The Calling: Follow your spirit- all the way in

037 Embodying Your Vision: Transformative Healing and Self-Leadership

• Homaya • Season 1 • Episode 37

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Hello again, beautiful people! I'm Homaya, and I am thrilled to welcome you back to another deep dive into the essence of co-creating and bringing your vision to life. Today, we’re exploring what it truly means to follow your calling and align with the whisper of your heart. Thank you for joining me as we journey together towards profound personal transformation.

Episode Summary:

In this enriching episode, we delve into the concept of co-creation and the true meaning of following your calling. We discuss the importance of healing as a transformational journey, rather than merely fixing what's broken. By exploring the idea that every creation is an inside-out experience, we highlight the significance of self-leadership and moving beyond our comfort zones to manifest our highest visions. We also touch on the upcoming 888 portal on 8th August 2024, a unique opportunity for profound alignment and spiritual growth.

Key Takeaways:

  1. Healing as Transformation: Understand that healing is not about fixing something broken but about evolving into your highest version day by day.
  2. Inside-Out Creation: Recognise that all creations begin within, reflecting your internal state and intentions outwardly.
  3. Self-Leadership: Embrace the role of self-leadership in navigating challenges and manifesting your vision.
  4. Moving Beyond Comfort Zones: Learn the importance of stepping out of your comfort zone to achieve true transformation and growth.
  5. Significance of the 888 Portal: Gain insights into the 888 portal on 8th August 2024, symbolising a gateway to infinite possibilities and spiritual alignment.
  6. The Power of Presence: Discover the impact of being present and engaged in your transformational journey, whether through personal retreats or guided experiences.

Thank you for joining me on this enlightening journey. Remember to stay open to the whispers of your heart and embrace the transformative power of your visions. Mark your calendars for the 888 portal and continue to follow your true calling. Until next time, keep shining your light and living your purpose.

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The Calling EP37

[00:00:00] Homaya: Hello again, beautiful people. We're going to dive even deeper. We're going to take another step in how we are co creating and how we are bringing our vision to life and what is it really following the calling? What does it really mean? So we were mentioning in the previous episode that the and the whisper of your heart and this magnificent, abnormal experiences that you really wish for yourself and you know that exist inside of you, they are something internal.

[00:00:38] Homaya: That's something that only your pillow knows only your heart knows. Sometimes maybe you don't speak about it out loud even, maybe you write it in your journal, And in that sense, we need to also recall that every creation, that we can create everything in our life, is not being created from the outside in.

[00:01:01] Homaya: Every creation is an inside out experience. Now, this is for me the meaning and I would even say the reason for healing. Although, in the common perspective, what we will say that healing is someone have a certain distortion, someone's have a certain thing that doesn't function well, and then that is being corrected.

[00:01:32] Homaya: But healing is not fixing. There's nothing wrong. Even if you feel that there is a physical experience in your body that seems distorted, healing would not be fixing it. That is a thought that matches the Western way of operating. Indeed, in order to operate, to maintain, but in a process of transformation, in a process of creation, there are distortions because new experiences are coming.

[00:02:12] Homaya: And therefore healing is not a reaction. Healing is not something that you do because something is wrong. Actually healing is the art of transforming to your highest version day by day. Healing. Is being. And being. is healing. There's nothing wrong. There's nothing to fix. It is if you forgot about yourself.

[00:02:42] Homaya: It is something that needs to change if you neglected your visions, your ideas, what you hear and feel inside of you when you were not feeling that you are meaningful and significant. Then it could be that this old vision of what healing is relevant. So in that perspective, I look. on everything that is calling our attention as something that choose to be with us.

[00:03:15] Homaya: Both your vision and the transformation that you are calling to go through are choosing you. You're not an outcome. Your vision is not a choice that is coming because there is no other option. You're not a result. Your life is not a result. of something. You are the creator. You are the one who is leading your world, and by that, their world, because there's no other world than the world that you see.

[00:03:55] Homaya: There's no other reality than the reality that you create, the reality that you live by. So therefore, The transformation or the healing is the self leadership of taking yourself to the next stage, taking yourself to another experience, another manifestation, and your vision and your challenges are part of the composition of this manifestation.

[00:04:27] Homaya: are part of your creation. The reorganization and the re patterning and the realignment, the calibration into an advanced experience, the next level experience. So whether it is your vision or whether it is your changes, they are calling you to escort you. Though The transformation, this creation that might go through challenges and might go through bliss and might go through both, if you don't judge them to be challenge or bliss or just experience them and find the beauty in them.

