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Dream Session: Nightmares & Unlocking the Secrets Hidden within the Shadows with Lorree Appleby

October 11, 2023 Megan Mary of Women's Dream Analysis Episode 21
Dream Session: Nightmares & Unlocking the Secrets Hidden within the Shadows with Lorree Appleby
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Dream Session: Nightmares & Unlocking the Secrets Hidden within the Shadows with Lorree Appleby
Oct 11, 2023 Episode 21
Megan Mary of Women's Dream Analysis

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Lorree Appleby is a Certified Radical Living Master Coach, Intuitive Energy Healer, Certified Inspirational Speaker & Creator of the gamified self-care practice Soul Adventure™ Journey to the Real Me. In this dream session episode, Lorree shares a nightmare about uninvited guests causing harm in her home with her husband, dog, and cats. Megan uses the DreamMirror Method to interpret the dream and explains that nightmares have the strongest impact on us, and can be powerful and upsetting, because we are not addressing the message in the dream. By understanding the message and unearthing what the dream is saying, we can dissolve the nightmare and learn that there is hope and light in the darkness. The session ends with an oracle reading which encourages Lorree to begin on journey towards authentic new experiences.

This episode was recorded during an epic thunder and lightning storm in Idaho. The power actually went off during the session, causing my video and audio to freeze, what a nightmare! I want to thank Lorree for her patience while power was restored and for sharing her dream!

"I learned a lot about dreams from having my dream analysis with Megan. It gave me a deeper understanding of how my dreams are my subconscious playing out and that there's a deeper message for me when I look at it as metaphors for my psyche. I'm going to pay closer attention to my dreams from now on, thanks Megan!" - Lorree Appleby


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Lorree Appleby is a Certified Radical Living Master Coach, Intuitive Energy Healer, Certified Inspirational Speaker & Creator of the gamified self-care practice Soul Adventure™ Journey to the Real Me. In this dream session episode, Lorree shares a nightmare about uninvited guests causing harm in her home with her husband, dog, and cats. Megan uses the DreamMirror Method to interpret the dream and explains that nightmares have the strongest impact on us, and can be powerful and upsetting, because we are not addressing the message in the dream. By understanding the message and unearthing what the dream is saying, we can dissolve the nightmare and learn that there is hope and light in the darkness. The session ends with an oracle reading which encourages Lorree to begin on journey towards authentic new experiences.

This episode was recorded during an epic thunder and lightning storm in Idaho. The power actually went off during the session, causing my video and audio to freeze, what a nightmare! I want to thank Lorree for her patience while power was restored and for sharing her dream!

"I learned a lot about dreams from having my dream analysis with Megan. It gave me a deeper understanding of how my dreams are my subconscious playing out and that there's a deeper message for me when I look at it as metaphors for my psyche. I'm going to pay closer attention to my dreams from now on, thanks Megan!" - Lorree Appleby


Connect with Lorree:
Website: https://ourpurposefuljourney.com
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/LorreeAppleby88/
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Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCyaa71zSMt7RJ6JnWndUiHg
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Megan Mary: Okay. So today we have Lori, and she has a nightmare which we are going to be examining and analyzing, and her title for her nightmare is uninvited guests in my home causing severe harm.

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Megan Mary: I'm going to read you the entirety of the dream. and then we are going to discuss it part by part

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Megan Mary: I was at home with my husband and our dog.

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Megan Mary: Suddenly there was a tiny kitten sitting on our windowsill. I picked it up. It was so sweet. Then my husband discovered 2 more full grown cats in our bathroom.

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Megan Mary: Our dog, who generally does not like other animals, didn't seem to react.

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Megan Mary: I went into our spare room, and a large dog like a Doberman, but light colored, was lying down on his side, legs stretched out sleeping.

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Megan Mary: This all felt very strange to me.

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Megan Mary: Then I see 2 people go downstairs into our basement.

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Megan Mary: I told my husband I was going to find out what was going on because one of the woman looked familiar. He stayed with all of the animals. I went downstairs.

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Megan Mary: and our basement was transformed into a very abstract decorum that had many rooms. More people all around

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Megan Mary: seem to be gathered at. Some sort of

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Megan Mary: it kind of looked like an event space as I saw things. I can't recall what they were, but they were for sale at a desk. There were couches and chairs and lots of rooms. Our basement is not this big, but the space it's somehow enlarged and was transformed.

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Megan Mary: I saw a woman I know and trust, and she was happy to see me, and was putting on clothes. It looked like she was leaving.

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Megan Mary: It felt very strange, and was looking for answers.

