PURE KAOS Podcast
Welcome to "Pure Kaos," a raw and unfiltered journey into the life and struggles of living with alcoholism. Each episode dives into the real stories, the highs and the heartbreaks, and the kaos that comes with addiction. We explore the complexities of life and death through the lens of those who've faced alcoholism head-on, offering a space of honesty, understanding, and sometimes a little bit of hope amid the KAOS.
PURE KAOS Podcast
Latest Episodes
What Alcohol Stole From Me
We talk about what alcohol and addiction steal in ways most people never price out, starting with time and ending with the parts of yourself that quietly disappear. We also share what recovery gives back, from mornings and sleep to clarity and ...
Living Two Lives Is The Most Exhausting Part Of Drinking
We talk about the exhausting double life many of us live in alcoholism and why the hardest part often isn’t the drinking, it’s the acting. We lay out how honesty in recovery ends the performance and turns survival into real freedom. • ...
The Lies We Tell
We talk about the lies addiction teaches us to tell, especially the ones we tell ourselves. We name how denial keeps the habit alive and why honesty is the first real step toward freedom.• calling out the familiar lines like “I’m just stres...
When Addiction Affects Your Job
I tell a raw story about how drinking derails my first gig with a mobile DJ company and costs me the job before it even starts. I break down the excuses, the anxiety, and the shame that show up when alcohol runs the schedule, then I...
The Functional Alcoholic
We talk about the hidden danger of functional alcoholism and why “nothing has fallen apart yet” can keep addiction alive. We share what it feels like to survive on nightly drinking, secret shame, and constant bargaining, and why recovery is rea...