Interlude: Evotion

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. This one is about my experience with my new Evotion chastity device. Here is what  my podcast host's AI says about this episode:

Ever wondered what it's like to commit to a life of chastity, especially in the sweltering heat of Florida? Join me as I recount my deeply personal and transformative journey with the custom Evotion Orion chastity device. We'll explore the meticulous decision-making process that led me to this unique device, highlighting its innovative frenum capture feature that offers security without requiring a PA piercing. From the precise measuring steps to my initial excitement and challenges, you'll get a raw and unedited look into my experiences, including the practicalities of self-locking and coping with physical discomforts like underball burning.

Discover how chastity has become a source of emotional safety for me, especially after negative dating experiences. I'll share my thoughts on the profound sense of security and unexpected pleasures—even at the gym—that wearing the device provides. Despite dealing with the Florida heat and isolation, I remain curious about a long-term commitment to chastity and the emotional solace it offers. Listen in as I discuss my lubrication routine, the secure fit of my device, and my ongoing efforts to adapt to this new lifestyle. Your support and interest mean the world to me, and I look forward to keeping you updated on this intimate journey.

Chapters

• 0:00 Chastity Journey With Custom Evotion Device
• 11:09 Commitment to Evotion Chastity Device
• 16:08 Personal Journey Through Chastity

Transcript

Speaker 1: 0:00

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather kink and BDSM. My name is Edge, my pronouns are he, him, and I'm your host. And this is another interlude, the episode between episodes, offered raw and unedited, but with langlets, leather creaking. I don't know, my langlets isn't very creaky today, sorry people, but I am wearing it. And in this interlude I wanted to give everyone an update on my chastity journey and specifically, my experiences with my custom Evotion Orion chastity device.

Speaker 1: 0:37

Now, this is not an actual review. I don't like the kind of implications of having a platform that's so large and talking about a small business, right? So this isn't meant to help you make decisions about devotion as much as it is about reflecting on your own journeys in chastity or decision-making processes you might use should you ever get a custom device. To give you a bit of a recap, I've been interested in Chassity for a long, long time and I've struggled often to find a device that would work, and recently I've been able to make some changes, shall we say. That suddenly opened up new doors for me, and I did quite a bit of research. Now the apogee of luxury for custom ball capture devices is Steelworks, and it's expensive, but I wasn't as concerned about the money so much as I felt like that represented a level of commitment to Chastity that I didn't know I could meet Like. You've got to be really serious about chastity when you get a Steelworks device.

Speaker 1: 1:49

And I found Evotion First of all. I think it is the most brilliant name for chastity device company ever. Not only does it kind of evoke evolution, as though this is the evolution of a ball capture device, but brilliantly, it is devotion without the D. So it's about showing someone devotion by taking away the D, and that is just sheer genius. What I liked about the Evotion, or Orion device in part, was the price. It was a good price point for something custom that I wanted. And then what I also liked is that it had as a standard option a frenum capture so I could secure my penis inside the cage through my frenum piercing and that would prevent any pullout. I've always, you know, you can pull out of most ball capture devices unless most standard anti-pullout options require a PA piercing. But if you don't have a PA piercing and if you just have a standard device, I mean you can just pull your cock out of the cage and do your business and stuff it back in, and that defeats the purpose for a lot of reasons. I wanted something really secure and I wasn't about to get another piercing to do that, although it wouldn't be the first time I modified my body for my fetishes.

Speaker 1: 3:12

But I decided to go with this, in part because of the frenum capture, and I spent quite a bit of time measuring because I've now decided my new metaphor for the penis. The penis is a lot like the Norse god and or Marvel Universe character Loki. It is a bit of a trickster, it is a shapeshifter, it can be just a tiny bit malicious. You can never quite trust it. So I measured my penis repeatedly over several days to get sort of the most accurate measurements possible, and that included tossing out measurements that just seemed out of line because perhaps I was a little too messant that day, and that included sort of slowly evolving towards a consensus of what my measurement sizes were. So I sent all that off to Evotion. It is 3D printed but sort of hand finished, so I knew it was going to be a while. I chose the option with security screws because I think screws are so much hotter than locks. Because I hate to reveal this secret. You know what? I'm not going to reveal it. Let's just say I went with the security screws instead of the locks and I waited, and I think an interlude or two ago when I was talking about my milking machine, I must've shared a little bit also about devotion.

Speaker 1: 4:33

The device finally arrived and I put it on. I'm making air quotes right now because I have a picture of me like with this huge hard penis and this tiny little shaft piece because I was so excited to get it. Let me start by saying I'm a real fan of the aesthetic quality of the design. You can choose the different patterns I went with I think it's called Axiom, it's like these little triangle looking things and it's an open design which helps aeration a little bit. But it's three pieces there's the base ring, there's a shaft piece and then there's a piece to cover the glands. I think it's a brilliant design because the balls on the straight barbell on my frenum just kind of slot in at the top of that shaft piece and then when the glands piece is attached those balls are trapped and therefore my penis is trapped inside of the device. And I got two different glands covers One is more open, one is quote, unquote, full coverage and aesthetically I just loved it. The security screws are great, the design of it is great.