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Megan Mary: I also felt a little relieved when I saw her. I remember saying to her, Okay, I feel better now that I see you are here. Because I trust you. she agreed, smiled, and then she was gone.

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Megan Mary: There seemed to be some commotion going on near the back of the place, and me and other women were told we needed to go to another room.

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Megan Mary: I don't really recall what happened then. That part is blurry, but I remember it felt like some kind of ritual was happening. Then we were suddenly told we must leave now for our safety.

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Megan Mary: If we stayed we would be in danger.

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Megan Mary: I had no problem with that is so. I was leaving. I walked by a room, and 2 older men were lying down. One said, I'm not doing very well.

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Megan Mary: The other nodded his head, and then I felt the urgency to keep going. So I did.

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Megan Mary: We all went outside. The 2 men stayed where they were. Outside. There was some kind of big vehicle where the people were all going. I saw a woman I remembered from my past.

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Megan Mary: We didn't know each other well, but her name came to me instantly. I asked her, are you, Cheryl?

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Megan Mary: She said. Yes, I didn't know you did this kind of thing. I asked her. What do you mean? Drugs, cocaine? She didn't really answer me, but kind of nodded and went into the vehicle waiting for her.

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Megan Mary: I felt an urgency to go back home and check out my husband. I expected that all long he was safe.

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Megan Mary: and I wanted to tell him what I did, what I had discovered.

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Megan Mary: As I was heading to my front door, some people drove up and were heading into the basement.

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Megan Mary: For some reason there was a new entrance to it, and an older man, who seemed inebriated, asked me where to enter, and I directed

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Megan Mary: them to the door I had left because I was anxious to get home. I didn't want them following me.

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Megan Mary: I came in my front door, and my husband was there. He had no shirt, his face was bloodied, it looked like his left nipple was open, raw, his left shoulder had a tendon hanging out attached to his side torso.

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Megan Mary: He was breathing heavy, and said. Look what they did to Aries.

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Megan Mary: I turned around, and on the ledge of our front entrance was our dog.

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Megan Mary: His head was alive. He was panting, with his toy in his mouth, and the rest of his body wasn't parts.

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Megan Mary: It was like my husband had brought all his pieces home. Couldn't put him back together.

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Megan Mary: I screamed. No! And then I woke up.

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Lorree Appleby: Hmm!

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Megan Mary: That is a fabulous dream record. but not a fabulous dream.

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Lorree Appleby: No, yes.

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Megan Mary: So where we're going to start is at the beginning.

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Megan Mary: and I want to look at each scene first. What's happening in that scene?

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Megan Mary: So you're at home with your husband and your dog.

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Megan Mary: and you see this tiny kitten sitting on your window so. and you pick it up, and it is so sweet. So let's talk about the kitten first.

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Megan Mary: Tell me about the kitten. and

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Megan Mary: what it was like, and

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Megan Mary: how it made you. What made you think over how it felt when you saw it?

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Lorree Appleby: I guess. I was surprised, obviously, that a little kitten was in my house.

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Lorree Appleby: Now it's Co. What's coming into me. In the past I have found a kitten, but not in my house, but outside, actually not far, and

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Lorree Appleby: That was the cat I had before we had before Aries, and she died tragically. because of me, accidentally.

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which is another whole story. But So when I saw I I just

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Lorree Appleby: it was I don't know. It was sitting in some little like Mini tiny bed, and I just picked it up. And I was just like, Oh, my God, it's so cute! But I was thinking, Oh, my dog is not gonna

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Lorree Appleby: like this because he doesn't like other animals. He's, you know, he gets aggressive and afraid. So

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Lorree Appleby: it was just strange. But also, like I was drawn to it.

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Lorree Appleby: We'll say. okay?

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Lorree Appleby: And I remember it was like a little tabby kitten. Yeah.

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Lorree Appleby: yeah. And then suddenly, your husband discovers 2 more cats. But they're full grown in the bathroom.

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah.

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Megan Mary: So take me back to when that happened.

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Megan Mary: Did he say anything?

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Lorree Appleby: And how would they? Different from the kitten?  Well, they were full grown. They were, kinda you know, cats kind of rub up against your leg and stuff. They were doing that.

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Lorree Appleby: and our dog was there. But he wasn't reacting. And

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Lorree Appleby: I think we just both looked at each other like, what's going on? Where are these? Where is this? I'm like? Look at this kitten. And he, you know, saw we saw the cat, so we didn't really say a lot. It was just we were looking at each other like

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Lorree Appleby: what's going on. And and then it all happened so quickly

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Lorree Appleby: the cat like. First it was the kitten, then it was the cats. Then I saw the dog, and then I saw the people so it was just so fast that I didn't really have a chance. Excuse me to have a reaction. Much of a reaction other than this is strange what's happening.

