S02EP50 FINALLY Jesse Gives Us A Sneak Peak From His Upcoming EP

We made it! 50 episodes! Next week we have our Mothers day Special, and we celebrate our 52nd episode which means a year worth of episodes!!! This week I sit down with my right hand man, ride or die Mr KDG!!! We talk about what to expect in his upcoming podcast "The KDG Show". I also play a sneak peak of one of my new songs that will be on my upcoming EP "Under The Moonlight". You can listen to the demo version on my soundcloud to see how far the song has progessed. Don't forget to check my boy out @the_KDG_show for updates on his new show

Transcript

Late Night Conversations and Reflections

Speaker 1 0:00

You, son of a bitch. Oh shit, you hear this, I like it. My boy, my boy, keith, shot out the key though there. Oh yeah, uh-huh, oh my shit, all right, so that's good, kev, it's fucking late right now. I'll tell you that.

Speaker 2 0:33

It is really late. Yeah, all day we just trying to get this shit together.

Speaker 1 0:36

Hell yeah, dude, kev's my boy, though, sticking through.

Speaker 3 0:40

We're here on a fucking Monday night. Yeah, 10, 40, 45,.

Speaker 1 0:46

You know, yeah Fucking, we're doing what we gotta do, though Kev.

Speaker 2 0:50

Gotta do it.

Speaker 1 0:50

We don't give up, we just do it, we're doing what we gotta do, yep, so it is what it is.

Speaker 2 0:57

You know it takes time. Shit takes time. It does, but you know what? We're young.

Speaker 1 1:06

We gotta do it now. Absolutely, I agree. So what's going on with you, brother?

Speaker 2 1:08

so I know we're starting a new show with you we got the new show already.

Speaker 1 1:10

We're doing the fucking. We got a nice little logo that we're designing. Yeah, putting together some stuff for your show and my uh, me and my brothers, yeah, but uh yeah, so just want to. I want to give the people a little insight before you know they get a chance to watch the show. Like who you are, what you're about. I'll give a little leeway because I know you for a long time. Yes, you do Adopted, yeah, how many siblings.

Speaker 2 1:39

Two brothers and three sisters.

Speaker 1 1:42

So you know big family.

Speaker 2 1:44

Oh yeah, it just keeps getting bigger. Yeah, people don't know how to keep their legs closed. Wait, what is that? Legs closed? Yeah, you got to keep your legs closed. You got to keep the legs closed. Keep those legs closed. These kids pop out like non-stop, I know, and then your nephews and nieces and stuff. You got a bunch of them. I tell you man.

Speaker 1 2:03

One thing we ran into today when I picked him up. We're driving back and I went to the bathroom and I'm thinking I'm like yo, you got a lot of people in the house. How many bathrooms Imagine.

Speaker 2 2:13

It's like the Home Alone house there was like 20 people and then, yeah, home Alone, like every day. Exactly what it is.

Speaker 1 2:23

Always someone in the bathroom probably.

Speaker 2 2:25

Always trying to use the shower. You're on your time, though Like the whole time. You're upstairs you're watching the whole movie, and then you come downstairs you're like I'm going to take a shower, you know I'll go to the bathroom, yeah. And then you have a whole conga line in front of you. I can only imagine.

Speaker 1 2:38

What's going on? Yeah, yeah, I don't know if I'd be able to handle that.

Speaker 2 2:42

Oh, I handle it. I handle it. I go upstairs and I just wait. You got to have patience with everything.

Speaker 1 2:47

Yeah.

Speaker 2 2:47

It doesn't matter how mad you get. Just why should you be mad at something stupid, unless you're in a rush and you're late for church. You know, come on.

Speaker 1 2:57

You go to church guy, Are you a church guy?

Speaker 2 3:05

Well, you know, but I need to keep it up too.

Speaker 1 3:06

But you know what's funny? My parents just went what was it this this week? Well, is there something like my parents just went what was it today? No, yesterday or something they went to like a 10 o'clock in the morning mass. For some reason I don't know, my son, my mom, sometimes gets all fucking emotional and she'll like want to go to the church to talk to like because her dad just passed oh yeah, it's the best place to go, yeah so she's like a real believer in like going to see graves and stuff like that.

Speaker 2 3:32

Well, you know what me? I'll go to the grave. I want to go to church. I would just go to the grave and the closest you can get if you're really close to that person how do you feel about that, though?

Speaker 1 3:41

are you, uh, like if you had a best friend passed away, right? Because I know we talked about it? Actually, you said something earlier like it sucks that we get buried instead of what was your thought? What were?

Speaker 2 3:57

you going to say about that. So my thought of my ear fell out one minute.

Speaker 1 4:02

Yeah, it's a new headphone for you, so you got to like push it in. You know what I mean.

Speaker 2 4:08

Make it nice and tight, push it around your ear, that's what she said, you know, it's just like well, you got to make it nice and tight yeah.

Beliefs on Burial and Religion

Speaker 1 4:16

I'll boost you up so you can hear yourself better. About like burying people yeah. So About burying people yeah. So what is your belief? You don't think we should be buried?

Speaker 2 4:25

Yeah, because people die almost every day I'm sorry to say that, but it's the truth From old age or suicide or just accidental death, car accidents. And we have a big world, yeah, but we look tiny because there's other planets bigger than us. There's a lot of people in this world.

Speaker 1 4:46

That's the thing.

Speaker 2 4:46

Yeah. So about burying people, they have to dig more holes. Dig more holes, knock down places. I'm telling you at the end of when I'm in the future, it's just going to be all cemetery the whole world.

Speaker 1 5:01

Yeah, like you say cemetery business is never going to go out of us and it's good money too.

Speaker 2 5:05

Good money no one's going to stop dying?

Speaker 1 5:09

unless they fucking find the fountain of youth. Yeah See, you know, I'll talk about this too. Like I'm not afraid of death, I'm more afraid of other people dying.

Speaker 2 5:16

I used to be scared of death. Not so much anymore, right, no, not anymore. Because no, not anymore, because you know whatever—I believe in reincarnation, Me too.

Speaker 1 5:28

My family's are Catholic, or you know—. Yeah, catholic Christian. Yeah, I got you.

Speaker 2 5:30

So I believe in God? I guess you know, because it's for my family, what about the Jesus thing? So the Jesus thing, you know all that.