[00:05:10] Homaya: This transformation, this journey of creation cannot be theoretical. Nothing in your embodiment and in your creation of your vision can be theoretical. It could be that you will need to go through the fire. We don't know what it will be, but to cast a new vision on reality, and as high you see the vision, most likely there is still some distance with what is being experienced, and for that sometimes it's really far from being theoretical.

[00:05:52] Homaya: It is really a holy fire, but I know that you've been there. Because there's no chances in the world that you will be listening and being in a part of this podcast if you know the truth of what I'm saying. And it could be that it's just recalling now. It could be that you listening to this podcast today, to this session today, is to recall the places in the past that you've done something, that you've went through the transformation, and you would have never believed that you would go through it.

[00:06:31] Homaya: and you've done it, and you've done it in the most spectacular way. What we also know for this transformation to really be an embodiment, to give birth to this one who is experiencing the vision, the one who's casting the vision, and the one who is embodying the vision,

[00:06:52] Homaya: it cannot happen from the state that you are in it now.

[00:06:56] Homaya: Whether, again, it is a short term vision or a long term vision, it cannot be, because, as you see, beyond time and space, your reality is a specific reality now. There is a specific experience,

[00:07:12] Homaya: and it is not your vision. It is, it was your vision of who you were in the past. But then more layers are now open for you to step in, more layers are calling you, you've been initiated, you've been trained to move to the next level. So if it is not where you are now, if it is within your desire and it is not here now,

[00:07:41] Homaya: the first inside out change is to move away from where you are now, which is also known The comfort zone. Now we're going to take a deep breath and look at the comfort zone for a moment. The comfort zone, inside out, is first and foremost your thoughts and your patterns. Take a deep breath. It's the way you speak with your own self.

[00:08:16] Homaya: This is your comfort. You got used to look at yourself in a very specific way. You got used to look at yourself as the one who is limited in those places, as the one who is motivated to that extent, as the one who have that level of energy but not the next level of energy as the one who needs to do that and that amount of preparation or that and that amount of initiation you got used to look at yourself and to think about yourself and to relate to yourself in a very specific way and that is your comfort zone beyond anything else.

[00:09:00] Homaya: But then of course there's a ripple effect of that thought. of that pattern, of that behavior. And those ripples effect are in your environment. It's in the people that you're in relationship with. It's in the type of relationship that you have with those people. Because some of the people in your life you cannot change, and some of the people in your life you do not want to change.

[00:09:28] Homaya: But you can change the relationship. You can change how you show up for the relationship. You can change the way that you are present for whatever is happening in the relationship. The ripple effect of those thoughts, the ripple effect of your comfort zone, you shows up in the way that you dress, shows up in the way that you allow yourself to experience what you are allowing yourself to experience, the type of vacations you are taking, the people that you are consulting with, the books that you read, the food that you consume.

[00:10:03] Homaya: All of those things are ripple effects,

[00:10:07] Homaya: a ripple effect of who you don't want to be anymore, of the one who's dreaming about a vision. Now, The number one thing that takes you away from reality and from manifestation is your dreams and your imaginations. It simply takes you away.

[00:10:30] Homaya: So part of changing your patterns and creating this healing, this transformation, is Going physically away from the place that you think those thoughts, the places in the relationship that you behave in that way, go away from them and find yourself, lead yourself to places that are either neutral in their presence and you have enough force and enough clarity.

[00:11:14] Homaya: of why you are there, and then you can lead this transformation. You can take yourself into this embodiment and come back anew. Or, you take yourself intentionally to places and experiences where it is designed.

[00:11:36] Homaya: It is, the transformation is designed. And of course, as I shared, one of the reasons that I'm sharing about that is as we're crossing through the 8 8 portal, because in the golden experience, the next in person event, one of the things you will have is a designed experience. For two days, I will be leading you through experiences, healing, inner work, activation, empowerment, connections, and blessing in an environment with other people who are going through the same transformation and what you will be able to do in those two two days, as this work is intentional, will be remarkable, will be really taking you away from your comfort zone into a greater embodiment of your vision, of who you are, and of what you are.

[00:12:49] Homaya: Of course, when we're done, when we're complete, You'll go back to your life. Now, I'll share with you something.

[00:12:58] Homaya: There was a stage in my spiritual journey where I've learned with different people that I appreciate very much. And I really, I would even say admire until this day, I really appreciate their power and their energetic capacity. But it was very short after starting, after I met some teachers where I really felt that.

