah, yeah. You get yourself out of those situations. Because it will consume you. You know what I'm saying? Or maybe not you, but like, sure. Yeah. If you can't fucking decide you are who you say you are, that's like, you know, how people end up with, like, over all the anxiety and then they can't like, fuckin. You know. You can get gaslit really easily that way too. You know, if you're not like if you don't have certainty, that's kind of what we're talking about is like finding certainty. Yeah. Because yeah. Who am I are who are you to know what's going on here? I know it's fucking going on here. You gotta know. Like you have to. Yeah, because they're kind of right. You know what I'm saying? Like. Yeah. Their argument. Their argument. Right. Fair question. There's been plenty of times where I found more of myself realizing I didn't know enough about myself. So I'm really quick to be like, wait, hold on in my terpene, you know, because I want to fucking ultimately get to that higher. Maybe I don't know what's going on here. There's other times are going to be like, I know, look, I'm dead. And yeah, this one's. Delicious this way. But like, with your with your own negativity, with your own fucking. Yeah. Your anxieties, you know, with your own fucking neuroticism, whatever it is that trips you out about not just being your best self, aren't you just like fucking Hoffman. Right. Yeah. Or striving or doing whatever. Trying to. Think. Well I don't know. Also what does that look like. It's a hard thing to like if I was being my best of what would that look like. You'd have to like identify that or. Yeah. Fuck yeah. Just playing the game enough times that you get fucking sweaty and you're like, that's what it looks like when I'm being my best self and I'm fucking checking every box on the board. On my shit. Yeah, that feeling of being on this shit, man. I forgot what stem that's time, I guess. Yeah, just getting books, getting that confidence to know what the hell's going on. I self-propelled. I think finding certainty is crazy. Yes, that's a key. Knowing what the fuck's going on is important, man. That crazy shit. Yeah, that's one thing I want to talk about at least a little bit. What was the, Because as before, I think Gabby had mentioned it because we we told her about the service we had on Sunday, and she was like, man, God working like in the day before the eclipse. And Lisa talking about the eclipse that we're already going to talking about that now. I was like, yeah, that was it. That was some shit going on. but Gabby was, or just make reference to that. But yeah, because the, the service on Sunday was Bananaseller2 dog. It's banana sandwich dog. I've been to some services y'all. Goat service. The goat the. Go of service is dog like a movie like I wish they they just had that stream because they live stream each service. So I wish they just had that live stream of that service from start to finish. You could just have that bitch and that's like an hour long of just gold. Oh. However long it was, it's just gold. Start to finish is like the more I look at it, the more I was like, man, this is. This was damn, this was, artfully done. The whole orchestration of everything. It's just like, I'm gonna try to explain that story a little bit, but more or less, we get us, we get the service. Caro, this is there with Chi, two of our coworkers. And it was Kai's first time, and we were. We'd gone with Caro, probably, like, a couple weeks ago, or like a month or so ago. But then they're going and we're going to meet them. But then we ended up, not seeing him in time or whatever either way. And we just thought that they were there because we talked about it. I talked about with Kai on Monday and talked about with Caro on Tuesday, because all of us are just like, what the fuck, man? That's it was crazy, right? I was like, that was crazy. Like, I. Was fucking insane. I was fucking crazy. Crazy. Yeah. So we're all like, mutually like sharing that throughout the last couple days, but because.