Speaker 1 5:39

You believe the Jesus thing. Well, I know Jesus was real. What I'm saying you believe, saying you believe he's the son of God, yeah, because I grew up with that. No, I respect everyone's religion. I have no qualms with anybody. I believe that you could think, believe whatever you want to, whatever makes you happy.

Speaker 2 5:58

Exactly, and that's what it is. That's what makes you happy, because it's your faith that's going to ultimately lead you to do what you do.

Speaker 1 6:07

Hey, people say God is black, but not like he's—. I really think he was too, because I think most people were black before. I think that was the original skin color.

Speaker 2 6:15

Who knows? Yeah, who knows. It wasn't what we see Like. This is a picture.

Speaker 1 6:20

Yeah, oh yeah, you never know. See, to me God is like something you cannot even explain, touch, like we were talking about how life can be a simulation and I was showing you all that and that's why I said I don't know why people uh getting buried instead of like cremating.

Speaker 2 6:40

Yeah, see that that's fine. Yeah, uh, what else I would? I would be buried in a tomb or in a wall sitting up like a mummy. That would be pretty cool.

Speaker 1 6:48

You would want to be wait, wait, wait. You want to be put in a wall.

Speaker 2 6:53

Yeah, why do?

Speaker 1 6:54

they put people in fucking walls.

Speaker 2 6:57

Because I think it's cool, you know, and just in case, I want like a door where, just in case, I wake up and pass the door and I'm out, I'm safe, I'm out trapped.

Speaker 1 7:06

Wait, wait, wait, you're going to have a button to push. Oh, that's a good idea.

Speaker 2 7:10

Because I don't want to get buried six feet under and wake up in my casket and be like this is something that you brought up, a memory I have I'm not sure if it's true.

Speaker 1 7:21

Okay, back in the day, apparently there used to be so many.

Speaker 1 7:26

I think it was like the plague or something, the Black Plague or something like that back, all the way back then I'm not going to even try to say Spanish Revolution, I don't fucking know, but I know that they had such problems with determining if they were really dead or if they were just their heart stopped and they were really dead, or if they were just their heart stopped and they were going to wake up, exactly, and they buried a lot of people and they actually had to dig up graves. Yeah, so, instead of having to go through the process of, like trying to find out, or like, I guess, the liability of it all, yeah so they put a foot. Every grave had a bell on top of it with a long string that led into the dirt, into the coffin to if you did happen to wake up and you

Speaker 3 8:13

weren't dead.

Speaker 1 8:14

Look at you, you were pretty on point with that guy. So yeah, and they, and apparently it was a bell. I look that shit up, I'm guaranteed I'm gonna put that I'm to try to put that in a video if I can't throw that shit up there. But yeah no that was how it was, bro. That was. You're exactly right. That's what scares me too, like how do you know? Like, if I'm buried?

Speaker 2 8:36

And I thought about it too, Like I would just find my way to because my back is very strong. So just flip over and just push, but no way.

Speaker 1 8:44

All that dirt you are built like a fucking machine, my friend, and you don't go to the gym that much. No, god just said hey.

Speaker 2 8:51

I'm going to make it God just blessed black people.

Speaker 1 8:54

No, no, no. I think so. You guys deserved it. Yeah, you know you guys went through a lot. You guys deserve a little bit of like. Here's some muscles for free they for free. Here's the muscles for free. We'll give you amazing basketball talent and you're good at baseball. Where'd that guy go?

Speaker 2 9:16

What the heck? Oh that extra calf muscle We'll give you fucking extra speed.

Speaker 1 9:20

Yeah, he felt bad. Yeah, he was like dude fucking the people I created. These guys have to run away fast yeah. The people I created Are fucking Messing with my Like, with my human beings. You know what I mean. They're trying to separate each other. He's like At least I can do, yep, come on, I'm gonna give him the extra Achilles tendon.

Speaker 2 9:41

Or something you need it. I think that's an actual fact too. I think so, yeah.

Speaker 1 9:46

And I think, as we evolve too, that they're finding that more ligaments are being found Right, more basically, like you know, we're evolving, we are being able to adapt to our surroundings, like usual in evolution. So we're like our fingers are getting longer. They said, um, there's something else that, like they said, we're not gonna need anymore, like I think there's what's that thing that they take out, or your tonsils, or something like that. Some people are born, being born without them consoles yeah, because usually they just get them taken.

Speaker 1 10:18

You don't need them and they still have them. Yeah, but there's another. There's a couple of organs in our body that there are no longer being used. Like if you take them out, there's, but there's a couple of organs in our body that are no longer being used. If you take them out, there's no need. There's nothing bad will happen from that organ being taken out.

Speaker 2 10:33

Well, if we don't need it, then I'd rather just still have it in my body.

Speaker 1 10:36

Really, you want some excess baggage and shit.

Speaker 2 10:38

God gave me it, so why should I just get surgery and bleed it out?

Speaker 1 10:41

See, that's a good thing, because how do you know that that extra fucking little thing isn't the thing?

Speaker 2 10:49

That's why I'm so healthy right now. And it gives you superpowers or superpowers, and then I get rid of it and I can't fly no more.

Speaker 1 10:56

Exactly, and you didn't even know you could fly in the first place. Yeah, those motherfuckers.

Speaker 2 11:01

Until you get rid of what you really need, then you're going to realize you lost it.

Speaker 1 11:04

Like how do you know? It's not like oh, pull your toe three times and dislocate your shoulder and then you can activate something in your brain where you can fly or do some telekinesis and some shit.

Speaker 2 11:20

Some people probably you know what, Thinking about it some people got to have some powers Go Because I got to have some powers Go Because I know I have some. It's like seeing in, like the future, like thinking your dreams sometimes.

Speaker 1 11:32

Come on, I know.

Speaker 2 11:33

Dreams, or like thinking about like okay, there's going to be a truck today and it's going to pass, so like thinking about a blue truck and then something's going to happen to it Worst person you're thinking about from a long time ago, but then later on you see exactly what you were just thinking about. You're like yep, I have that talent, I have that power, that's my power.

