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Jolene W

On location at the Northern California TAC convention, we are fortunate to have sat down with Jolene from Phoenix Az. Looking back at her childhood, she shares about the chaos of the early days and how it shaped her addiction. What a gift of ho...

January 30, 2026 • Season 3 • Episode 2 • 2:13:12

*Special Episode* From Trauma To Addiction

The first episode of Season 3. This is a very special episode for us. Over 2 seasons we've learned that so many of us came to recovery with trauma in tow. When Josh and I started exploring each interview for childhood trauma, the evidence becam...

January 21, 2026 • Season 3 • Episode 1 • 2:06:54

Lindsey L

Last episode of the season! This episode hit me in the feels. The relapse insanity and the struggle with body dysmorphia really shows us the toxic societal expectation of people.  

December 30, 2025 • Season 2 • Episode 47 • 2:04:40

Sam M.

Our friend Sam gives us a colorful story of childhood and generational trauma. He's a special friend to Josh and I, so please enjoy the chaos of this episode.

November 21, 2025 • Season 2 • Episode 46 • 2:46:33

Nick D (part 2)

We get to finish up with Nick and his journey from homelessness to winning a Grammy in recovery. Lots of great recovery shared.

November 11, 2025 • 1:26:08

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