052 Finding Duality from Adversity with Inaya Oakroot - Part I

In this episode, we delve into the transformative journey of Inaya Oakroot, who shares her profound experiences of overcoming life's adversities to embrace a state of divine duality.

Inaya recounts her challenging path, marked by a painful and expensive separation from her husband. Despite the weight of these trials, she found within herself the resilience to not only endure but to transcend.
Furthermore, Inaya opens up about the heartbreaking loss of her best friend, who battled schizophrenia and ultimately succumbed to suicide. Through the depths of grief, she discovered profound insights about the complexities of mental health and the enduring power of compassion.

Join us as we explore the intersection of resilience, spirituality, and personal growth with Inaya Oakroot, as she shares her remarkable journey towards finding harmony amidst life's most trying moments.
Stay tuned for part 2 where she talks in great detail about her work with a refugee camp in Sweden.

You can find her work on:  https://www.oakrootspiritualacademy.com/

Transcript

SPEAKER_02: 0:00

It's like I had to suffer in the beauty in the same time and it's up-leveled me bit by bit to understand life beyond the scene. I will say that new paradigm is divine duality.

SPEAKER_00: 0:17

Hi guys, Jenica here from Multispective and I'm here to share with you a new episode where I interview Inaya who talks in great detail about the multifaceted journey that she herself had been through in her younger years. She found a very spiritual, deep sense of self in which she decided to pursue her spirituality and she talks in great detail about this concept of divine duality. Along with her own personal journey, which has been very, very up and down, she shares a little bit about spiritual Inayah. Welcome to Multispective. I am so, so excited to have you here with us and can't wait to share your story on air with our audience.

SPEAKER_02: 1:21

Thank you so much. I'm so adored to be here and so happy to share

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with

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all of you.

SPEAKER_00: 1:31

Yeah, I can really see this energy healing sort of like vibe in you. And I'm pretty sure our listeners that are watching this episode will get that same sort of vibe. vibes. So we're going to delve right into the whole energy healing and sort of the journey that got you to where you are today. But perhaps, yeah, you can start off by introducing yourself, telling us a little bit about your background.

SPEAKER_02: 1:55

Yeah. Okay. My background is like multiverse because I'm 62, but I started my life with a career already as a 14, as a tennis coach. And I have 30 years of tennis coaching and also participate you know touring a bit with it and uh directly after i passed the 12 original years of school i day one had my own school of you know relearn what's not me so and i started to really just full time together with tennis uh being an artist

SPEAKER_01: 2:38

wow

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and uh well it it it My subject is divine duality, and it's really what I have used all the time, how two subjects or specters can interplay with each other to accelerate the growth of the other and the consciousness within us about it. So that's what I want to share. But after some years or lots of traveling, I had a hidden address after... After my best, best, best friend, she became schizophrenic and had suicide. And I, as I think people does, really accused myself for it. So I gone down into really a black hole. And there I met a man that I felt I can not destroy him because he's already so destroyed. I got a daughter with him. I lived in Argentina. And when I was strong enough, I got strong enough by becoming a chef in the tennis court and had an exhibition in the highest, best art hall. So the confidence made me strong enough to shift my identity to say, no, I'm not, I should not be here and be able to go away from that relationship with my daughter and see her of my life. life with name, economy, everything. Start from zero. And then I was 32. And when I, no, 30, I was 30. And I continued to be an artist during the time with Hidden Address. And with time, I came to work with a construction of a city as an artist and understood that, well, they just wanted, you know, they didn't want anything to happen. They just wanted me to make it a little bit more beautiful. But I wanted it to be a place for people to meet and people to use their interplay with each other. Nothing happens. So I started to work with, instead, I educate myself and took studies to work in the corporate field. As a consultant. So I worked there for 15 years. And during that time, I also got into several boards professionally and had three years in a small team building up entrepreneurship in a university. And I had a refugee camp for four years, also interplaying in the time. And during the time, it came deeper and deeper into the knowledge of the behind behind the scenes and what is really entrepreneurship what is happening and what's just unfolding by our beingness and i start to write books and i start to channel books and the last eight years i've been working with healing as i also healed myself only with sound and minerals so i i had my own genie pig travel

SPEAKER_00: 6:09

you know yeah wow okay there There's a lot, a lot, a lot. You've basically given us your entire story in a nutshell. There you go. The whole story is there. Now we're going to start to sort of unravel this a little bit and unpack this in bits and pieces. I'm very curious though, you started off as a tennis coach. Can you just expand a little bit more on that? What got you into sports? What got you into tennis in particular? And what was the profound sort of understandings you got from tennis?