Speaker 1 11:50

Yeah, I definitely see that with you, See, with me. I think it's more of an empathy thing, Like I could walk into a room and totally be like, yeah, that person with that couple right there they're fighting. You know, they're not doing good together. Right that, you know that person's. I can feel like the negativity or the positivity you know, so it's. I feel like I could sense energy a lot yeah.

Speaker 1 12:21

I say this all the time. You know, I think that that's a big thing Hormones like pheromones, whatever it's called and definitely we receive like I could sense what's going on like you don't want to be around someone miserable, exactly because you'll be miserable, right? And I've been learning that too like, no matter how much I love people and how close I am to them, as soon as it starts to become a fucking stressful situation, yeah, negativity, uh, toxic people.

Speaker 2 12:54

You can't be around that. You cannot. And I know a couple of friends that I'm uh really close with and there's a couple of friends that don't like my friends and they used to be friends, you know, and I'm in the middle of that, and there's a couple of friends that don't like my friends and they used to be friends, you know, and I'm in the middle of that, and it's just like you know what I love? I love all you and I'm gonna do my best to fix it. If you don't want it fixed, there's not gonna be no uh stress. There's not gonna be no fighting because you know I don't like that about me and it's not gonna be like that.

Speaker 1 13:21

I know you guys won't, but I've honestly, every time I've been around you. It's nothing but positivity.

Speaker 2 13:26

It's positivity. But there's some places that have a negativity, but they don't need it oh yeah of course you know why people bring it up and they talk to me about it Because they need help.

Speaker 1 13:36

Yes.

Speaker 2 13:36

They just like feel lonely.

Speaker 1 13:37

They feel Everyone needs help. Kev A lot of.

Speaker 2 13:40

That's like I'm a superhero. I help people to make them feel better, to just give them facts about life.

Speaker 1 13:46

Every time I fucking see you, Kev, you make me feel better, you give me a positive vibe. Kev is the one person that sticks with my bullshit. You understand the shit that I'm going through. So you don't how do I put it? You are just understanding. I don't have to explain. Like dude, I'm not really trying to go out today. You understand immediately.

Speaker 3 14:23

I don't have to explain it to you.

Speaker 1 14:25

You know the mindset I've had. I'm not in the same spot that I used to be right and it sucks like I was talking to a psych. I had a psych appointment for the first time in mad law on wednesday because I was like this is getting just ridiculous like a panic attack like who the fuck am I?

Life's Ups and Downs

Speaker 1 14:40

yeah, and I started opening, I was like I don't remember that person anymore, when I think back to Jesse in high school, the one we used to fuck around. You had a good time, you let it all out. I do not Like. That person is such like a far away thing for me. Like, but it's not like, but it's still there, Like cause we were talking about today. How, like you know, like going out and like how. I was homeless, and being homeless was like one of the best three or four months of my entire life.

Speaker 2 15:12

And you were lucky that it was the best year time. Yeah, Cause a lot of people are out there homeless and they're just like they're not having a good time.

Speaker 1 15:19

No, absolutely not, I agree are out there homeless and they're just like they're not having a good time. No, absolutely not. I I agree with you a hundred percent. I am extremely lucky, yeah, for the fact that I didn't have to. I had people that were stupid enough to let me live there, and I told you the men, it was ridiculous. Girl after girl would just offer me rooms in their house. Their moms would let me drive the car.

Speaker 3 15:43

Oh my god.

Speaker 1 15:44

They all hate me now. I fucked everything up but I had all those bridges not burnt already. So they were like Okay, this kid's obviously just going through a rough patch, he's such a good kid, he sings. I know him from high school, right, just going through a rough patch, you know. And he's such a good kid, you know he sings, and I know from high school and right. And yeah, I just winded up. You know, mass turned into a mess. Bro, I thought I used heroin. Heroin fucked my whole.

Speaker 2 16:11

I can do it whole life up.

Speaker 1 16:14

You know, and I'm so happy that, like you are, like I'm the you know you, I'm so happy that you've that going to prison didn't put you down that path right.

Speaker 2 16:27

You know what I'm saying. You know what? If I didn't have the right people around me and the right family, then who knows where?

Speaker 1 16:34

who knows if I didn't have surge, to be honest, well, yeah, you said, surge was a big was a big big impact in my life, yeah, and you know what?

Speaker 2 16:43

And it just kept getting better. And then he got me close to my family. I wasn't as close as Serge. Why is that, kev? I was just a stubborn asshole, you know. I would just go out, I would drink, I would just want what I wanted, like me, yeah. And then when I met Serge, he just told me hey, that's your mom, you know. And he talked to my mom and since that day, me and my mom just headed off and it's just a family. That's awesome. Yeah, nothing better. And then I just I had no John, shout out to John. You know, I can't wait to meet these guys. Yeah, yeah.

Speaker 1 17:19

Meet these people, the family. Yeah, you guys go out to karaoke on the fridays you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 17:25

Yeah, that sounds like a fucking good ass time, good time, I just don't want to go in there and like, wipe this shit clean you know what I'm saying? Yeah, I'm saying yeah, I feel you, I don't want to go in there cause issues right start playing some shit.

Speaker 1 17:38

Should I start even playing some shit? Should I start even playing some shit, Kev? Oh my God, Should I show them some shit Show?

Speaker 2 17:46

them a little bit, a little sneak peek A little sneak peek of this up. A little bit. You think so? Yeah, just a little bit.

Speaker 1 17:53

All right, let's see, let's see, let's see what we're working with. All right, because me justin, have been working for a while and we have the one song. So this is how it started. I recorded a song in my studio apartment below the person that I actually winded up getting in trouble with because I was, you know.

Speaker 3 18:25

Yeah, stupid shit living there they were great people.

Speaker 1 18:28

I was just an asshole, yeah, um. But in that apartment I had boombox speakers from like 19, no, 2008, okay, and this was like 2016, right. So I had boombox speakers that still used the old surround sound cables. You know what I'm talking about? Kev, the old surround they had like the black and the red. You had to split them and then push them, in that you had to fray the cable and make sure the wire was into the thing and then clamp the wire and all that shit.

Speaker 1 18:56

So I used that and I connected it through rca thanks to my computer, and I used Reason 5. And at that time it was on Reason 9, I believe. So I'm using old software and I just started making beats.

Speaker 3 19:12

I just started making music and recording.