Yeah, because on Sunday, the 12: 54:10

00 service at CBC here in San Antonio. Fucking crazy. Jesus was in the room, bro. Like the fucking sermon came to life in the craziest way because like, I guess overall the sermon was talking about the parables of the lost sheep and the lost son and the lost coin and that kind of stuff. And overall, the overwhelming story of all three of those stories is just like there was like, God will leave the 99 sheep to go chase after the one. Like the thing that is lost whenever it is found. There's reason to rejoice in that. Like whenever a once in a repents or someone like gives a to Jesus or gets, baptized, it's kind of like part of that part of the idea as well. And in that church is celebration of baptism. But that was the sermon he's going through. And the whole thing started off with, Baptism Sunday because, I think at the end of every month they do baptism Sunday. And they weren't able to do it last Sunday because it was Easter Sunday. So they did it this past Sunday, couple days ago. So then it starts out with that. They're doing the baptisms to start the service, but when they finish baptisms, it starts as pastor has started his his whole sermon and he starts it off with the story of the guy who was going to the hotel, to kill himself. And then he opens a Bible and ends up giving his life to Jesus, and then goes to get out, goes to CBC, and then gets baptized shortly thereafter, a couple months or whatever later, and then that he was like, he led the whole thing with that story. And, then goes into the sermon about the lost coin, the lost sheep and the lost the lost son. But then before he even starts really preaching, after he talks about the baptism stuff, everybody sits down and then in the in the rustling and sitting down, everyone getting adjusted at the beginning, some guy just yells out at pastor and it's like, I love your fucking shoes. The pastor adds, like, takes it, redirects it, and it's like, that's what this church is about, man. Like, what's your name is Anthony. So Anthony, like, I'm glad you're here. And then you can tell by the initial outburst and like because then he shortly thereafter like everyone like starts typing for Anthony and gets like something's off with them. He's on the spectrum of some sort. He's like not 100% there at least. It's like my thought was like, okay, he's just he's doing his thing. And then Ed turns it on its head and it's like, I appreciate you love your brother. But if you get a, restrain from the profanity, appreciate it going on, doing a service, doing his thing. And then he gets to talking about the Pharisees and Jesus talking to the Pharisees, and Jesus was breaking bread with sinners, and how that was kind of looked down upon. And then the Pharisees were kind of hypocritical. And then Jesus was pointing out their hypocrisy. And, I think it's the same guy in the audience, like, yells out in agreeance, but he yells out bullshit! Like, that's bullshit. And there was and again, was like, okay, man, like, I'm gonna need, like, who's who brought you today? Who's man is this? Who's responsible for this guy. Who's who's let him do. This? He's like, could you what's going on here, man? He's like, okay, you brought him. And then yeah. Anthony yells out, it's like, something to the effect of like, come in here. Saved my life today. Or like, you saved my life today. And then Pastor Ed responds, he's like, oh, are you homeless or houseless? Whatever. And he's like, yeah. It's like, oh shit. The room deflates. It's like everyone is like, oh fuck, you can feel it on Ed, too. It's just like gravity dropped and then I think, I think maybe in that interaction he maybe even says he was going to, like he was on the brink of suicide like that day before he had come to that service. So it's like that whole story was like just foreshadowed with Pastor Ed talking about that. And then like it was also kind of foreshadowed whenever he initially, like, yelled out the beginning of the service about issues and then he yelled out again at the end. And then like, there was part of like after after it all happened or it's continue on more or less was like, yeah, I was I was suicidal before coming into the service. And then pastor, I was like, who brought you? The guy who brought and raised his hand name was Michael, brings it up on stage, talks about the story of how he how Michael crossed paths with this gentleman, Anthony, and brought him to church.

But Anthony, listen to the service at the 8: 58:20

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But it was a little bit late, and then he decided to go to the 10: 58:23

00, listen to the service, was heading home, sees a homeless lady, decides to try to bring her some food, goes and picks up some water. Burger heads back, try to chops it off, but she can't. Or he can't. We can't find her. And then looking for her, there's a U-turn. And then he meets, sees Anthony and then gives him the food, starts talking to him, breaking bread. And then Anthony starts inquiring about what is what is this looking like, what he's doing. He says, oh yeah, I just got done with the men home. Just go finish up a church. And then Anthony was was, expresses interest is like, oh, I went to a church. That sounds awesome.