SPEAKER_02: 6:41

Yeah. First of all, I... I first, when I started as a first half a year, it was like my father said, it's like I didn't know where to hold the racket in the front or in the back. And then it was like a Eureka. And all my life is like a metaphor. When I understand the metaphor of it, it's just there. So I was the best in the club at once when I just understood tennis. I always loved it. And then, you know, it's it's like this sport holds everything it holds totally awareness in the strike when you strike it and then totally wide angle seeing of the movement of the court of everything and your body moves with it and you have totally strategy how to take your different steps into it and you know after coaching first I was headhunted by a coach to be a tennis coach. And then the more I do it, I see that it's personal development that is occurring when I do it because I see exactly the movement they have naturally and just use them to come into their next level, both as person and as players.

SPEAKER_00: 8:08

Yeah. Can you elaborate a little bit more on that personal development side? What were some of the things you learned about yourself during that journey of your life?

SPEAKER_02: 8:17

Well in the same time I worked as an artist I didn't have any art studies but during the time I also had lots of work first as illustrator and then as making clothes for artists and I had several exhibitions and you know when I had one time where I should do some drawings for a showroom. I had to make fur to make it exactly as it looked. And I understood more and more that I had to be the fur to be able to make it realized. And in the same time, I understood from the tennis that if I embody being the strike in the tennis, all my muscles will So it's an interplay with duality. It's two fields and that interplay made new experiences available and more and more excitement about life, about creation.

SPEAKER_00: 9:33

Yeah. I wonder whether this is what makes a person a master or a champion in a sport or in any kind of activity, you know, anyone that ever joined a sport. Yeah, I think it's two big things to

SPEAKER_02: 9:58

enter. First of embodying it, and then next to master the level of friction, you know, to have no friction. and all power into their activity. You know, when you see a person who runs 60 meters or 100 meters, you can see that flopping face and all their muscles. And they're so, so fast because they have no contradiction to their

SPEAKER_00: 10:37

movements. In a way, what I'm getting from this and even life in general, because this is a very philosophical kind of Yeah, it's just that flow state, right? That state of being in that trance where you no longer, you let go of your ego self and you let go of what your muscles or your mind tells you it should be. You know, dance is a beautiful example of this as well, because, you know, when you're first introduced to a type of dance, you're like, okay, my body is not used to kind of moving in that way. So you're rigid, you're off beat, you're off the rhythm. But then when you like, and maybe it starts off with developing the skills. Yeah. Once you kind of understand what are the skills needed, then you can start to kind of really assimilate with that kind of style and your body kind of moves more naturally in that state, almost to the point where even when you're walking, if you're learning, like if you're learning ballet, it almost you start tiptoeing around because that just you start prancing around in your general day. And I have to say this, even as a podcaster, my whole life has been whole language has changed over the last few years of podcasting because I went from speaking how I speak to with my friends to learning the styles of podcasting and then now that is me I am it it is me right

SPEAKER_02: 12:01

yeah yeah sounds so beautiful and right and I think everyone has their way coming there because we are different much in our brain and in our voice and everything. But it's absolutely this feeling of existence of what we are doing that it can come when we just surrender to it. I think the most important thing is to surrender and then we see. We can surrender our worldview, our identity, anything that we thought about it. The rhythm comes in. The wisdom comes in, everything comes in because we have the intention to do it.

SPEAKER_00: 12:50

I love that. So what made you then decide to leave this field and enter the corporate world?

SPEAKER_02: 12:57

Well, the thing is that I never left. I had the three in the same time as an artist, as hidden address that is really an occupation in itself. I And I mean, there were so many trials to learn society. It taught me society that I didn't know. So it's such a teaching in being in that space. And I was with the art and I entered the field of a cooperative field. And then I had, you know, I had income from my tennis. I had my art and exhibitions. And I could just... instead of being full-time in school to learn it, I took half-time studies and lots of it was in my own option of time. And I start at once to just make up works for myself as an entrepreneur. So I started day one with starting to make concepts and different things. And as also with the art and the tennis, made me able to communicate with people in the new field because they had some relation to any of my fields and also to develop them so it's not that I leave one and come to the other it's more divine duality how two counterparts can interplay and make the other alive