Speaker 1 19:15

And I finally figured out this one song and it's been sitting in my library for a long time but it's not finished because the bridge, I thought, was there was no vocals over it. So I was like and there was like it wasn't mixed right, but it was there, it was very close. And I showed it to Justin, who is, you know, big wig and doing his thing, and he has a lot of connections, and he was like, dude, we should do something with this stuff. Do you have other songs that you have?

Speaker 1 19:47

like that you've been recording. I was like, yeah, I got a bunch. I was like, let me show you something, and so this was the one song that I sent him, and then he sent it back to me and we started doing a back and forth nice and this is kind of what came out of it. I want to see if you guys could hear it, yeah you can go Under the moonlight.

Speaker 3 20:25

Something just didn't seem right. Dressed in shades of red, there was vengeance in her eyes. She said that she loved me, but our love wasn't healthy. I tried to ignore the signs, thinking it was all in my mind. Under the moonlight, I stumbled. Under the moonlight, I stumble and her arms are crumbled. But your head is still held high and I'm high. We stay here forever In your arms. I felt as light, as light as a feather. Oh, oh I. I always thought.

Speaker 2 21:38

We'd stay here forever, like the stars unto the sky. You are my treasure In your arms, forever High and intoxicated. It's a fire. It's a fire. It's getting hotter here. Yeah, it's getting hot here. Yeah, it's getting hot here, like I get goosebumps.

Speaker 1 22:05

I was like Holy shit, you made that shit so good.

Speaker 2 22:08

Yeah, you did, yeah, you made that shit so good. Ladies and gentlemen, wow Damn.

Speaker 1 22:13

Right Gosh, I wish I could. I can't show them the Billie Jean, but I showed you, billie Jean. Yeah, how that's fire too.

Speaker 2 22:20

Fucking Sick Does that sound, and it's different.

Speaker 1 22:21

Show them the billy jean. But I showed you billy jean. Yeah, how that's fucking yeah sick does that sound? And it's different man yeah, yeah like I was. There's a couple artists kev that I won't go near covered, of course, beatles, nirvana uh fucking, what are they called? Uh, foo Fighters, foo Fighters, yeah uh Black, uh, the Black Keys right.

Speaker 1 22:50

Muse, like shit like that. Like I would not be able, I wouldn't, I wouldn't touch that. Maroon 5 Maroon 5, I can. I sound like him. I've done so many fucking covers of Maroon 5. Yeah, that's, I sound like him. I've done so many fucking covers of Maroon 5. Yeah, that's like my shit.

Speaker 1 23:02

I could do probably I could do a whole if I had a band that knew all the songs. Yeah, that I that. I know every song on every album. Not the newer stuff, yeah, but the older, even the newer stuff I know most of right, but I'm just a huge fucking fan of them in general. Like I don't know, like he is the one who got me, not him, but actually the whole band is the one people who got me into music and understanding it, because the way that they produced their first album was so different than the way other people were doing it at that time and it just hit home for me. It set something off. I was playing football in high school and as the music started getting more and more important to me, I just was like I can't.

Speaker 1 23:58

I want to dedicate my time to this you know, and it was a smart decision, I think, because I, you know, I did some fucking things that a lot of people you know haven't done. Worked with some people at a very young age that I could like. It's still to me today when I look back at it surreal, and you still got it too.

Speaker 2 24:20

I know. That's what like now. That's coming to me today when I look back at it. Surreal, and you still got it too, I know.

Speaker 1 24:23

That's what like now that's coming out of prison is what I realized. It's like damn. It's like I'm so far behind on technology, but that does not mean that I can't learn it.

Speaker 2 24:33

No, it's your comeback tour. It's the comeback tour.

Speaker 1 24:36

Exactly, and you saw, you sat with me today and I walked you through everything that I do.

Speaker 2 24:42

Yep.

Speaker 1 24:43

And can you explain to them that why I'm trying to do this is to streamline? Yeah, so that we're going to be able to do multiple things faster, faster, no problems, no problems.

Speaker 2 24:59

Faster, no problems, no problems. Yeah.

Speaker 1 25:02

But the thing is, all the problems occur while you're. You know the first couple weeks. Everything's not going to be perfect immediately.

Speaker 2 25:11

There's no such thing as perfect.

Speaker 1 25:12

So I thank God I have you. You and my brother have been like huge with like patience and everything.

Challenges and Opportunities

Speaker 2 25:16

Definitely yeah.

Speaker 1 25:17

Like last week I wasn't able to show a video because I was rushing Right and I went to go set you up and I fucking the camera angle was off and like really bad. And I was like I'm not putting you know. It was like Pat Wells, like at the center of the frame and you were like all the way off the line. I was like no, trying to get you guys even, but I couldn't you know yeah, it's a whole fucking thing, because we're dealing with.

Speaker 1 25:40

We're dealing with what we're working with what we have yes, you know, you know why we don't have. We're all broke right, so we're trying to do what we can. You know how it is we do what we can app, so fucking that's it, so let me ask you I know that you've been, uh, doing some jobs and working like sonic was your thing for a little bit. Are you still there?

Speaker 2 26:02

No, why would I be there?

Speaker 2 26:03

I don't know, kev, they fired me. The boss gave me a. He fired me by text. No, he did the fire by text move. He's like I don't need your services, no more. I said, yes, sir, all right. And then I Crazy but crazy, but uh, I saw it coming. So I've just been uh looking around for bigger and better jobs, like, uh, mailman or you know, being a police officer, being being a super astronaut? Yeah, I think you could do it. Yeah, I definitely can. I think you could do it. Yeah, you got it in. Can I think you could do it? You got it in. You, Would you ever want to go to space? But I want to be a singer, I want to be an actor. You have a great voice. I try, you have a great voice. A lot of people say that and you know, I still, I know I have a good voice, but is it like what people say, and they'll find a certain songs to sing that will?

Speaker 1 26:59

It's not that, it's that you need to start like writing.

Speaker 2 27:03

Yeah, I always thought about it, think about everything.

Speaker 1 27:06

I can only imagine, like the stuff you've been through. Like a lot of people will relate If you can find a way to put that on paper. That's different than other people you know. That's different than what they're used to.

Speaker 2 27:19

They said I should write a book A lot. You know, that's different than what they're used to.