They say something to ABC, the 12: 59:01

00 service, and then all this takes place there. He's on stage telling his story, and then Anthony's. Yeah, it's like all this in the room, bro. We're laughing, we're crying, we're shouting. Now people are walking up to the altar. Many people like dozens of people, are like, getting out of their seats and walking up to the to the front of the front of the church and to the altar, dropping off money. And pastor Red, like so many people are coming up, pastor Ed has to like, stop everyone. He's like, just give me a moment, please. Just sit tight. That's one of like, it's a it's hard to it's hard to like, kind of own this moment and like make, make, make this special or like kind of give this the full attention that there's required of, like, what the hell's going on right here with like, everybody kind of moving and getting out of their seats and whatnot. But this whole time, for a minute, I know you want to be a blessing to this man, but it's like, just give us give us a second. And it was just yeah, it was it was a lot. We're laughing. We were crying. It was crazy talk. All that shit was going, So yeah, he foreshadowed it in the beginning with the story of the guy who was suicidal and came to CBC and got baptized, and he's like, that's the reason why we have the whole choir loft. Everybody's filled up. We're all cheering because we're going to celebrate the one. And that was what the whole sermon was about, was celebrating the one who repents. He's like, all of hell is all of heaven. Celebrates for the one sinner who repents. Oh, or more than someone who does not need repentance. It's like, that was like the whole sermon series and then talks about that with the the baptism. And then he also our gospel kind of gets foreshadowed whenever Anthony initially yells out about issues and then he like, calls them out later on after he yells at them again. So it's bullshit. It's like, who's mans is this? And then it was like, I was so glad that he'd yelled out, or, you know, I'm saying, because if he hadn't yelled out in the beginning or at the end or like at all, it's like it would've just been another to not the other service. And we were just like, it would've been great because he was going off. He was he preached about like 75%. But then he stopped the last quarter. And then we had that conversation with Michael and kind of figured out what was going on. And it was crazy. And then we kind of ended on that note, and we're like, celebrating the one because, like, it just like happened in front of us. It was like the service, like came to life. It was fucking crazy. That's crazy bro. That's fire bro. Bonkers bro. Yeah, dude, pressure at somewhere has to be like. Fucking. Like when Michael Jordan hits that. Shot, he's just like. Just fizzle. Bro. No bro. That's it bro. You know. It was insane. It was the craziest thing I've ever seen. And then, you know, talking to guy on call about it the next couple days Monday and Tuesday there's like that. It was fucking crazy bro. I was like, yes, maybe. God visited your house. Yeah. I was like, what a service to go to those those guys first time there. Oh my god. So I was just. Like while it was all happening, I was like, this, this guy's first time here too. He's going in. He's going in this just like. Come watch Michael Jordan play. He's like my favorite players. Like, okay, I'll go watch him play. He drops 80 or shoes. Come on. Dude that's that's what. We said. Like what if the what if Jesus was coming back on the eclipse? You know what I'm saying? We said that in the last podcast and I'm saying, like, if I had to. Do it, they're like, well, yeah, he was in the room. That's what I'm saying. That was some shit fire, dude. Yeah. It doesn't get better than that. Literally came to life this when we came to life. Like it was crazy. As a pastor, you're preaching to these people hoping that they take some of it into their life with them so that. Yeah, it's like right. Here, right? Yeah. This is it. Like a lightning bolt? Yes, bro. That guy I think I was who's. Putting a. Homeless person in their car. Yeah. Who going to three church services on Sunday, dawg. Dude, holla at a bro. Like that guy's going to. Shout out Michael, I no idea what your last name is, but you my. Dog, man. My dog bro up bro. That look go to that guy that. I look up to that guy. That guy goes. Hard. I don't know if he would call me his brother. You know, I'm sound like I respect him. That's what I. Say. That's fire. Yes, man, that was absolute holy man. That's it. That's working. Hey, can I get a tattoo of that? Yeah, bro. How do I eat that in the cookie? That's like. They're like, what? Charged my hot block on Sunday. I was like, oh, shit, bro. I'm like, I'm home and a at a fucking dangerous, fucking angelic. Dangerous place, bro. Like the cats demons are pissed. Yeah. I was like, oh, we can't even get near him right now. Like we can't even get close. Oh. Just fuck fucking. Oh. That whatever that is, bro. That's opening Daniel Grand. You know what I'm saying? Just fine through. Jesus, bro. Like I'm. Saying. Bro. Yeah, I know everyone in that service. Oh, that was like, probably close to, like, a couple thousand people there. At least a thousand. 1000 plus, bro. That all of us were just fucked up. Just laughing and crying like fully bro. Like everyone. It was so crazy. It was. It was some shit. Shout out to CBC. That's my shit. Heard that I heard that. Roger that.

I listen to the 2: 1:03:49

00 service. And it was he like, alluded to it, but it was like. It's funny, like hearing him now or like remembering it now.