SPEAKER_00: 14:40

wow that's really cool so you were basically like making connections from one to another and in a way kind of flowing between and through a variety of different sort of things. Can you tell our listeners a little bit more about divine duality? Because I know you're going to be speaking about this and you'll be bringing it up along the way. So I'd want them to sort of get a bit more of a stronger understanding of what

SPEAKER_02: 15:02

that is. Yeah. As a philosophy, you can see that we have been taught that we are split from source, that the Garden of Eden and where we are We became sinners and we have to understand that the God is outside of us and we must please him because it's a him in that word. And it's mirrored in all our society because we have had school that didn't teach us to listen, but to teach us realities from outside. And our brain is filled with lots of information. that we could have in a more fresh and more straight, accurate way for our personality with learning to use our brain and heart and body system. So divine duality is, I see it as a big bang or a god or whatever we say, tell it or name it. It's an expansion from oneness. And it comes from, the yin-yang energy, as the blackness was the first energy of everything, evolving consciousness. And when consciousness evolved, it started wanting to penetrate the blackness that is full potential and to penetrate their ideas into reality. And there we have a yin-yang field around us, totally everywhere, that makes all our thoughts, our feelings our activities into reality because we live in the material world, in the physical world. So in my teaching about divine duality, we can start to interplay with two opposites of any time, any kind. And for example, we can just see what we blame ourselves for and take in the other counterpart, the forgiveness. And we can pure experience just experience how part by part of what we hold in our body that makes friction in our body start to resolve and we get released so it's one way of using duality but also all the seven emotions that we humans have are there to elevate shadows to light so we can instead of saying that we don't want duality in the world, I will say that new paradigm is divine duality where we use the shadow for the light, where we can see how we can interplay between counterparts and elevate consciousness and life force in so simple ways.

SPEAKER_00: 18:48

Wow. Very technical, very deep, but also I can see so much beauty in what you're saying. So what I'm understanding as well is sort of like using the emotions that exist within us in a way that helps us to find sort of more of a enlightenment, not enlightenment per se, but to find our path using our emotions for balance, that yin and yang that you're talking about, and actually kind of embracing that side of the human existence in order to be able to see ourselves in the full realm of what we can potentially

SPEAKER_02: 19:26

Yes. And again, this way of surrender to a new world. That's why I often use meditation because meditation makes our mind, body and heart integrated and there we can take in new, our newer pathways start to open up. We just have clear water also. But the surrender is so interesting because when we surrender to make life force go through us without control, it's actually amplify our individuality instead of the opposite. If we get loose of what we think that we are and let vital force run through us with source consciousness, our individuality are born and accelerated and our peace in the puzzle in the world will take place.

SPEAKER_00: 20:29

How did this come about to you?

SPEAKER_02: 20:30

Yeah, well you see that I have all the range of experience in my life. So I think that I've been sniffing in all the corners to understand life on earth. And of course the healing journey of myself from being in the deepest black hole and to understand how to up level part bit by bit and totally be in the present and not feeling that I want to be somewhere else but feeling the pure light in next step that it's I just like view and vision what I saw in front of me and was in of the beauty so it's like I had to suffer in the beauty in the same time and it's up leveled me bit by bit to understand life beyond the scene.

SPEAKER_00: 21:32

Do you think that it took having a bit of an artistic and creative side of your brain being much stronger for you to be able to see that? Do you think a person who's very logical and very scientific, do you think that they can have that ability to see the world in this way?

SPEAKER_02: 21:50

They have. I think that the interplay that I had was very good. for coming to experience it and teach it to others. And because I have been through it, it's so much easier for me to enter it from anyone in their circumstance. But absolutely, I feel, you know, using my... The art is being in the metaphor. It's being in the magic. You know, when you sculpt your head, when you are sculpting a bit in the side of the head, you must see the backside. Otherwise... The proportions will be wrong. So it starts to be a vision beyond, you know. And, of course, also tennis is physics. So because I was a teacher and a leader all the time, I had to use my conscious mind combining with my body. And so I think it's very important that we have in the school or wherever we are in life that we combine some physical– and with our all work with so much in our left brain consciousness and even though we don't combine them yet to have them and start to make them live in ourselves to have some physicality and to just try experience beauty you don't have to be an artist but maybe to listen to music to amuse different this right hand side of our hemisphere in the

SPEAKER_03: 23:33

brain

SPEAKER_02: 23:34

it's open up for it and also in my retreats I have so much of this interplay with the word view and starting to renew our sensory system to be able to create our lives

SPEAKER_00: 23:53

that's really interesting can you tell me a little bit more about your friend. When your friend was diagnosed with schizophrenia, the effect that it had on you and again, the new revelations that you had during that period.