Speaker 1 27:21

They said I should write a book. A lot of people said, oh hell. Yeah, I would love to read it. Yeah, oh, yeah, me too. I've actually written up to a certain point. Rehab makes you do that, yeah, but uh, no, I've actually done. It actually helps you like Kind of put some shit together and like alright, this is why I did X, this is why I did Z, yeah, you know. So I could see it helping, and I could see it also helping other people, because your story is very unique, right.

Speaker 1 27:45

You know, it's not something you hear all the time. Right, you got a lot of like. Every time I pull up to your house, there's people, people outside, you know you got a bug, you tell that's my niece, that's my, you know my brother. And then down. You got a ridiculous block Too.

Speaker 2 28:01

You got chickens on the block.

Speaker 1 28:03

Yeah, I got chickens. At the other end there's like a sick ass Fire, fucking pit Like on the street. Yeah, like it's literally so close Her, her backyard is so close, yeah, to the street that it's literally like Right there From the sidewalk. Be like a block party yeah, it's dope, but it's like it's, it's really cool. Yeah, it's just a good. It's a nice little street, peaceful yeah, nice little nice little, nice little street it's a lady, jogging my cousin actually just moved over there yeah, yeah, he moved over in that direction too yeah, it's nice it's getting nice.

Speaker 2 28:34

It's getting really nice over by kingsburg too, which I was surprised yeah, but you know what they can build all they want over there. It's not going to change that. When you say Keensburg, it's like, oh you know, no disrespect.

Speaker 1 28:47

No, bro, I lived in Keensburg. You're good because it's right. You can't even go over 25 miles an hour without the cops fucking coming to harass you.

Speaker 2 28:57

I'm a boss, I'm Vic Laws going through that shit, you know.

Speaker 1 28:59

Yeah, but the cops are on you, bro. 25 miles an hour, that's like, or 35 is like the tops in Kingsburg neighborhoods. Right, you ain't doing more than that? No, you're not, and you're getting pulled over if you are.

Speaker 2 29:10

Well, you know, if you're hanging out and you're doing some stupid shit, yeah, if you're just there to just drive through. But they don't know that, dude, they don't. But they know to pull you over and not pull you over.

Speaker 1 29:22

They're kind of good at it.

Speaker 2 29:23

Yeah, they're very, very smart. If you look at them while you're driving by, they're going to pull you over.

Speaker 1 29:29

Yeah, no, you got to do the non-look. That's the thing.

Speaker 2 29:36

It's like you got to figure, don't look, yeah it it low, don't look low Old cop. Yeah, keep it low, Keep it low. Act like you're chilling dude.

Speaker 1 29:44

Yeah, look out your eye, you know what I mean. Do a little booger pick. A booger pick is good, a booger pick because they're going to be like, damn, this kid definitely is not doing anything.

Speaker 2 29:53

Are. I'll be smiling. I'll be tend to laugh.

Speaker 1 30:04

I was living out of my. I was on drug court, right, I'm living out of my car. So I had my hamper in the back full of clothes. Full of clothes, my whole back, not disgusting with like food or anything.

Speaker 2 30:18

It was just all shit, you know, because I was moving so much that's what it looked like before I got arrested that car that we were in doing all the bad shit.

Speaker 1 30:26

We were just rotting food in there because we had picnics thank god the food and stuff that was gone was most of it, but it was more just like clothes, blankets, pillows, my backpack, girls, shit that they left in my car.

Speaker 3 30:42

Exactly Because the clothes, everything, because I was just going. It was bad.

Speaker 1 30:45

That's why people are very confused Like why are you not doing anything? Girls Like I ran through my fair amount of girls okay. So I had a bunch of girl shit from girls in my car. Okay, I was doing shit that I should not have been doing you know, that did not make me feel good you know.

Speaker 1 31:00

So I remember I'm with. So it was after I hit those deer, right, right. So now I'm getting pulled over every night. So if I had someone in my car at night and I was out at night in that car, that hyundai that I spent 800 on, yeah, I told them. Like I had a stripper the one stripper in my car I told her listen, we're probably gonna get pulled over tonight, just to let you know. But I've been pulled over many times. It's a one, two, three thing, don't worry about it. Right? Why? Because my headlight has been out forever. Why haven't you got it changed?

Speaker 2 31:34

Well, because I hit a deer and I got to get everything fixed to get the headlight, and the headlight cost $250.

Speaker 1 31:40

The car was worth $8.

Speaker 2 31:42

Yeah, and that's yeah wow.

Speaker 1 31:44

Do the math. Is it worth it to fucking? You know what I mean. Wait until, because I'm calling junkyards. I'm trying to find like something that is similar, because it's the cheapest If you were to go fucking to like AutoZone or something they charge like $200. You need the whole light. I needed the whole fucking thing.

Speaker 2 31:58

I smashed the whole thing Right.

Speaker 1 32:00

So I would try to tell this to cops and they would have no sympathy, whatever blah blah, but they were some.

Speaker 1 32:04

Some of them were cool, yeah. And so, of course, that night, like most nights, I get pulled over Right. She's crying, bro, she's crying, she's crying, she's crying. She's cops looking at the flashlight through my car Like, oh okay, so what do we got going on? It's a mess back here. And I hear him talking about all this shit. So I go officer, you're more than welcome to look back there. It's going to take you a very, very long time for no results.

Speaker 1 32:38

I was like I'm on drug court. Right now. I'm with a girl. We are just trying to figure out a place to go. As you can tell, I live out of my car and I go from house to house, sometimes trying to figure out a place to stay. Hey, if you want to organize the back for me, be my guest. It would be so nice if you could fucking just organize it a little bit for me. Yeah, yeah, you know so, and he was like oh, this guy ain't doing nothing. You know I like it and left, so it's all the way you talk about it Like I pulled over when I was tripping on acid.

Speaker 3 33:14

Okay.

Speaker 1 33:15

Bro with another stripper in my car. Wow, Tripping on my car, it was Tripping on Kevin. I'm talking about tripping on acid so hard that the road looked like a fucking what is it called a licorice stick.

Speaker 3 33:30

It was like all like fucking fruity pebbles and licorice sticks road, so I'm like what the?