After I've heard what happened at 12: 1:03:57

00, he, like, doesn't even know how to talk about it. There's like doing just as regular service more or less. And like, but he mentions it, he like kind of briefly tells a story, like like you said, like almost like how you did it, you kind of like tells a story like that. And then he's like, so it was crazy, man. It's crazy. But like in a. Job I was working for God. I mean, working I'm witnessing. Are you testify? I told y'all. All in a Jay Z voice. You. He doesn't use profanity like that. But just doing my best Jay impression. That's fire. and then proceeds to do his whole sermon. You know, that's awesome. It was cool. It was good. I know he was shook. Had to be, had to be, had to had to be like, that's oh, it was so like it was so just perfect. It was a perfect. For from a pastor's perspective too. Like, you know. You could only that's like a dream, you know what I'm saying? I'm almost like it was that fake, like part of me. It was. So perfect. I thought it was like it could it be scripted? It was like part of my mind. But that thought entered my matrix. Yeah. I was like, could it be. I was like, I highly doubt it. I highly doubt it. Yeah. There's no way. Right? We kind of trust Pastor Ed as an authority to like, not do that, you know what I'm saying? Like, yeah, I think he'd say that's corny. Like, I'm not going to lie to these people. Yeah. No, we don't need the theatrics. No. What? No, we. Don't need that. The actual. God working on. Obviously. Just give him time, bro. Yeah, that's fire, bro. Gas. The gas is. The gas is of services that I probably ever been. If I had to throw it out, that's gotta be top five ever. Like it's up there like that's. It was crazy, bro. Crazy. I'm telling you, that hour, however long that shit went down, I know they have it recorded somewhere. They had the live stream, every one of them. So they got that somewhere they could just. That's like a Google go viral. It's a golden ticket. That's what I'm saying. So that's saying that's pure art. Art that is art that God's an artist. Perfectly done. Well. I feel my whole room boom, boom that happened. And there just hearing about it. So I gotta testify. I gotta be a witness. Yeah, I told like, 2 or 3 people that were telling all y'all. Just. That's. It was gas. So testify real quick, cuz I sure it was gas. Incredible. Incredible, dude. I mean, yeah, this whole podcast has been about more or less God, the whole time. We try not to geared toward church every time, but that's just the nature of life in my opinion. It's part of my matrix, part of my life, my weekly, my weekly circuit. You know. It's fire, bro. It's it's like, you know, an axiom that we were like, oh, something happened. Well, yeah, that I was thinking about it. And I remember try to be as Christlike as I can because of all these reasons. And then, you know, it got better. It's like, that's going to be a lot of our stories, you know what I'm saying? Unfortunately or fortunately, I guess what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I don't know why I'm, I'm not worried about dissuading people at all, but you know. We were talking I talk. Yeah, when I heard Carol and Kyle were going to church, it was guys first time I'm like, that's gas, bro. Gas. Anybody doing that kind of pick, the better go to dog gas. It's awesome man. He he he he. Yeah. That had me hyped up like almost more than the service. I was like, there's more witnesses here. You know what I'm saying. Because if you watch it yourself, it's just like one thing that I have multiple sources of like that was absolutely insane. That was a miracle, right? You saw you saw that miracle. Yeah. Yeah, I saw it. So, like. Okay, cool. I'm not insane. I'm not trippin. That's. It was crazy. Whoa. I just had a crazy thought, when you said, like, miracle or when you said I looked over and I said, did you see that too? The thought that populate into my head was when they crucified Jesus. And then the sky turned black, and I feel like everybody was like, are you seeing this guy black right now? Like, am I trippin or did we just kill the Son of God? Like, it was obviously like the complete opposite of that, what you were experiencing, right. But I was then the eclipse just happened, right? That was like maybe. On an eclipse, bro. God were working. Oh, no. No. But seriously, like, oh God. We talked about everything is like perfect rhythm. That's the other thing I wanted to say earlier, but for a. Ten minute span, right? Wouldn't that be fucking haunting? That's crazy. If that's what happened. Like, when did you kill Jesus? Allegedly. Right, I saw it if that's what happened, because, like. Yeah, that it was a ten. Minute span of just darkness. Imagine if that. Oh, wow. That'd be crazy. Or I guess that that's what's in told the story. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I, we we experienced that. Yeah I would be dude that. Feeling was eerie. Like if you had done something terrible. Those things coincided. Yeah I see what you're saying. And then it just like, cause the sky just turns black. You know what I'm saying? Like, holy fuck, dude. Like, it would be like, you know, like a bomb in your chest. Or like, yeah. Obviously the wrong choices made here. Yeah I like holy jeez. Like I ain't never seen them. Sorry. So sorry. There's a god for sure. Like he's pissed. Oh my God. You know what I'm saying. Yeah. Yeah that's. Crazy bro. They put in perspective like that. Oh because what I wanted to say earlier too is like God, just way bigger than, like, any choice that you could make, like, ever. Like you can't like anything that you could try to make happen. It's like it could just be like, not even a blink of an eye for God to, like, make that happen for you. If that is like, like asking, you shall receive right? Like knock on the door will be open into you. Like, there's not a lot in this world that God won't provide for you. If you like, pray for it. Set your intention on it like be patient, loving with yourself. I think. Try to align and align your intention with God's will to the best of your ability. And that's just like why you speed, right? Yeah. So like that's what I'm saying is like sometimes we're really we're trying hard to do something in our life that's like, that's not even the game that we're playing here, you know what I'm saying? And also if it was like for you, God would just like, do it, bro. Like it wouldn't be. Sometimes I'm thinking a lot of these decisions and days are like make and break based on like what I can do in my own realm of like my reach of things. It's like it's just not that's not even what's going on here at all. It's like a frequency game, like I'm trying to be my best self. I'm trying to be the brightest version of me every single day. I'm trying to, like, be a good Christian. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah, I think that comes with that. I. Yeah. Another verbiage I think I was just thinking about now is the aligning of yourself with God's will or whatever that is, like the, the optimum idea timeline. The thing that resides outside of your thinking. Because we're limited creatures with our thinking, we only know so much and have access to so much information. So with all that information you have, you build your desired outcome or like you're what you're aiming for, what you're looking at, but that's that's limited, you know, or it's like your favorite food. You haven't tried all the food that exists. You know. so it's like the only you only know so much. Yeah. It's like you only you know your favorite food right now. Like, based on all the information, all the food you've ever eaten. But maybe that's something that's outside of your current scope of what's food that you would like better. We don't even know what it is. You have no idea what it is. Yeah. So I think that's kind of like the surrendering your will with God's will. And like, hopefully you're able to align those two things. If you do that, then you'll be able to hopefully seek the kingdom of God, God's will, but also have your striving, your aims, you know? Yeah, try to align the to to the best of your degree, but surrender ultimately because yeah, maybe we're not here to get what we're trying to get. Maybe we're here to something else. I don't think it's in your heart. If it's truly in your heart, it's there for a reason. In my opinion, that's what defines you. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? you just have to have like discernment to understand like what's, you know, what's God and what's the devil I guess, like what's, what's pure good and what's like disseminating from your negative emotions versus what's of like transcending about your positive emotions. and then understanding you do like in the middle of those things. So you have to like, skew it. You have to like, bring the better sides of yourself out and taper off the worst sides, you know? Yeah, it's part of human experience as being. Like incorporate balance, right? Yeah. Understanding. It's rough out here being a human. It's tough. Well yeah it's tough. And it's also God's will. Like that's I was just thinking about that. I was like, God's will is like, sometimes I have this feeling of like God's will. Sounds like maybe he's just a really strict teacher. So maybe do a bunch of homework and like, maybe keep my room clean and, like, we're not gonna have any fun like that. That's like a childish in, visualization of what God's will was to me at one point in my life. But then I just realized right now, like, I don't even know what those are. Just words like, what do we talking about? God's will? Like, what is that idea? What's what would God? Well, first of all, if it's God's will, I guess I'm praying it to be done. But like also, he could just like do that. It's