SPEAKER_02: 24:09

Yeah, I was 26 and we had traveled the world. We have been interrailing for five years, five summers and, you know, being tight since we were eight years. And because she and I start to know each other when we were eight years We built our houses together. It's like one brick of my house came from a brick from her house. When people are very close to each other, they are interrelated in a lot of ways. And when she started first with being depressive and came deeper into schizophrenia, We didn't know that it was this sickness, but every time when she was in the level of losing her mind of the word that we see as the same word, she called me. And I already, when I spoke to her, saw her next level of rash or next level of not existing in this world so her schizophrenia made itself I had my life and I could hold my stableness but still I was also going in to understand the schizophrenia inside me so it was a horrible time and when she then made suicide in the hospital behind herself with her belt it's like I understood that first I was totally falling apart I was like a wet spot in there not the human body and it's like my human body just gets water and I had my birthday 26 years birthday six days later and I knew that this is new life I am zero now I have to restructure my life and when I I saw, you know, when I tried to see who she really was, if I start to reestablish my view of who my friend was, because it was so different. And when I did it, it's like the bricks of her in me just turn away and I got zero. Because it's like all my house was crashing with her. I think people can relate to that. And then when you reschedule reality that is really inbuilt in you it's like you have no stable ground any longer

SPEAKER_00: 27:01

yeah yeah no that's really really difficult and I can I can sense that you are really quite an empath because even when you were talking about like her going through this schizophrenia it was like you were experiencing it to an extent as well just by the mere fact that you were so close to her and around her all the time you could see every step of that process it's like you were learning and again And kind of getting into that state a little bit with her. So it's a very empath kind of feeling. And the fact that you really feel not only the physicality of other people, but you feel so deeply for sports. You feel so deeply for the emotions you experience. You know, you feel every brick is something that really stands out to you. You know, the fact that you felt like a drop of water in your body. It's like a very physical kind of manifestation for you. Would you say that that's helped you or hindered you in your life?

SPEAKER_02: 28:44

Well, it made my life. It created my life. And creation is always an interaction with duality. So, well, I love my life as I have. And And what I can say about this time, first of all, my brain during the night, it made a totally puzzle, a genius puzzle, as a zipper with different codes and different mathematic codes to make me sane and not get into the insanity. And well, also, during all my time, when I had all this suffering, pain in inside, I also have established connection to my higher self. So it was one self that looked at the other all the time. I lived my life here on earth, but I wasn't without connection. So I always had, you know, someone telling me how to heal myself. Someone that's showing me, oh no, this is just, you know, a messenger of darkness when all the word things happen in my life I can say okay I see you I see you beyond I see the darkness beyond and I will not participate with you I will just see the small spot of light it was like a decision you know and so it's such a power coming in to help us when we are in our worst time scenarios

SPEAKER_00: 30:32

yeah how is it that with your friend who Her experience of, because I guess typically when we understand schizophrenia, it's, you know, the hearing and experiencing of an outer voice, an external voice. However, the difference is you were feeling the divine voice. You were feeling the higher power versus what she was experiencing was very clearly schizophrenia. So can you just sort of, yeah, can you tell me how the two are different and how did you come to understand? understand that the two experiences were not interlinking

SPEAKER_02: 31:09

oh well you know it's it's it's not only have visions of different other things it's losing ableness to understand time and space okay so it's it's it's losing understanding what's tomorrow what's tomorrow existing what's past tomorrow everything it's losing and she asked me to into her dimension that we have been in so many dimensions before and she wants me to come with her and you know I said oh no I'm sorry I want you to come to mine but it's so much more than having different visions because it's so much aggressivity and it's so much it's like she knew you know she told me when And when she was a bit, you know, it's going up and down, the schizophrenia. And when she was a bit more better in her health, she asked me to stay away from her because she wants to kill me. And, you know, she exploded before she came to the hospital. She exploded and totally half killed her parents and, you know, teared them. home their home apart it's such a power they have such the people who are in this state are so much in power all that power is out of friction in the other side of what we want you

