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Fertility in Focus by Fertility Matters Canada

The journey to parenthood is one filled with hope, heartache, and unexpected twists and turns - and for those experiencing fertility struggles, the road can be an emotional rollercoaster. Fertility Matters Canada is proud to present a new podcast that explores the complex and often emotional journey of fertility. Hosted by Carolynn Dubé, Executive Director of Fertility Matters Canada, our show features informative interviews with leading fertility specialists and heartfelt stories from real people who have experienced the highs and lows of trying to conceive. Whether you're facing fertility challenges yourself or simply interested in learning more about this important and often misunderstood aspect of reproductive health, Fertility in Focus provides a safe and supportive space for listeners to engage, reflect, and be inspired. Join us as we bring Fertility in Focus.

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Fertility in Focus by Fertility Matters Canada

My Recurring Pregnancy Losses Shaped My Current Pregnancy Experience by Caitlin Knoll

December 05, 2023 • Carolynn Dubé • Season 1 • Episode 38

In this emotional episode of Fertility in Focus, our guest speaker Caitlin Knoll opens up about her profound and challenging journey through fertility. Caitlin shares her story, starting with the initial hope and joy of conceiving two years ago, only to face the devastating heartbreak of a miscarriage at 10 weeks. Undeterred, Caitlin and her partner continued to pursue their dream of parenthood, enduring a series of miscarriages and seeking answers at a fertility center in Ottawa.

The podcast explores the dismissive attitudes expressed by some medical professionals where Caitlin bravely shares specific instances of insensitivity during her fertility struggles, shedding light on the emotional trauma, panic attacks, and imposter syndrome she grappled with. Even as she currently celebrates being 14 weeks pregnant, Caitlin reflects on the fear, isolation, and social repercussions that linger from her previous losses.

This raw and honest conversation dives into the complexities of supporting someone through miscarriages and pregnancy losses. Caitlin offers insights into the profound impact of having supportive people, the fear of being treated differently, and the importance of sensitive communication. Join us for a powerful episode that aims to foster understanding and empathy for those navigating the turbulent waters of fertility.

More About our Guest Speaker

Caitlin Knoll, a 32-year-old wife, dog mom, and aspiring human mom, leads a life fueled by passion and happiness. Currently employed with Correctional Services Canada, Caitlin is on the brink of completing her second degree in Forensic Psychology.

Caitlin and her husband have been navigating fertility challenges for nearly two years. Following a heartfelt desire for parenthood accentuated by a series of miscarriages, Caitlin is currently 14 weeks pregnant. In her journey, Caitlin has become acutely aware of the silent struggles many women face with fertility issues. Eager to break the silence and contribute to a supportive community, Caitlin joins Fertility in Focus to share her story and be part of a platform dedicated to bringing infertility issues into open discussion. She hopes to foster understanding, comfort, and community for those facing similar challenges.