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Lorree Appleby: And and then it was the next scene, you know.

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Lorree Appleby: Oh.

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Lorree Appleby: you're frozen!

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Lorree Appleby: Oh, so

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Lorree Appleby: everything happens all

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Lorree Appleby: so everything happened so fast from one scene to the next, still seeing the kitten, seeing the cat, seeing that dog in the room, and then seeing the people, 2 people walking downstairs. It happened so fast that

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Lorree Appleby: my husband and I were just looking at each other like what's going on. You know. It was that kind of thing we didn't really say a lot. And then when I recognized one of the women going downstairs, I said, I'm gonna go find out what's going on, because I think I like. I thought I knew new one of them.

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Lorree Appleby: and it is that woman that you saw going down the series the same one that you then recognized no different. Okay, yeah. And I never did see her again.

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Megan Mary: Okay, so

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Megan Mary: what I find very significant about that is that the basement, of course is. It's everything that is underneath. It's the deep, dark depths of ourselves, and it's the things that we we keep in the dark that we store way that we don't want necessarily other people to know. And I think the fact that you saw a woman that looked familiar

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Megan Mary: to you. It's essentially part of you because you're thinking I know her. Who is that? I'm gonna go find out who that is, and I'm gonna go find out what's going on down there, and

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Megan Mary: I do think that the the cats and the dogs at the beginning are significant, particularly because of the story that you told about the the kitten that you found, Prior, and the feelings that you hold about that I think that's very important. but also that

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Megan Mary: the the the full grown cats

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Megan Mary: I feel like can can be representative of something, too. But I don't want to say I don't want to say too much at the beginning. And also what I really want to do is honor your association with things. So that's what this is about is to draw out what it is that you associate with those things so that I'm not putting my own association. Yeah. So just the the way I associate is that

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Lorree Appleby: our dog he's 10 years old. He's.

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Lorree Appleby: you know. He just. He's kind of spoiled, and he doesn't like he's a threatened by other animals. So Just seeing other animals in my house and

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Lorree Appleby: thinking, Oh, my gosh! Like this isn't good.

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Lorree Appleby: but him not reacting. And then being another, and and cats would be one thing like he would probably want to attack them. But a dog he would really lose it so. But that dog! Was he

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Megan Mary: right? You say that it was? it's it's, it's, it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's it's it's a

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Megan Mary: which is very much a unassuming. I'm not. I'm not here to make a problem. Thing. And your first reaction was, this is going to be a problem.

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah. But it wasn't. Yes.

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Megan Mary: So I think that's also very significant. Hmm.

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Megan Mary: Now, when you start to it. Then you decide to go.

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Megan Mary: Go find that familiar woman in the basement.

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Megan Mary: but your husband stays with the animals. So this is you now going down into your depths to see that that familiar woman what? Who is she? I know something's going on. I want your curiosity. I want to go find want to go find this out, and you go alone.

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Megan Mary: which I think is important. He he stays with the animals in the animals.

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Megan Mary: you say. Later. I I knew he was safe.

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Lorree Appleby: I yeah. It never crossed my mind that was anything wrong, or he would have left, or anything. Yeah. And in normal circumstances he would be the person to investigate, not me, right? Right? Sure. And that makes perfect sense. So I think you're going down into the basement.

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Megan Mary: taking the initiative to go and going by yourself means that it really is your basement. It's your your thing to that. You're going to investigate. So you go down into the basement, but it's not your basement.

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Lorree Appleby: it's and you use the word abstract decorum.

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Megan Mary: Let's unpack the abstractness.

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Lorree Appleby: Lots of bright colors, like kind of

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Lorree Appleby: shapes, like, just very, you know, just hard lines.

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Lorree Appleby: And it's don't really remember. I just remember very

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bold and and bright colors. And

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Lorree Appleby: and yeah, that's all I really remember about that part. Was it a

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Megan Mary: joyful, exciting place It was kind of felt kind of weird to me like it was

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Lorree Appleby: like reds and oranges, and right like I remember reds and oranges, and I just remember I don't remember exactly, but I just remember things look very

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Lorree Appleby: like that, you know, that abstract kind of

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Lorree Appleby: art.

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah, it was just

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Lorree Appleby: right, and not right in a good way. It felt strange. It felt odd, strange, definitely not cozy and warmer. yeah.