Speaker 1 33:37

fuck. All of a sudden I just see glow all over the place and the girl's like no, what's going on? This is a bad strip. Like bad straight up. No, she's about cars, she's that bad, wow. Like, yeah, people were like white boy was like I don't know how that happened. I was like I don't. I never picked up a girl from the strip club. I just wound up picking up like three or four of them. Just from me going to pick people up. I wasn't even going to the strip club.

Speaker 2 34:01

That happens to strip clubs all the time.

Speaker 1 34:02

Ridiculous.

Speaker 2 34:03

Hey, I'm having a party over here. You want to take me with you?

Speaker 1 34:06

Bro, I don't know how it happened, don't know, but good times, good times. So I went to what is it called? What was I saying? I went to? Yeah, I went to my boy's house and we're tripping balls and I'm like fuck it, let's just drive home, because this girl's acting mad weird. So I'm driving home and the roads look like fucking slinkies.

Speaker 1 34:27

That's what it was Like oh yo, I'm keeping shit going. Yo, this girl's like how are you driving? Blah, blah, blah Starts glowing. Yeah, cops. Oh no, tripping balls. Oh bro, I don't even.

Speaker 1 34:46

It was such a like a small thing in that moment of time that like I forgot about it for so long and I'm like, holy shit, I did. I got pulled over while I was on acid. Oh, gone, nothing, no ticket, nothing. So a couple of weeks after that, because he warned me, he's like I do remember. He was like yo, you got like three or four headlight tickets that you haven't paid. He goes and I think you have two days left to pay one of them. He's like it says in the computer he goes, if you don't, they're probably next time you get pulled over you're probably gonna get go to county until you could pay it.

Speaker 1 35:22

I'm like are you here for a headlight ticket? He's like, yeah, bro, this was fine. So it was a 50 headlight ticket, but they added up five or six of them, kev. So I'm with my girlfriend at the time yeah, outside her house, about to get into her car. My car's parked out there, right, she's got a kid she's about to put in the backseat. Yeah, her mom's in the car, mm-hmm, I'm in the backseat with the kid chilling, fucking around with the kid.

Speaker 2 35:47

Yeah.

Speaker 1 35:48

Fuck, here it is my boy. Yeah, what's going on, little man? I see a cop pass by before we get in the car right, Slowing down, looking at us weird. Get in the car Her car, not my car right, we pull a block away. That same cop pulls us over.

Speaker 2 36:06

Wow, you see Just following him.

Encounters With Easygoing Cops

Speaker 1 36:08

Why, though? So his mom was driving, so the mom was driving. She was in the passenger seat I'm in the back Right Pulls us over. Pulls us over, goes to the front seat, goes and looks in the car. Finds me yeah, of course. Goes to the back and goes sorry, we're not here. He's like is that your car over there, that Hyundai? Blah, blah, blah, blah. I was like yeah, why? He's like you got a warrant out for not paying the headlight ticket. Sorry, man, you gotta like we gotta take you to the station. Blah, blah, blah. I'm like are you? I'm like I'm with the kid. Everything, bro.

Speaker 1 36:40

They locked me up, brought me to the South Amboy police station. My girl's going to a party With her sis, like for her sister's birthday, and she's waiting for me Just to get bailed out Of fucking jail because I had the money on my card. So I gotta get her to go to get. Oh, it was a checkbook, so she had to run to my fucking car. Go grab my checkbook, get right out of check you know what I'm saying and keep that for fucking what's it called? And stay there for like an hour until they released me.

Speaker 2 37:17

Right.

Speaker 1 37:19

And over a headlight ticket. One time even same headlight ticket I was in jail. They put me in jail for a day For a headlight ticket For a headlight ticket. See, and I heard now that since Corona they don't even do any of that. No Headlight ticket, any stuff like that. Heard now that since Corona they don't even do any of that no. Headlight ticket, any stuff like that. It's like you can't get arrested for it anymore.

Speaker 2 37:38

You'll get pulled over maybe, but I see so many cars with one light. It looks like a motorcycle. Yeah, I'm telling you, bro, I do.

Speaker 1 37:48

And they don't stop motherfuckers like they used to. No, they don't. It's crazy. Yeah, I did notice that like I passed a lot of cops, that's great. Maybe it's just because I'm not doing anything. They just have that good of a sensor like I'm not doing anything wrong, so they're like they don't fuck with me.

Speaker 1 38:01

But yeah, I haven't pulled yeah, there you go, got playing wood bam but yeah, I haven't pulled over a mad fucking long son, and if I have, it was more, just less to be like. Oh yeah, it's a detour, you know go this way type shit Exactly so. The cops have been fucking cool with me and I've known a couple cool cops so I can't really. You know, it's just that power shit.

Speaker 2 38:29

You know what I actually? Yeah, I'm going to be honest. I drive with no license sometimes, okay, Well, if you've got to get somewhere, Exactly.

Speaker 1 38:36

You've got to get somewhere.

Speaker 2 38:38

So I got pulled over.

Speaker 1 38:39

Oh yeah, what happened.

Speaker 2 38:41

So he pulled me over and he came to the door. Okay, he's like hey, you got a license. I said I don't. Actually, to be honest, I don't have a driver's license.

Speaker 1 38:48

Wow, you're honest with me. He probably respected that.

Speaker 2 38:51

So he's like, you have an ID. I said, yeah, here's my ID. He gave it to him. He's like okay, man, I'll be right back, you hold strong, something like that. And then he gave me like a little wink, like looking at his eyes, was he a black guy? No, he was white, oh shit. So he went back and then he came back, gave he's like okay, man, you're going to have to like pull over, like on the side of the building right over there, and then you're going to have to go get a ride. You know the normal shit that they say.

Speaker 1 39:20

Oh, okay, so they just let you pull your car over Right and then just get a pickup. But I was looking at him, the whole time.

Speaker 2 39:25

And when he did that before he left, he winked at me again. So I was just so. It's just like okay. So I'm gonna go on the side, I'm gonna pull over. You know, just sit there for a little bit, turn off the car, turn off the lights, see him pass. He's going that way, you know.

Speaker 1 39:40

Go around the building so he was basically saying wait for me to leave. He didn't give you a ticket either, right?

Speaker 2 39:44

no ticket or nothing. And then I was in, and I was in Oldridge too, so I wasn't close. I wasn't close to my house, really, I was pretty far, yeah, so I had to pass the police Old Bridge.