Speaker 1: 5:45

So I managed to put it on air quotes and immediately went to go buy some cigars because that's what one does when you're testing out a new chassis device. And probably within a half hour I was starting to experience some underball burning, which is not a good sign. And I managed to buy cigars and come back home and then I just didn't. I'm like this isn't going to work. So you know, at first I thought the problem is that there's a slight curve back at the bottom of the ring. It's a slight anatomical design to match the curve of the crotch. And I thought, you know, I specifically kind of twisted my penis, twisted the cage a little bit so I could tuck, tuck to the right, I tucked to the right, and when I did that I must've made the ring smaller because I'd lost that little extra space given by that little bit of curve. And at first I thought maybe that's the problem.

Speaker 1: 6:43

And I contacted the people at devotion. I asked, for their experiences were like what do you think is going on? And and. And I said you know, maybe I should just give it a couple of days and then try it with perfectly aligned straight, and they said that was a good idea. Did that? I think I got close to 12 hours before it was too painful. And then I had a contact evotion again and after a little bit of back and forth we realized that one of the parts was really not up to spec and that probably was the issue. So they went back to their magic 3d printers and hand finishing and sent me a new shaft piece and I here's the good news Currently, I've spent 10, 24, 10, 30, no wait, what day is today?

Speaker 1: 7:34

Today's Monday, it's Sunday 10, 30, 24, 26. I have just spent 29 hours locked. It's the second time I've done more than 24 hours hours locked. It's the second time I've done more than 24 hours. And even once I got the new piece, I was still as you should with any chassis device. You should go slowly, so I would wear it for a little bit. I did some test runs. One of the big test runs was leg day at the gym with my trainer, because that's a stress test. I knew my crotch area would not get a bigger workout at the gym than with my trainer doing leg day. So once I made it through there I knew it was secure, I knew it was comfortable. And then I slowly built up to wearing it eight hours, wearing it 12 hours, wearing it all day. And then the big leap.

Speaker 1: 8:24

And the first couple of times I could not wear it all night, because you know what this is, what it's designed to do. You're sleeping pretty dreams, dreams of leather boys and boyfriends, dream, dream, dream. And then you wake up in excruciating pain because somewhere during the night your body has to pee and it and and your body's like well, I don't want to wake him up to pee, I'll just give him a hard penis and that'll block that off and he can wait till morning. And your body doesn't quite realize that's no longer an option. It doesn't realize that at first.

Speaker 1: 8:57

So the first couple of nights I tried to do an overnight. It was like, oh my God, it was too much. I took it off around 4 am. Then I had a stroke of genius, which is sort of you know what? Maybe if I start by not putting it on in the morning, wearing it all day and then trying to sleep, what if I put it on before bed? And I did that, and I did it on the weekend, so if my sleep was disturbed I wouldn't upset my daily schedule, and I did wake up a few times, but I did make it through the night and that was the first 24 hour run I did. I think that was from Friday 11 pm to Saturday. I actually lasted until Sunday, actually about 4 am. I did about 29 hours. That was the trick. I took it off for a little bit of a break and put it on Sunday morning at 1030 and it's still on.

Speaker 1: 9:51

So this means this is a workable device, because once you can make 24 hours locked in any chassis device, then you're golden, because staying locked is simply a matter of repeating that 24 hours every day. Excuse me, I'm a little froggy today. That 24 hours every day Excuse me, I'm a little froggy today. It's a matter of repeating that 24 hours every day, going forward infinitely until you're done right. So the next big step which we'll see how I feel today, but the next big step is to stay locked for a couple days just to kind of see whether or not the body figures out. Oh, oh, we can't save the pee-pee till the morning with a hard penis. We're going to have to wake him very quickly the moment we know that we need to pee and get him to go pee. Let's see how long it takes my brain to figure that out. I'm also curious about whether or not I can reduce a little blood flow, like right now my penis, because it's so custom fit, my penis is kind of pressing into that triangular shaped pattern and I'm a little concerned about semi-permanent imprints of these triangles on my cock. So I'm trying to test what a couple of days will look like. And then I'm golden.

Speaker 1: 11:09

I haven't decided how long a run I'm going to do. I haven't decided if I'm going to do a run anytime soon. I don't operate with a key holder. I don't have and I'm not opposed to that. That person would have to be boyfriend and partner. I think I'm not just going to have a key holder. To have a key holder but it would be kind of one of the elements of intimacy in our relationship. And that's unlikely anytime soon based on my horrible dating experience. So I don't know that I'm going to do a long run. If I do, it will be self-locked and we'll see.

Speaker 1: 11:45

I'm not in a super horny sexual mood. I'm kind of really more in a mood of isolation because it is so fucking hot in Florida. I don't want to go out, I don't want to get together with people, I don't want to do anything but sit in air conditioning. So I've been doing a lot, a lot of that. So I'm not especially horny or tuned into my sexual energy, so I don't know that I'm super motivated like, oh my God, I got to lock right now. But I am curious. I'm certainly curious and at some point I'll do a big, long run with this device.