his will. I think it's scary because it's not our will. I have free will and God's will. Like. What about my will? You know, like. I still got some of. That. I think that's the separation. Like if you could identify like God's will would be like, you know, your actual favorite food. Yes. I think that's what it is. I think it's your will like your will. Plus. Yeah. You got the freemium version of Will, bro. It's like not that good don't you. A premium well I'm like. Yeah dude I think that that's what it is. And then it's just you literally like, I don't want to try sushi. I like chicken nuggets. Like bruh. Sushi's guess like, this is Wagyu sushi. I don't even you even know what this is, dude. Like. Come on. Yeah. And it's like, how do you find that? You fucking, you know, Chi, he gets a job as a bar back and he works hard and plays a political game, does whatever he has to do, gets promoted to a bartender or, you know, tries to be a good trainer, you know, tries to get on top of the things he's bad at and then, you know, take some stuff to church and, you know, it's like, man, man's like this. That's like, that's what it that's all. I don't know what is going on his other side of his matrix or the other sides of his life. But from what I can see, that's like all you can do. That's that's all we've got here in this life. You've got 24 hours to try to fucking. Lord will be done. Like it's a tough. Task, you know? Cind. Yeah. Abundance, prosperity. I think that's God's will, right? Right. And most of that costs, it costs. You gotta fight entropy. You gotta fight laziness. You gotta fight stillness. And you gotta go work a hard job, work hard hours. Do something difficult. Yeah. Part of our natural inclination. Yeah. Fight your natural inclinations. Like your natural human instincts to conserve energy and be lazy. And to not want to do and to not want to stress or stressed like, oh. The stress yourself. The stress yourself is real. Physically. Mentally. Yeah. Emotionally. Whatever. Yeah. Why would you do that? It's like, because sitting in the sauna makes me harder. Because I need to be callous, broke. And even harder than life. You'd be a warrior king in a in a past life. Do like. There's not a lot of people just. Sitting in the hot rocks coming out like. Batman motherfuckers. So I can lead these people. Like, I don't think people will. Probably everybody. I mean. You know. I think there was I think people were doing that back in the day. Plato and stuff. Yeah, yeah, the. Hard motherfuckers, they were sitting in the sweat lodges and jumping in the fucking. The icy rivers. Yeah, the icy lakes. That's fire. They would do it and know that it was respectable because of how hard it was to fucking do. I just had a grand idea. Okay, well, there's probably maybe let's say we're fucking, you know, back in the day. Okay. Long time ago when some kind of warrior tribe. Right. Love it. Maybe a warrior kingdom. We don't know what the past life is like. Yeah. But I bet there's a five year span there. That's fucking premium. Experience. But we're just. We're making a run. We're on a sick run, a warrior run. The prosperity of the is thriving like in Viking times, let's say, like, you know, every time you have to go to war, you're winning like the fucking the 300. Just just dominating for like five solid years. It just everything is awesome. But the. Rest of that life sucks ass. Like the beginning. The before, you know, after. Yeah. Just walks away. What? Hopefully you just died. Hopefully, if you're lucky, the lucky ones just died. Yeah. No. Yeah. Those existences were probably like. That's the thing, right? You never want to go back to the past like that because the, you know, no bathrooms, no lights. Don't fucking showers, no fucking food. Like no H-e-b, no fucking phones. Dude. No water. But but if. You and your tribe will really fall in and y'all just trained all the time, and you fucking sauna at an icy river and a fucking elk and, you know, went to war and won, and you guys just, like, built a kingdom and everything was fire. You guys got yoked up, wrestled every day, fucking trained with sword and spear and arrow. Yeah, I do to be like being a. Conor. McGregor for five years, you know? Yeah, yeah. Maybe you don't want his whole life, but. Then fucking savages back then. But I bet we are. But we had some hard ancestors. Yeah. Going nuts. Yeah. So when I think about the ancestry line, I'm like, man, you know, maybe those guys are 50 years old. And five of those years were lit and the other 45 are pretty fucking terrible, pretty rough. Pretty rough. And then now we're in this existence, we're like, you know, what's our life draw? Everything's pretty decent. We're super blessed. Especially because other sides of the world don't have, like, plumbing and stuff like that. Sometimes big time. Is not poverty in the world. We got a pretty we got a pretty made. We're chillin. Especially