Speaker 1 39:54

Oh, the Old Bridge cops are so cool, dude, yeah, bro.

Speaker 2 39:58

So fucking cool. You know the police station up here yeah.

Speaker 1 40:02

I've been in that police station plenty of times.

Speaker 2 40:04

That's the road I got pulled over on.

Speaker 1 40:05

That's my Bro. Those are very, very cool cops. They are chill. Yeah, them and Union Beach. I don't Union Beach, I get along with the one.

Speaker 1 40:13

I had, at least for me. I've had good experiences with Right, but what is it called you were talking about? What were you just saying? About being arrested, but cops not like taking you in, right? Yeah, exactly. So I go, I'm picking up I was doing you know the hard drugs back then and I'm going to my dealer, yeah, and I'm picking up. It's in a bad fucking neighborhood, bad part of Long Branch. I'm sitting outside his house, yeah, waiting for him to come out. Right, he comes out, gives me my shit, or no, he doesn't give me shit. He's like we got to go get it. Starts rolling up the blunt it's not mine, I don't even smoke weed, I just do my other shit. So he rolls up, puts all the stuff in his side compartment. He's like, oh, I got to run back inside real quick. Runs back inside. I see a car pass us Looking.

Speaker 2 41:03

I'm not doing anything I don't have anything, I don't need nothing.

Speaker 1 41:13

So kid comes back out of the apartment and finished rolling the blunt he's like all right, pull up to you. Know like go straight. Yeah, so I pull out. He is literally about to roll the blunt. That car that passed us just dropped like literally just around us and pulls in front of us, lights on. I was like undercover Spin it Comes. I have man syringes in the back of my car right because fucking I'm doing stupid shit.

Speaker 1 41:37

Yeah, so this cop, by the way, who looked like fucking ryan gosling like should not have been a cop like I was like why aren't you in like a fucking movies?

Speaker 3 41:47

yeah yeah, what the fuck are you?

Speaker 1 41:49

doing. Everyone says the same thing to him. He said so I'm like look, I'm like, what the fuck? You're a cop? He's like yeah, he was like treating us really nice, really cool, and he's like dude, what's the deal with the weed? He's like the syringes he's like we'll talk about in a second, but what's the deal with the weed? And my boy?

Speaker 1 42:06

it's his yeah I'm like will I get like, if I get arrested for this, will I be released or am I going to get a semi-accounting Right? He's like no, we'll release you. He's like you just got to take the charge. I was like all right, it's mine. You know what I mean. My boy was like yo.

Speaker 2 42:21

Yeah.

Speaker 1 42:22

So he got to leave. He lived right down the block.

Speaker 1 42:26

He got out of the car and walked back to his house. Right, I was like I'm a pre-diabetic Because I was a bigger. I've always been bigger Not as big as you now, but I've always been bigger and so I was like I'm a pre-diabetic. He's like what the fuck does that mean? And I was like I don't know. They just said it to me, you know Like that's what I was told. I'm a pre-diabetic, you know. And he's like I don't know what the fuck that means. But he took me into the station. We were talking. He was being mad cool at me, so he locked me up, did the paperwork, whatever. And after all that, he's like do you want us to drive you back to your?

Speaker 3 43:05

car.

Speaker 1 43:05

Wow, I was like I didn't have. I was like what do you mean? Oh, my license was expired too.

Speaker 2 43:11

I didn't have a license.

Speaker 1 43:14

Oh, my license was expired too. I didn't have a license. Oh, okay, so he's like yeah, do you want me to drive you back to your car? I was like, but I don't have a license. He's like well, we're not going to, you can do whatever you want, we'll just drop you there. You don't want to leave your car there, do you? Oh yeah, so I get someone to pick kick you up.

Speaker 1 43:29

Bro. I even got back in my car and drove and passed them while I was driving and they laughed and winked at me. I smoked a cigarette with them before I left.

Speaker 3 43:39

They were cool as shit.

Speaker 1 43:41

I did not expect that to happen at all. I got in my car and left. That is when my life was so chaotic, kevin, I must have had a stack of letters from court. I was afraid of the mail, lady Right, because I didn't know what she was going to bring for me today. Is it a summons? It's a lot, anything. Is it a fucking? You know, like you're appearing in court at this date, bro, I get fucking PTSD from that. Of course, that shit makes me my heart like I don't want to go through that shit, dude, that's too much. You did that all to yourself. Remember that I know, and that's why I'm trying not to do it to myself anymore.

Speaker 3 44:20

You know me.

Speaker 1 44:21

I'm fucking. I stay at home, I do my things, I do what I got to do and that's it. You know, I try to get figure all this bullshit out so that we can put up some videos and we can start some more shows like the KDG show.

Speaker 2 44:37

That's right, that should be coming to you very soon.

Speaker 1 44:39

We just got to finish this logo. Figure this out because we finally upgraded and we're going to see how this works. If this comes out, if you see a video on Friday and you see me looking at you in the camera like this, like this, you see me like this and I'm pointing at you, that means we fucking did it, folks, we fucking figured it out. Alright, kev, do the same thing, tell them we did it.

Speaker 2 45:07

If you see us right now doing this, on camera.

Speaker 1 45:12

We did it and then we move on to the next phase. That's right, jesse, pre jesse, premature ejaculated. On the next phase oops, yeah, yeah, oops is right. Uh was using one program my techies out there, it's called obs okay and but have a new Mac and I was getting some crazy fucking errors and just not working well with me, so we switched to a new thing that's made for Mac and we're going to test it out and see how it works. So far, so good.

Speaker 2 45:46

We're getting it done.

Speaker 1 45:47

Yeah, I just don't know how the end result will turn out to be, but when we get there, we get there, we get there.

Speaker 2 45:56

So folks.

Speaker 1 45:57

That song that you heard, by the way, is called Under the Moonlight and that will be on my EP. That's releasing when it's finished. Okay, that's how we do. Like a video game should be not have a release date. It should be when we're done with it, when it's optimized. I can't wait.

Speaker 2 46:20

I'm not gonna lie, I really I really can't wait, but but until it's done, like you said yeah, like don't give me no bullshit.