SPEAKER_00: 32:52

see I Yes, I definitely agree. I see the difference. But to someone who doesn't quite understand or believe in this would persist with the questioning of, okay, what about if you just surrendered to those voices and that power that you're experiencing in what we call what our world has defined schizophrenia, but What if that is a higher voice that is inside of them that they're just surrendering to? Why is one considered to be losing their state of mental stability versus the other lifting a person to another kind of... And also what you're hearing is more like guiding. It's more like a guiding sort of force in this is how you can heal and this is how you can see the world in a fuller sense versus the other side, which is just a darker kind of message.

SPEAKER_02: 34:23

that in my experience with my friend, it was starting with depression. And the depression is just seeing the darkness. To see only what is not light. Stop to see any light. And then you are one part of yin yang. You start to live in the pure potential that is wide and endless. So for me, Yeah, it's actually really, it's not possible to be there. It's a vast space of potential, but no existence.

SPEAKER_00: 35:04

Right. That's really beautiful put. Yeah, that makes so much sense. Can you give our listeners some practical sort of steps that we can do? You have talked a little bit about that. Say on a day-to-day basis, if I say today, I want to start doing this, what do I need to do to get there?

SPEAKER_02: 35:22

Oh, yeah. Okay. I can take that. one. One would be just start to make a journal and in the journal you will just write when you do something automatic. If you're doing something, you know, like why am I choosing those clothes? Okay, so you ask yourself, okay, and then you can answer, okay, because they are proper for my job. Okay, why do I want to be proper for my job? Okay, because I want to be well seen. Okay, why do I want to be that? Yeah, because I want people to listen to me. Okay, do I listen to myself? For example, but it's a four-level question. Why, why, why? And always when you have something that you just do and don't think about it, it's in your automatic system because it's your subconscious. mind ruling your life instead of your self-control.

SPEAKER_00: 36:29

Yeah, I really like that. And I like the idea of... Yeah, it sounds easy. But then, you know, I've tried this sort of before. Sometimes it gets pretty morbid. I find myself in a place where I'm like,

SPEAKER_02: 36:41

okay. Yeah. But that's also very beautiful with divine duality. Because then you can put it in one hand. If you just first, as I do, when I do it, I always breathe vertical because I integrate my heart, mind, and body. And if you just have your left hand with, oh, am I really this? I am judging that one. You can hold forgiveness in the other's hand and put them together. And you will start to just feel that, oh, all those layers that I carry, I embrace myself. Oh, I have carried all of these with no need and now I'm free from them.

SPEAKER_00: 37:29

I like that. Can you talk to me a little bit where we are getting close to the end, but I do have a few questions. I read on your website, you talked about Akashic Records and sound healing. Talk to me a little bit about that. And I'm pretty sure a lot of our listeners don't know anything about Akashic Records. So how does that sort of play into all of the

SPEAKER_02: 37:52

work that you do? So So I can start with that. We have four lower bodies. Our physical body is a manifestation of the energy that are we. And we have three invisible bodies. That is our mental body, our emotional body, and our energetic. And so has the earth. So all materia with high consciousness have these layers on earth because it's a 3D world of physicality. And because we have this yin-yang energy of interplay, of creating life, it's also, if you see the black that is pure potential, that is all that exists and have been existing. And the white is the consciousness. So it's two halves of the same consciousness. And when they interplay, they start to create life. And the Akashic Records is a play in the outer area of the, what do you call it, the matrix, the matrix of Earth that store all information of whatever have been on Earth and what is now. So everything that we have put out, every emotion, everything is stored there, but it is stored there without form. So it's It's like, you know, it's just formless, endless, nothingness and everything. And when we put our mind, our mind is like a laser and we put a question or our mind into a place in the Akashic records. It's like all these unsorted knowledge come together and we get back the film that was created at that time when we that we visualize. So people who can see it, they actually can see energetically and they translate it into words later. But if you can think about everything, when we die, we dissolve into vastness. And we have a consciousness, of course. We have endless consciousness. But the vastness is holding everything. but without any friction and any form. So, yeah, I don't know if I could explain

