SMARTER THAN TRAUMA Podcast
Documenting my notes verbally until I can get back to writing/reading/use of notebooks & working every day on a recovery of distracting, unrelenting & mentally taxing nerve radiculopathy that currently is hips down. Today is September 27, 2025 and things have significantly changed since use of Grok providing detailed analysis of a tweet.
The methodology will be presented in short videos.
This videos validate prolonged exposure therapy through video editing.
The objective is to end the darkness of SI (& HI when people hurt they hurt others) and change society by teaching self-assessment tools that quantify behavior making it measurable & thus changeable, identify sensory to remove stigma of mental health specifically ptsd & better understand what is a true support/advocate/friend to minimize "noise" (complaints; trauma-bonding when used to manipulate) & increase getting IT done.
Questions welcomed & help tbi to be frank by forcing me to organize language.
Sexualization, bullying & censorship is not & everyone is creating this curriculum. Those that are already in it, just know, I did everything to not have to repeat this verbatim, but honestly, I think that's the only way to end this faster which in turn, ends suicide faster.
Just write what you hear---like note-taking---and don't worry about grammar, spelling or readability. Just *GET **IT OUT.
STEP *ONE IS OVER
STEP TWO or REFLECTION is now COMPARE/CONTRAST [two admins; two philosophies in life. Give or take the most!]
STEP TWO is simply when ptsd ends, nothing really happens except something really does. **IT ends.
**Indescribable Trauma because you've described it.
SMARTER THAN TRAUMA Podcast
Note-taking & Starting to Write out "their words" verbatim since I think it'll end ptsd.
Just say it once without any fear & full on consent meaning, whatever happens, I'm always going to be a mandated recorder/reporter of abuse & neglect.
"I have the "after visit summary" from Dr. Guy Rowley who dismissed what I had stated, writing a completely false narrative since did not include the diminishing physical impairments but also THE GOOD STUFF (recovery!)"
+1 minute :30 seconds
1:14 to 1:20ish ACTUALLY IS 2:44 to 2:50ish | SUICIDE IS…
3:32 ACTUALLY IS 5:02 | BEST BUY
6:03 ACTUALLY IS 7:33 | Their voices of FAMILY, but going to let them share it (yea right on!)
6:16 ACTUALLY IS 7:46 | yes, still want to to do it? NO one deserves to live with their voices all the time so YES (consent is basic), I do.
6:50 ACTUALLY IS 8:20 |everyone has an ORIGIN STORY. How did you get here? What's yours?
7:32 ACTUALLY IS 9:02 | Girls, your voices have gots to go. BYE!
14:24 ACTUALLY IS 15.54 | VISUAL here to sum up. Had to stop listening.
Thank you!