[00:13:24] Homaya: I need to go to the Master. I'm serious about that. I'm serious about my energy work. I'm serious about my spiritual path. I'm serious about this calling to be a spiritual leader, to be a healer. I'm so serious about it and I cannot play little games like it. I cannot play those games. I cannot play small.

[00:13:48] Homaya: And I was young at age and my finance were not at their highest because if you are in this podcast and you listen to the first episodes, you know that my spiritual journey started by me giving everything that I had everything that I had and I felt I need to see Star Fuentes, who came to be my master.

[00:14:16] Homaya: I need to be with her.

[00:14:18] Homaya: And that is a short term vision. I didn't know how I will manifest it. I, at that time, I wasn't feeling comfortable even speaking English at all. I didn't know how I will communicate with her. I feel the journey is huge. I needed to fly to another country and I didn't know who this person is. I've never had a conversation with her.

[00:14:41] Homaya: I've never met her. Those were ages that you couldn't see, videos or TikTok or whatever of that person and feel comfortable to be in the presence. I just felt I need to be there. I felt I need to be there. And again, in terms of investment, it was like a huge. investment at that time, like super, super huge.

[00:15:05] Homaya: I'm like trying to figure out what was the equivalent of it was like, I don't know, six months of work for me. If I would keep on working as an architect in the office and for six months I will take all of that money, that was the investment. I didn't want to fly and do the entire experience for one or two days.

[00:15:31] Homaya: I wanted a real deal. I wanted the real thing. I wanted to be transformed. I wanted to be touched. I wanted to have the powers. I wanted to have the initiations. And I didn't know so many of it mentally. I just felt it. And I took everything I had. I called her. I asked to come. She gave me dates. I had no idea how the money will come.

[00:15:59] Homaya: As you can imagine, the money came. It was not my responsibility to create this money in that time. My responsibility of leading myself to that experience was to be sincere about it, was to be clear about that, to keep my heart open for it, and to know that if I'm following my heart, the universe will guide, the universe will support, and I want to be with her.

[00:16:29] Homaya: in person for 10 days throughout my career, throughout my life. Afterwards, I've been with her many times and it was a remarkable experience every single time. But at that moment, it felt like, how am I going to do that? How would I get the money? How would I meet her? How would I survive 10 days? And I remember I was speaking with a friend of mine and I wanted her to come with me.

[00:17:02] Homaya: Like I said, let's do that together. Why don't you come? And one of the things she said I have no doubts that a star can pour light on me, but I have the doubts about the size of my crown. This is what she said. She said, I feel that I have that tiny little crown. Whatever she will pour on me just gonna go, And I could understand that.

[00:17:30] Homaya: As a teacher throughout my life, I know that many of my students and many of my clients many times are preventing themselves from doing something so simple and so spectacular, something that really will be a remarkable point in life. Like, how would my life be if I wouldn't do that move? Who would I be if I would not do that move?

[00:17:56] Homaya: How many times you're not doing the move because you think that you don't have enough? Or you think that you're not enough? Or you think that you wouldn't make it? How many times in your life? And what happened in the time that you've made the move? That you said to yourself, I'm enough, I have enough, and I will have what it needs.

[00:18:17] Homaya: I remember I was listening to my friend saying that my crown is too small to that light, and I said to myself, who cares what is the size of my crown? By the time that I will complete those 10 days with her, I will have an amazing crown.

[00:18:37] Homaya: I wouldn't be the person that I am today if I wouldn't make this move away from my patterns, away from my own limitations, away from my perspective of myself, of what is possible and what is impossible, and went to be in person with my master. At that time she was not my master. She became my master. I don't know, how would my life unfold?

[00:19:04] Homaya: If I was not choosing me and my vision and I was not choosing to make it real and tangible, to truly touch her hand and her touching my heart physically, in person,

[00:19:26] Homaya: Many of you have been with me on the internet, online world, and I am in such a gratitude for so many things that happened on the online world. I must say, I am also not the same person as I led myself in this virtual teaching experience, but I also know that the real healing And the real deep transformation that is happening in a well designed space that have the focus to take you through the transformation that is so aligned, in an immaculate way. To take you through the transformation, nothing compared to that. Whatever stories that you're saying to yourself, of what is possible and impossible. Whatever limitations that you're taking on yourself, of what you can do and what you cannot do. Whatever illusions you are still feeding, they will fall.

[00:20:43] Homaya: To be in that space, to be in my presence. To really receive an energetic healing. To lead yourself through energetic transformations. To meet your highest version.

[00:21:01] Homaya: Two days, in person, a royal crossing through the Lion Gate.