SPEAKER_00: 40:31

it more logically. Well, yeah, the way that I kind of see it is kind of goes back to the computer system. All of the data is being stored on some drive somewhere. Yes. It's, you know, endless amounts of data. And there's, you know, I just envision this massive room with, you know, storage spaces everywhere and it's you put in the right kind of algorithm or the right kind of question and it will sort everything out to give you an answer it's

SPEAKER_01: 41:02

perfect it's exactly the same yeah it's just a copy

SPEAKER_00: 41:06

yeah yeah yeah it's like we've kind of simulated what our what our what kind of earth we live in through a system that makes sense and you know I tell this to my students I'm a teacher myself so I tell this to my students as well it's kind of like also the way our the way our brain works it's like we we have little files and folders in our brain and we've we've simulated that on a computer if i need to access something i've just got to dig a little deep try to remember about remember the day or what happened on that day or what the teacher was wearing on that day find some little memory that triggers that that answer that i'm looking for so i can answer the question on my paper in the same way on a on a computer you got to click into the correct folder then into the next folder then into that and you're narrowing down your search until you get to that that file that gives you the answer that you need. And in the same way, the Akashic record kind of works that way too, right? Yeah,

SPEAKER_02: 42:00

yeah. It's exactly the same.

SPEAKER_00: 42:03

Yeah, that's crazy.

SPEAKER_02: 42:06

It's so logical and perfect described.

SPEAKER_00: 42:10

Yeah. It's crazy though, because there are, as you mentioned, there are no real words to give you a very, like a, what word am I looking for? Like a tangent So what you are doing, channeling the Akashic Records, when your client asks you a question, you are taking a message that is not quite in the form of language and you are making language so that it's comprehensible to your clients, right? Yeah. Is that something you would say sometimes you struggle with? Like, how do I put this concept, this idea?

SPEAKER_02: 42:46

Actually, it's also modality. So I have some, I can look up, like we also have like Excel or you know files so I have like Excel files where I can categorize what it is and then come to more and more the story and it's very good because it makes me also trusting that I deliver the right answer and the thing is also that it's so interesting that we can not go into any other Akashic records without their permission because we have our integrity everywhere and we are our own free will and nobody can help anyone if they don't want it so that's also so perfect and when working with it it's also you know it just comes what the person are well well prepared to be able to hear and to energetically transform into new ways of being because the higher self of that person will not give out any information of healing that is not appropriate we are so perfect in connection with everything and you know if we would heal everything at once if I would heal a person or myself at once I will not recognize myself and I will not have any stable ground so we need to take what we are ready for

SPEAKER_00: 44:30

yeah

SPEAKER_02: 44:32

or not by mind but energetically

SPEAKER_00: 44:35

yeah yeah if these Akashic records can read every tiny little detail of a person's past not only in this life their past previous lives what their soul and consciousness needs do you is life destined predestined

SPEAKER_02: 44:52

no yeah Well, no and yes. In my way of perceiving life, our soul has an intention with why coming to Earth and what we want to evolve. Everything in this universe wants to evolve to the next stage of ourselves. And when we have this intention, this intention is really ruling our lives. So as an individual, I can't say that I have full, full will. But my higher self has. So when I have, if I take, if I make a decision that is not from my inner knowing, but because I follow someone else, it's like I come into another lifetime or another lifeline that is outside of what I planned to do and then there will happen things to make me come back to the main energy that I should be in so we have our ability to choose whatever we want but we will be thrown in again back to ourselves

SPEAKER_00: 46:15

I mean it's beautiful but it's also really scary when you think about it because you know often would lead to a person going well then what is that lesson why isn't that lesson presented itself I mean yes when we look back always hindsight is 2020 we see the patterns well like why do I keep coming back to the same issues why do I keep coming back to the same kind of toxic relationship the same kind of abusive relationship I had an abusive father I had abusive boyfriend and now abusive husband why do I keep coming back to that same pattern but again hindsight 2020 right when you're living in sometimes that lesson is just so blurred it's so hard for us to yeah

SPEAKER_02: 47:00

but there are one thing that is so important to understand I feel you know when I clear energy cords and things in the Akashic records or in the energy field what actually what I'm doing is just ending the connection with electricity you know It's like when I went away from my daughter's father. I was trapped home. I was so much in danger physically and physically. But my first decision was to zero my energy so he couldn't reach me. And doing it, I cut my hair. I put brown. I took different clothes when we were in the court together and glasses that I didn't have you know and just to make me another person and energetically neutralize myself and I was able to come out of any of the energies that I had been drawn to before by that so what I want to say with that in one way it's like we always are healing ourselves when we end energetically a story, when we end the story. So also when we put this subconscious and put four questions on why, just knowing it, we start to realize and with that, it's dissolved more or less. And when the story is dissolved, it's off. We have no connection to it any longer.