Speaker 1: 12:21

I've been lubricating in the morning and at night and then probably once during that, probably about three times a day, and I've just been using a silicone lube. And what I've started doing is there are these tiny little plastic transfer pipettes. It's the kind of thing that got quite popular for dessert shots, like it'd be stuck in a dessert with strawberry syrup or something. So it's just a little plastic tube with a bulb on the end and I've been sucking up some silicone lube and what I like about it is that it really lets me get that tip into some of the crevices, not just underneath my balls but also that area underneath the cage where the base of my cock meets the ball, so I'm able to lubricate more areas. Now it's also nice that it's not as critical for me to lubricate inside the actual cage because nothing's going anywhere.

Speaker 1: 13:16

My frenum piercing holds my whole penis kind of in place. That also means this is not a device, if you like chastity for shrinkage to nubbing right Like a lot of men. I know a lot. I certainly know men who enjoy Tash City because over time your cock will shrink and they have this fantasy of having a nub, just a nub. This is not the device for you, because my cock should not shrink because of the frenum retention. On the plus side, one of the other things I love about this device is I can pee standing up because my urethra is never, ever out of alignment with the hole because the phantom piercing means it's not squirming around. It also has a fairly large opening on the front. I will say, and that's good and bad, because if I'm just even the tiniest bit too mess-in, a little tip of my glands will poke out through the top of the cage and rub against any fabric I happen to be wearing, and it is not a neurotic feeling. So that's my experience with the Evotions so far.

Speaker 1: 14:26

I want to do probably at least 48 hours at this point, get a couple nights sleep in. I slept horribly last night. I woke up I think every single hour having to pee, and that means woke up every hour in pain. I have been exhausted today, but the things we do in commitment to our fetish journeys right I so I'm going to try another 24 hours. I'm going to try to make it at least till tomorrow afternoon, I guess, given my work schedule, or maybe I'll bring the key to work. But I just cannot necessarily afford utter lack of sleep all of this week. So we'll see how that goes. I'm hoping the sleep gets better. I do have an opportunity at the end of the month where I won't have. I'll have a better opportunity the last week of this month, I will say, to do multiple nights locked and see whether or not my sleep issues resolve. Overall, I'm a satisfied customer.

Speaker 1: 15:28

For the money I paid, I think I got something that is really really well fitted to my penis and really secure. This is the first time I felt like, okay, I am really in chastity. There's no way of getting out of this device. My balls absolutely will not fit between the ring and the cage and I cannot pull my penis out of the cage without ripping out my piercing and that's not going to be fun. So it's the first time I felt fully secure and that is kind of a beautiful feeling. And you know what I love chastity, because it feels good.

Speaker 1: 16:08

But there's also for me, as this single person who's had horrible experiences dating. It also makes me feel safe. It utterly makes me feel safe. It's like, well, you know, I'm locked up so I don't have to worry about men, I don't have to worry about dating, because it's not like I can do anything, I'm just locked and that's the way it is. So it's a kind of emotional comfort for me.

Speaker 1: 16:30

Right now there's a little bit of physical pleasure. There's still quite a bit of soreness If I sit for a while. The way my balls and the ring interact is not happy. So I'm not experiencing the physical pleasure of chastity per se, not extensively, although I'll say at the gym, when I'm all sweaty, everything just slides around down there perfectly. So that is actually beautifully motivating because it gets me to the gym even more, which makes me work out harder to get that delicious slippy, slidey feeling down there. But right now there's a little bit of physical discomfort, but the emotional comfort at the moment is really significant and yeah, that's it.

Speaker 1: 17:13

So I mean, some of the things I hope you take away is sort of um, decision making or thinking and exploring custom chastity options, but, uh, as always, also moving into a new device slowly, not just locking it on and having someone leave with the key, but doing a couple hours at a time and and doing some milestones, like going to the gym or going to work and all that, and then trying to make the leap to sleeping, which is always the big one, and then the dimensions of pleasure that come with chastity. That it's not always about, and for me it's not at all about orgasm denial because I will at any moment stick a vibrator on this cage and shoot. It's not about that, or it's about that a little bit just because I'm curious, but it's really more about how good it feels and at this stage in my life it is about how safe it makes me feel. That's a good feeling. So I hope you enjoy my little chastity journey story.

Speaker 1: 18:18

I hope it gives you some insight into your own journey or decisions around chastity or non-chastity, and I'm grateful for all of you who generously every month open your ears for me and give me your attention and your time and space in your world, and I'm grateful for the people who let me know in person and through DMs and through emails and through Ask Edge questions. I'm grateful to all of you who let me know that this podcast means something. So I wish you an absolutely beautiful and blessed leather journey. I'm recording this Monday, july 15th, at 3.40. And perhaps in a future interlude, maybe in August, I'll give you an update on my chastity journey. Until then, be well.