here in Texas, bro. Texas is a shit, bro. True. I fuck with Texas. True with Texas. I didn't fuck with Texas as much as I do now. Guess whenever you're younger, you don't really know the proclivities of your state. You're saying? I mean, we were cool always with our boots and. My dicks. In a Texans like, got some hardness to it in general. Yeah. Just. Yeah. Even before or like even aside from politically speaking or like whatever, wherever we stand on issues, policies and how we handles whatever, you know. Yeah. How we handle our citizens. I, our, our citizens handle themselves or whatever in between. Yeah. Yeah. We're, we're it is once. I think we're in that degree. Yeah. That regard I think I fuck with that. Yeah. no quite how quite what that was until I got older. But now I'm like, oh, I fuck with Texas baby. Yeah, for sure, for sure. Yeah. Me too. It's. We got pretty good here. Pretty good here. Dale Rogan's coming to town. Yeah, he's bringing all these comics with them. Just. Hey. It's okay. It's so cool for Austin. Right down the road. So cool. Dude, to be, like, a cultural hotspot. The best comedy in the world going on down here right now. That's awesome. That's amazing. Fucking awesome. Dude. Be watching like, you know, fucking. Like the New England Patriots and living in New England. You're like fucking down the street from Foxboro. You're like dude the best football in the world getting played right here. Right over. There. Sunday after Sunday. It's just right here. Happens championships. Yeah. It's how the Spurs probably heard of San Antonio. How to feel the Spurs. You know what I'm saying. Like yeah anytime you're like a culturally relevant pop in place. Like that's. Cool man. You know yeah. To take pride in that. But we got it made here. Well, I'll have the same thing going on Viking Times anymore. Oh, yeah, it's super nice. It's super nice. Have infrastructure and fucking schools and it's a weird reality, you know. Yeah. And it all works. Somehow. The lights turn on, the toilet flushes. Thank God that's corporations, right? That's America's corporations run. Corporations are everything is a corporation that is not going to let this fail. Yeah. Who owns all the waste management? Who owns all the electrical power companies, water companies? Who runs all that shit? You know, every city, every every state have their own. Didn't a jersey. The waste management was a mob for sure, right? That's what separates the franchise. Yeah. So that's the IT reason I know that. But but wealthy wealthy people, you know what I'm saying. It's a it's a racket in the sense where like it's a monopoly. Like. Yes. Yeah, yeah. There's only so many companies that own like everything. Yeah. Like Disney. Disney is one of those companies crazy. They only everything. That's what that's that's what the rich people are. Some rich people just pursue. The more is more, it's more, it's more, it's more for what? Like. For what you purposes. Oh, Justin, I don't fucking I don't even know how to address that question. You would think, What is enough? What is it? Enough, kid. You know, Walter White, bro. This. Get your 700 K and get at whatever it is. Not even get it out. But it's, I guess I don't know, is I just like a human nature. Just always wanted to be more and more and more and better and better and better. Partially, yeah. Partially. Like our DNA needs that. Right? This as a species. But individually it's like, man. Yeah, well what's what's because I guess now I guess others corporations. Yeah. I'm saying stockholder because you have your, your when you're a publicly traded company now you have other people betting on you and putting their money on you. So I need to like, pay them back and pay them dividends and make sure your company is returning more money every year. Yeah. Because if you don't return more money every year or make more money every year. The corporation dies, you're gonna. Yeah, you're gonna have to start downsizing, chopping people. Because I don't know. Is there a way to be just like we're at equilibrium, guys, we don't need to hire anybody. We don't need to fire anybody. We don't need to sell anymore. We're good. We're just making this money, this home at this frequency. I don't know if people have ambition. Right, right. So your people are gonna be like. I'm a lot more than that person. Who sell them. More on my. Floor. Who the fuck. Feels like they want to be somebody today? Okay? You want to be somebody, No, but I'm saying, like, I'm. No, I'm. Because at that point, you can't take on any more investors or any more money because that's like how we can't pay you. We only we only have enough. We've we maxed out. We maximum everyone's at equilibrium at all levels of the hierarchy. I custodians are having a good time. Our investors are getting their money. Our managers are good. Our floor people are great. Did you think you. Everyone's fine? Did you