Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book. I am here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind. We have lost sense of who we are as human beings and frequently misunderstand this experience because of how society has poised us to be unaware of the very thing we live in. In our struggles to find our ways past the traumas that likely began in childhood, we’ve developed a disconnect as we aged that we call by many names – such as, anxiety, depression, and fear. But, it’s simply mental and spiritual discord. Thus, we live chaotic, despair-ridden lives that reflect the chaos and despair within – as within, so without. It’s beyond the time to find and reconnect to our untraveled pathways, and to fully embrace and heal & evolve in that process. Many people have been slapped with clues of their duties here and didn’t recognize them for what they were. Then, they usually follow with some reasoning like, “well, it just wasn’t my time.” The Universe doesn’t have imperfect anything, much less imperfect timing. It can’t give you what you aren’t aligned for, and that slap was only ignored, misunderstood, or refused by you. We have to stop with the excuse of being human when we don’t fully understand what our humanity is or not living fully in the experience, whilst denying the very things we need or desire to have because society tells us to. The pain and trauma we all have endured, with a great majority of it coming from our younger years, were only to help bring us back into ourselves to find our innate strengths; not for us to retreat in weakness from who we truly are. We are to learn from it all. We must, also, accept and love our flaws (while not becoming them) and any trauma that may have created them, so we can move on in life through genuine forgiveness of ourselves and others, mental and spiritual growth, and creating Infinite Sustainability™ on our individual journeys. So, in other words, get your shit together people. The world is waiting on you to finally show the fuck up for it, and yourselves! I am very passionate about humanity being and doing better, and you will hear that passion through histrionics. Messages come to me at any given time so the recordings may not always be superior as I did/will record wherever I am. I am not going to follow how someone else says I should because my every day is filled with that in my professional environments. I will ramble & speed-talk all while discussing many topics, but the main theme will be how those things pertain to the human experience and the mind, and being better at navigating both. I am going to be real and it will always be rooted in truth. Seemingly, truth is missing in this reality simulation because people are too sensitive to look at themselves without deflecting or bathing in the energy of paralyzing fear of others’ judgments that may not even happen. Screw any naysaying, negative hoes. I am, also, not going to follow any rules or complicate any of this, just to sew more confusion like history has shown will lead us willingly off an Everest-sized cliff. Real shit only. Authenticity, brilliance, and love of all will be the order of every day here. If you are put off by a little profanity, go elsewhere at your loss. Everyone else, you will be enlightened and entertained. I know you will enjoy what I bring, even the hard stuff. Lastly, if you enjoy these episodes, share and support this podcast. Thereafter, go buy my damn book already! No need to be late for everything, geez.I apologize for nothing and change only my underwear. Happy listening, my lovlies!
Weaver of My Web
Soul Lessons - Fear
We have a tendency to self-sabotage ourselves then develop immensely paralyzing blockades to growth and well-being that we call fears. For example, some people have a fear of Mondays. Not just the typical, “Mondays,” but high anxiety-fueled fears about a Monday. It’s called lunaediesophobia. Things that give us extreme anxiety or make us relive any trauma gives us the most irrational fears. Going in to the place that gives us the most angst lends to the anxiety or despair we feel as the weekend winds down. We fear facing the negative mental and physical feelings and the torment that these things conjure up. However, we actually have total control of every one of our situations that we actively choose not to control. Sticking with our example, we can’t change our coworkers’ behaviors and habits, and we may not even be in a position to change our jobs in the immediate short term, but we can change our perspectives of/how we deal with it until we find a more pleasurable employment experience. After that work is put in, we will notice the fear of Mondays will fade. We will recognize that that wasted anxious energy could've been focused on maintaining a positive mindset put into changing our circumstances sooner. But, as with any of our experiences, there are lessons in them. Anything that comes in to challenge us is meant to push us in the right direction, and we have to choose the best outlook that's conducive to a healthy mindset and staying on track with living our best lives.
Way too many people claim to be these extremely faithful people when they have all of these fears of every ridiculous thing. We should always remember that when it's our time, there’s nothing we can do to change that. It's, in fact, the only thing we absolutely cannot change in our lives. Thus, we must always live our lives to the fullest, irrespective of fears or anything external that counters that. We have to stop discounting our and God’s potential while living with fake faith. Those who believe in our Creators say they have faith in one breath then will say “but” and spew bullshit in the next. This isn't complete faith. You have to trust what the Universe has in store for you. You can't stop living because of your fake faith and fear. Bolster your faith and strength in upholding that faith. Your phony ass is flat out lying to God and to yourself. Then, will have the temerity to fake pray and genuinely ask why shit isn’t working out for you. Well, were you expecting God to give you what you want when you present Her with counterfeit love? If you unconditionally love yourself, you'll never have excuses, fears, and all the other unnecessary, nonsensical bullshit that people come up with. Anxieties and fears are solely to push us to be better, not to stunt us in our growth and living. So, stop fake being faithful and stop fake loving yourself and God. If everything seems to turn to shit, this is exactly why. So, love Source and love yourself unconditionally as you love the things that are comfortable but not necessarily good.
This verse applies in many places. You will see. Fear is like an ouroboros that lies within itself, and is itself.
“There is no fear in love; but perfect
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