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Girl In The Cupboard

Anon

The title reflects that I spent most of my childhood hiding in my bedroom cupboard, to keep  safe but also to hide from the world, I loved and I hated that cupboard equally, but it was to become my safe space and without it I dont think I would be here. 

I talk about all the things that has happened to me growing up to adult life, racism, bullying,  abuse mentally & physically by parents & others.  My own mental health and struggles.

I will share with you stories of growing up in a mix raced single mum family who had her own a fascinating story of her own, losing her to mental illness, the highs and lows of her split personality, finding out my dad who left when I was 5 was not my real dad 2 years ago which catapulted me into a new chapter in my life with a new family and siblings I never knew I had and so much more!

Just me trying to make sense of it all and navigate my way through, knowing iam not alone and that there are many others like me out there and maybe I can help someone else along the way. 

Episodes
Episode 48 He used to slide under the table March 08, 2024
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Episode 47 - Hello I am back :) March 06, 2024
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Episode 46 - I'am devastated February 27, 2024
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Episode 45 - I discovered how I was born!February 23, 2024
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Episode 44 - He kept pigeons in the toilet!February 22, 2024
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Episode 43 - Pregnant. Stalked. Married. Belongings being destroyedFebruary 21, 2024
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Episode 42- Letter found in the loft & discovery of my real dadFebruary 20, 2024
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Episode 41 - Found her wedding dress & lipstick February 19, 2024
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Episode 40 - Stalked & I finally went into the loftFebruary 14, 2024
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Episode 38 - Date rape & Single lifeFebruary 13, 2024
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Episode 39 - He stripped the house.February 12, 2024
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Episode 38 - New boyfriend put me in a chest freezerFebruary 12, 2024
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Episode 37 - Held me up by my neck against a doorFebruary 09, 2024
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Episode 36 - Buying fags for mum age 8February 08, 2024
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Episode 35 Our names got changed by deed pollFebruary 08, 2024
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Episode 34 - Bailiff’s at the doorFebruary 08, 2024
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Episode 33. We had to steal to make ends meetFebruary 08, 2024
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Episode 32 - Picking potatoesFebruary 08, 2024
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Episode 31 - Found my underwear in stepfathers bedFebruary 02, 2024
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Episode 30 - She put my head down the toilet & flushed it February 01, 2024
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Episode 29 - The day I discovered my real dad.January 31, 2024
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Episode 28- He used to sit on my bed at night when I was asleep January 30, 2024
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Episode 27 - He drilled holes in my door to spy on me. January 29, 2024
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Episode 26 - Drinking, Violence & sleaze behavior January 29, 2024
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Episode 25 - So angry todayJanuary 27, 2024
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