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Lorree Appleby: yeah. Now, there's all these people around. And they're gathering for yeah, like, yeah, like, just different people coming and going. And I kind of felt like there was an event going on like there was, you know, when you go somewhere, and there's people coming and going. It felt like that.

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Lorree Appleby: Umhm, yeah. And then I think I remember seeing something where there was, you know, in the store they have things hanging on like a a little thing, you know, really thing, I don't remember what that was. I just remember it looked like there was things you could buy. But I don't recall noticing what it was.

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Megan Mary: Yeah. So then, you see this

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Megan Mary: that you know, yeah.

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Megan Mary: And that changes how you feel when you

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Lorree Appleby: yes.

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Lorree Appleby: I felt relieved because I know her, and I trust her. And so I'll say, Oh, okay, you're here, and I felt a little bit like, you know. My guard came down a little bit.

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Lorree Appleby: and I remember saying, Okay, well. I know you, and I trust you. And then she just kind of nodded and and then smile. Then I don't know. I can't remember if we hugged or not, probably

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Lorree Appleby: and then she is gone.

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Megan Mary: If you were going to describe this person that you know in real life with 3 adjectives. What would they be?

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Lorree Appleby:  she's authentic.

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Lorree Appleby: She's deep like she, you know, does that deeper to work like myself?

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Lorree Appleby: And she's

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Lorree Appleby: open to

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Lorree Appleby: new experiences. Let's say, yeah, adventurous. Maybe something like that. Yeah.

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And she's putting on clothes.

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah, what kind of closes you put in.

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Lorree Appleby: I, that's vague. Okay.

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Lorree Appleby: yeah, maybe

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Lorree Appleby: some kind of top or shawl, or I'm not sure. Yeah.

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Megan Mary: And she, it looked like she's leaving.

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah. yeah. yeah. And and that's kind of fuzzy. She then she was gone.

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Lorree Appleby: Now you say it felt very strange, and was looking for answers. You were looking for answers, or she was she left looking for it? No, I well, I was just trying to figure out what what's going on here. Yeah. And then, when I saw her, my! My kind of my guard dropped a little bit, for whatever reason. I remember saying, Okay, well, you're here, and I trust you. So I feel better.

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Lorree Appleby: And she just she didn't say anything. She just smiled and nodded, and it kind of agreed with me.

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Lorree Appleby: near the back of the basement or back of the rooms. Further in there was something going on, and it felt like some kind of ritual.

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Lorree Appleby: not a good one. But I don't remember what happened. I don't remember the people.

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Lorree Appleby: I. The the only thing I remember is then it was I was there. And then, all of a sudden. It was like you were to. I was told that you need to leave now every we are all told, whoever the other people works. I don't remember that part. We were all told. You need to leave now.

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Lorree Appleby: for your own safety, and if you stay it, it could be a danger. I forget. However, I put that with you.

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Megan Mary: Okay, so next you start to leave. But you walk by another room, where you see 2 older men, and they're lying down, and one says, I am not doing very well, and the other nods.

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Megan Mary: So then, you see a one that you remembered from your past that you didn't know that well. But you suddenly, you suddenly do know her.

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Lorree Appleby: She was fair skinned

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Lorree Appleby: Oh, I didn't know you do these things, and I like what things. And I couldn't, because I wasn't sure if that was a bad ritual or a good cause it was I didn't remember. And that's why I said drugs like cocaine like what? Because I felt like it was someone I knew from a long, long like from like maybe teenagers.

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Megan Mary: and the ritual also represents going along with something that you're not sure if it's good, or if it's bad, but you're there, and you're being a a passive part of it, and you're not.

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Lorree Appleby: Well, that. And I felt like I just wanted to be back in safety, because this all felt really creepy and weird. And I just wanted to get home and get to him, too. Yeah. And to tell him, yeah, what was going on.

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Megan Mary: They are drunk and just are hoping, basically, and that you send them where you came out. Yeah.

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Lorree Appleby: And in a way, I felt a little bad about that, because I knew that that wasn't a good place to be

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Lorree Appleby: There's someone weaving. There's a couple of other people. There's trees off in the distance in a pasture. I'm waving to that person

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah. Hmm, so I would say that this

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Megan Mary: is your chance to. Now

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Lorree Appleby: stop feeling, like.

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Megan Mary: you need to

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Megan Mary: follow what other people are doing.

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Lorree Appleby:  begin down your own path. Take your first step

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Lorree Appleby: down your own path.