ever work in a place of, like that? No. Absolutely not. Absolutely zero. Never. I think a place like that exists. I'm not sure if it does. Right. Why not? Because a human. Damn it! Even if we had. Utopia, we want to change it. jeez, you're right there. Maybe because, like, We think there's more out there. We think we're smart. We think we're. Fucking so. Smart. Do you think. More is going to satisfy. You? Okay. Go ahead. Go get your. More. Let me know when you find more. You're never gonna find more. More is the dragon. Oh, my God, that's a yeah, yeah. We're insatiable for sure. What if it's, Part of our human, human nature? Sorry. Go ahead. like, inflation happens, so steady is never steady. Okay? We're always in decline. Yeah. Yeah, right. The dollar's always getting devalued day by day, right? So maybe, like, a corporation has to be trending upward just to fight the natural. Yeah. Natural inflation is like what, like 3 to 5% or like 2 to 2 to like. That's one like. That. Let's say 4%. Okay. 3%, whatever the fuck it is. Just every day or every year. Sorry. Yeah. That means you're going to have to have 3% growth in your company per year, guaranteed to maintain. You exist, so you just die. Yeah, well, we can't just. Be at equilibrium ever. Yeah. I guess the only equilibrium is just the same rate of increase with the same rate of inflation. One of this 3% per year getting stronger. Yeah. We can't. We're just not even all. The time. Yeah. Not even losing. Here's the only thing is also let's say you are at equilibrium. Let's say you have 3% growth to match 3% of the client every single year. Every single position's happy. Okay, okay, good. And then another place opens up across the street. What? Over the base. The same product. Okay. That's what this one. No, it's. They do it in my block in a way. Google way. And, and they take something you're fucking you're, you know, you're bugging the market. Yeah, yeah. You're breaking shit. Okay, okay. Assuming these assholes have kneecaps. Oh my God. Right, right. So there's that. Oh my God. Okay. No. Fuck fuckers. Dude. Oh my God. Oh I don't know that. Handle that. Yeah. So I guess what I'm saying is there's a competition in the marketplace. Yeah, that's a fucking economics. A little one, bro. Capitalism. Yeah, I bless America. Yeah. A company that does that. And then they're making more money so they can, they're making more profit. So they cut their margins. They offer, they cut the corner and I cut the corners. But do whatever they got to do to offer a similar product for less money and make more margin on it so they can make more money. They pay their employees more money, and then they're going to steal my employees and I'm out of business, dude. Fuck dog eating dog. Yeah, unless I could come up with a better product or better customer service or some something that's better about it. At that point you're going to have to fucking invest. Money market wins, you. Know what I'm saying? Yeah. So that equilibrium idea is kind of beat up by someone who's in your competition. It's like being a man kind of. Yeah, fuck, man. It's just the nature of competition. That's the nature of a dominance hierarchy. Fuck yeah. We exist in these frames. It's fucking crazy. damn story dog out here. What's up. There? Christ. I'm like, what's the answer to that? Oh, yeah, they killed him. I guess what I'm trying to say when I say that. Like, ultimately, like in the pursuit of being Christ, like, it seems like we're still existing in the dog eat dog world. There's a way to transcend it, you know? But that's the nature of the beast. Yeah. Fuck. Separate. Well, that's how. Hit you. That's real. I gotta go tend to Plato school. Yeah. If anything, I'll get it in real quick. If you listen to this podcast. Thank you. Because, you know. Fuck with job. Sometimes the views in the pods are humbling. 24 views like Kobe did on some of those. but if you want that 24, it's fire. Yeah, I think it's the best podcast in the world. We love you. Best friends in the world. This is it. Witnessing. We can't be some shit. Yeah. You guys are the best friends. You guys are going to have some shit to say. Yeah. I used to watch that podcast when there was, like, literally 24 people watching that podcast. Best friends in the world. We're going to give you all some shit to say. Let's get some. Shit to talk about. Stand all those conversations. Yes. Come on, let's go. What music. Come in. We're going to go to the studio today. Actually. Yes. Well you can't stop. Grab an ox. Voice manager 30. Eight. Yeah, you know that shit? Alive's going off. We're going off. Finna get it in. Have a great day. Get it in as well. Let's fucking. Look in. This is the miraculous. This. Rolling through the city to the light. Yo I really ain't no telling where we might go I just this with jump in my soul balance. I'ma respond when I go.

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