SPEAKER_00: 48:46

Oh my God, so much to think about here. We do a lot of self-reflecting.

SPEAKER_02: 48:52

Oh

SPEAKER_00: 48:52

yeah. Inaya, last plug-ins. Tell us about your work right now and your book.

SPEAKER_02: 48:58

Yeah, okay, my three books. I think they are in interplay because my first book, This Creative Existence, Unfolding a New Conscious World, it was a deep dive and where I had three years of coming deeper and deeper into the level of existence in my own experience and knowledge. And it was not after... I start to understand that I was channeling it when my pen was going and writing lots of things that I absolutely didn't know. So it was a transcendence in itself to write so I can really tell people, start to journal and do writing and things will happen with you. Anyway, that deep, deep, deep book is so... deep with insights about everything but it's so deep so that people are having a kind of hard time to come through it it's like one day being in one page and one week being in that page

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coming to the next one

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but it has all the energy and it's really fantastic I feel it's my main book and then because I understood that people it was too much for people to come in to to their field I wrote Dream State where you create your life and it's like a film so it's short and more pictures the other also lots of pictures and beautiful but this is more like a short film that you can read in half an hour or shorter but people were just seeing the pictures so then it's Oh, beautiful pictures. So I start to understand that, okay, I have to start to work with the filters around people to be able to reach out with what I feel would be such a gift for anyone that take it. So that was my start to start with doing healing works. My books led me to the sound, to understand that sound It's the core operation and where we really start to create our lives. So I started with it from those books. And the latest book, Unfolding, Awakening Your Pure Potential, it's more a practical book of the same. And the more I work in my retreats or work or holding retreats, meeting people it's also have evolved from that book so it's all in the evolution all the time but it's yeah so my work is a lot you know like speak to you to try to spread it and to heal what needs to be healed to be able to transmute in this crucial time so my work is to take to both teach logically about these filters that we have and how the worldview creates us instead of we creating our worldview if we don't do it consciously and yeah and the healing work is it's so many different layers of healing work that I'm doing very much it's with sound and sound is so important if we see creation from its start Everything starts with sound, like the breath. And from the sound of the breath comes movements and colors. And later in the atmosphere, in the unseen world, it starts to make semantics, the forms of sounds in matter. But it's not matter, but you can see it in matter. It starts to make semantics. And then they start to find each other like atoms and electrons and protons to start to come into more form. And then they come into materia in our Earth. So all our humanity is only these three, four lower bodies, our physical body, our mental body, our emotional body, and energetic body. But we exist in all those different frequencies from source that's why we are connected and can connect to everything we can connect to blade of grass and be the blade of grass and get energy and nutrition from just viewing it we take it in because we are connected with everything that we need actually if we take it from inside so all of these places exist within us all these places from creation that we don't see or contact or can think about. But when we start to be able to see a worldview wider than the present drama around us, the wonder is totally natural for us to get into the wonder of existence and to start to play new roles in life.

SPEAKER_00: 54:45

Very Buddhist in a way. Oh yeah,

SPEAKER_02: 54:48

it is in a

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way.

SPEAKER_00: 54:49

I remember Yeah. And was one with a thought or a feeling kind of

SPEAKER_02: 55:32

like around him. I'm not that bad word, you know. I am another one than you described. I am. So we start to also, in times we need our identity and to really feel proud in our identity. The duality is so important to establish and get loose. Establish and get loose. It's like when I didn't have any money when I escaped because I was also taken away the money from my daughter's father and everything. I was like minus. So I had to use all creativity to manage how to survive with my daughter and to grow my own plants, to find materials to repair the house that I got after some years you know all the creativity and then at a certain level I got like one level more of money and then I had to get loose of all the what I learned from not spending one penny on anything extra you know everything that made me like more contracting when I had to relearn to just do like that with a penny and to give away. And then again, a new level comes. So I think duality is really about claiming a new state and leaving it. Claiming a new state and leaving it again.

SPEAKER_00: 57:42

You've reached the end of part one of Inaya's episode. Stay tuned for part two, which we'll be uploading tomorrow.

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