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Megan Mary: And you'll find that in doing so you will be more authentic and more deep. and be open to that new experience where you're not

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Megan Mary: because you're following something that's not

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah.

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Lorree Appleby: So everything you said resonate other than the part. so this might shine some light on things

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Lorree Appleby: the trip that I did go on it was actually was very, very aligned. and it it's it's actually putting me into going on a a journey, a path. And I keep getting this message of like, I'm about to start an apprenticeship. And and so when I come back home

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Lorree Appleby: it feels like I've changed, but things are still not the top kind of the same. But you know, when you're in a relationship that that you know, he's kind of doing his own thing, and and he's he supports me, respects me, wants me to live, you know. Follow my follow what I'm called to do.

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Lorree Appleby: but he's having his own struggles with his personal stuff.

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Lorree Appleby: And so there's been And then also just coming back. And just I, I feel like I'm I'm different. And bye.

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Lorree Appleby: so I feel a little bit different, you know, just being around the same things, but but I am feeling confident and and good about it all. it's just like an adjustment. I think for myself, yeah.

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Lorree Appleby: And and I do wonder, you know, is he gonna be good, is he? Gonna you know, health wise and and that kind of thing. So that. And then same with my dog, because he's got a few things going on, too. So between the 2 of them

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Lorree Appleby: it's it kind of weighs on me sometimes, but I obviously don't want to entertain negative thoughts, but they come up.

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Megan Mary: Sure you want to feel secure enough about your base that you can go on this new journey, and that's what you need to take that first step.

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Megan Mary: And by meeting that woman in the basement that was so brought you such relief, and that you felt such trust with.

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Megan Mary: That is what you need to embrace. That's the the message that is in your depths is that there is this reassuring trusting

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Lorree Appleby: yeah.

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Lorree Appleby:  yeah, you interpret it way different than I interpret it

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Lorree Appleby: like your person better.

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Megan Mary: Well, thank you. Yeah, no. But obviously you're the professional, and those old men are where they just like. I can't save people kind of thing. No, I don't think it's I don't think it's other people that you're not saving. I think it's versions of you that we, when you are trapped in your darkness, and you're not feeling well and you're letting it overwhelm you, and you're not. You're getting stuck there. And you're not

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Lorree Appleby: going out of there

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Megan Mary: on here on your path.

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Lorree Appleby: right? Right? Not being able to like, get up and leave and walk out, yeah, okay, yeah, it's yeah. There.

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Megan Mary: their week, because of

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Megan Mary: by the basement.

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah. okay, that makes sense.

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Lorree Appleby: Yeah.

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Megan Mary: All right. Well, thank you so much for sharing your dream, and I hope you enjoyed my interpretation, and I hope to begin now and and take take your next step.

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Lorree Appleby: Oh, yeah, I absolutely am. And it's just. It's amazing how like I'm just getting more and more confirmations.

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Lorree Appleby: that I'm starting something new and that kind of thing. So another good conversation. It definitely doesn't feel like a nightmare anymore.

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Megan Mary: That's transformation. That's good. So is that what nightmares are all about is that because they all of our dreams are

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Megan Mary: when we dream our logical by and turn off, our emotional minds turn on. And so all of our emotions are very strong

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Megan Mary: when we're dreaming. And of course, nightmares are have the strongest

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Megan Mary: impact. And that's because the message is meant to get through when we have recurring dreams. It's because we're not addressing. What's

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Megan Mary: that scenario, that situation, that that story. And when we have nightmares they they're powerful and and upsetting because they want us to hear the message.

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Lorree Appleby: Right? Okay, that makes sense. And by

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Megan Mary: understanding that message and unearthing what it's saying, we it. We do dis dissolve it as a nightmare. We do learn that

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Megan Mary: from the depths we come into the light. And that's why we I call it the eclipse, because we're essentially walking into that darkness. But then here comes that little sliver of light, and it's coming more and more and the more that we see what it's saying and what it means for us, and that there is hope that there is a message. Then the more the light starts to come to us, and the more we allow the lightning.

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Lorree Appleby: Right? Okay? Yeah. Cause I definitely interpreted everything at the end of was not good.

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Lorree Appleby: You know, when I screen no. And

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Lorree Appleby: all of that. So

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Lorree Appleby: yeah. it's good to have a good spin on it.

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Megan Mary: Good and

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Lorree Appleby: yes, you're welcome very much.

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Megan Mary: and thank you for sharing your dream so that yeah, we could all benefit from it. Really

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Lorree Appleby: my pleasure. Thank you.