Speaker 1 46:29

Like I'm hearing it's coming out, I heard it was coming out this year and then, all of a sudden, you're gonna push 2026. Why are you showing me a trailer right in the beginning of 2025 or 2024, when you're not releasing until at least 2025 2026?

Speaker 2 46:46

I don't even know what they're doing.

Video Game Chat and Future Plans

Speaker 1 46:48

They just lost and the last game they released. What was Red Dead Redemption? Yeah, that's an amazing game, amazing Red Dead Redemption 2, I mean, yeah, but that was fucking 10 years ago. They've been living off of fucking GTA Online For a long time, for a very long time, like enough is enough already.

Speaker 2 47:07

They should make GTA just like Red Dead.

Speaker 1 47:10

I'm hoping that they take the technology that they had from Red Dead. I'm hoping that they take the technology that they had from Red Dead. Like all, the animals had their own little like they acted like animals.

Speaker 2 47:23

You can kill any animal in the sky and kill anything, and the NPCs acted like they had their own shit going on.

Speaker 1 47:31

It was just a cool fucking game and it felt real, it really didn't feel real, the story built out real. I started playing gram. I told you this too. I started playing gram, blue link fantasy or some shit okay, yeah, you did tell me that god.

Speaker 1 47:43

Yeah, damn son. That shit brought me back to like final fantasy 6, final fantasy 7 days, but with like new art and like it was. Because the whole thing Final Fantasy 15 that sucked was that it wasn't a fucking. You didn't feel like a family, like you had people, like the people in your group weren't as into it as like it was only you and one other person usually in Final Fantasy you control a fucking a group of like eight, nine people, right, and you get to know them and do individual quests and stuff.

Speaker 1 48:15

And in this game it didn't have it. But Grand Blue Fantasy is like 20. You start with like 25 characters on a boat, like not a boat, like on an airship, yeah, yeah, and they're trying and every all the worlds live on top of like sky islands, right, and like they don't even know what's below them, like crazy. It's a really cool story it's a really fucking cool story.

Speaker 1 48:36

So, yeah, we're in, you were gonna. So that's the thing too. Yeah, so we are moving on to the show, right? So we have a couple of games lined up that we want to start streaming and we're gonna start, you know, doing our uh, youtube video game thing, yep uh video game show 100 coming up, because I get to talk about that shit with you for hours, all day. All day so we got a lot coming up and Mother's Day is next week, so we have a surprise next week.

Speaker 2 49:05

All mothers.

Speaker 1 49:06

I don't know if you're familiar, but this house is. This podcast takes place in my apartment with my parents, and parents are huge supporters of this and my mom is a the owner. My mom is a beautiful person inside and out and she is the only reason that this is able to really like keep going she lets people come into the apartment. She feeds us yeah it's like a fight.

Speaker 1 49:33

You come here and it's a family, you know. So any guests that we have on just like, just know that you come. You're going to be spending the day enjoying and hanging out with us doing some fun shit. You know, if you don't smoke, you don't smoke. Bring a beer, bring fucking whatever you want.

Speaker 1 49:49

Whatever you want, you know, and we just hang out. You want Whatever you want, you know and we just hang out. We just hang out and have a good time. Exactly, and hopefully we are to the point where everything is good, set that we can start pushing this shit out.

Speaker 2 50:03

Oh, we're going to push it out right, Just like a baby.

Speaker 1 50:05

No, not a baby. I was thinking like a nice, like those turds that are really hard to come out. Oh yeah, that hurts.

Speaker 2 50:11

Yeah, turds, that are really hard to come out, oh yeah, it hurts.

Speaker 1 50:12

Yeah, it hurts. I have a technique for that, though. Oh gosh, I have a technique. You just push a little and wait. That's what. I do, and it clamps it it clamps it and then just like, and it just comes out it's very weird, I think that's what you got to do with babies too. Girls Listen out there. Just clamp it. Clamp the vag first. Yep, let it suck the head Like grab that neck or some shit Okay.

Speaker 1 50:37

And then that shit's just going to think, it's just going to loosen up. Okay, you know At least that's what happens with my asshole oh, that's pretty bad, and that we're going to end on there, folks.

Speaker 2 50:51

Ladies and gentlemen, thank you very much for watching this. And get ready for what Kev, Get ready for the KDG show. Hell yeah, baby Holler out to all those people out there. There's Johnny, there's Shannon, there's Lauren.

Speaker 1 51:03

Well, we need them on the show. Kev, you got to tell them to get on the show.

Speaker 2 51:05

Get on the show, come on, it's on Tuesday, baby I.

Speaker 1 51:13

Hope I get the air conditioning back in this bitch.

Speaker 2 51:15

Yeah, buddy, but uh.

Speaker 1 51:16

Yeah, we were going for a long time tonight, thank you.

Speaker 2 51:18

Kev For everything. I fucking love you. Not a problem, I'm always here.

Support for Podcast Equipment Upgrade

Speaker 1 51:22

Thank you guys for sticking in. Patreon supporters Come on guys, my mama. Dukes, let's go. We got fucking. Who else we got that's doing that Gaynerman and the fucking aunt.

Speaker 2 51:33

Shout out to all you Shout out to the Patreons.

Speaker 1 51:37

Anything that you give us is going towards equipment.

Speaker 3 51:43

I promise you.

Speaker 2 51:44

You see it, I see it all the time.

Speaker 1 51:48

People who know me had a bad history with money, but I'm not taking care of them, so I am literally just using it to upgrade what we were getting.

Speaker 2 51:59

The next item another camera, just trying to get better and better, better and better.

Speaker 1 52:03

You know, none of the money that comes from the Patreon gets spent on anything else besides making this better experience for you guys at home and be able to watch more of us yeah, we'll have more content, more real shit. We're gonna have the real story time. Yeah, you know kevin's is.

Speaker 1 52:24

I have a feeling kevin's show is going to be very unique it is because we have a lot of yes, but I'm saying, I think we have, like, I think you have some very weird Little ideas that we could do. Oh, that's Mama Duke's behind me.

Speaker 3 52:37

Hey, we're about to end the show Mom what's up, Come in.

Speaker 1 52:40

Yeah, she's saying we're almost done, please, Because it's late. So yeah, so we're done. I just want to say thank you everybody. I appreciate you and, as always, you son of a bitch.